Unsent messages to MATTHEW
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: November 3, 2020, 1:35 pm UTC
It’s you. You are the person I belong to for the rest of my life.
I can only hope it’s the same for you
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: November 2, 2020, 6:55 am UTC
this is supposed to be for first loves. and i don't know if you were that to me, but something like that. i was starting to learn. you're still on my mind, still thinking "why do i like this kid so much?" and i wish i could just tell you everything i want to say. however no matter how many times you tell someone the truth, denial will always cloud them until that beam of realization somehow pervades. you're more exceptional than you know, so much compassion in one person could cure wonders. i love and care about you. i want to show you every day, and it's okay if you need time. i want to be someone you want to come to trust and become comfortable with, and i know it sounds pathetic, but if you want that too, then i would wait for you. i just.. miss you. and the nights no one except us knew about. wish i kissed you back.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: November 1, 2020, 12:53 am UTC
you put me through so much and i feel like our story hasn't ended yet. for now we are strangers again though.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 31, 2020, 7:02 am UTC
no, we're never going to see each other again so I hope you liked my tits because you're never seeing them again
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:51 pm UTC
i’m sorry i fucked up but how could you break up with me on the day you told me you would choose me over anyone and try your best to make it work? how could you just not care anymore. i want you back, i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:59 pm UTC
Hey,I was into for like 1 year and a half but things went wrong when you and my BFF started dating. It still hurts this but I hope you have found the one for u!❤️
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
Hey,I was into for like 1 year and a half but things went wrong when you and my BFF started dating. It still hurts this but I hope you have found the one for u!❤️
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:06 pm UTC
I love you so much it's unhuman, I want you with me forever even though I doubt you will stay. I will always love you no matter what
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 28, 2020, 7:01 pm UTC
I just wanna be friends again, we were able to laugh and everything was light-hearted. Treat her well.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 28, 2020, 1:42 am UTC
my 5th grade self would be so excited that we are finally dating. from being my first crush to hopefully my last. when i say it. I’m gonna mean it. I’d wait for you forever
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 24, 2020, 6:49 pm UTC
Hey, you fucked me up I didn’t realise it until now but you made me so fucking insecure so fuck you :)
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 22, 2020, 11:34 pm UTC
Its been nearly 3years and you’ll still be last thing I think of before I go to sleep. I hope I am too
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 21, 2020, 3:03 am UTC
you hurt me. i shouldn’t have met you while you were in an „unhappy“ relationship . you left her and promised me the world. half a year later you got back with her without telling me. i didn’t know anything because I lived 6h away from you. i‘m hurting to bad till this day even though the long distance.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 15, 2020, 6:23 pm UTC
Why did you do this to me... I was so little and innocent and you took advantage of everything and now I'm the one left broken.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 14, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
i really wanted to say yes, when u asked me about relationship, but i was afraid that i wouldn't be good enough for u, now - i'm heartbroken that other girl said what i wasn't able that time...
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
see I don't know if I like you, so please just skip to the point of if you like me or not. Don't break my heart for fun
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 1:43 pm UTC
Thank you for being there for me when no one else was. I love you and I always will but I think it's time for me to finally let you go. Goodbye, Matt.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:52 pm UTC
Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:23 pm UTC
Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:14 pm UTC
Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 2:23 am UTC
Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 13, 2020, 2:20 am UTC
Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 11, 2020, 2:01 am UTC
you comforted me when i was crying and alone. i’ll always remember that. why did you have to pick her over me?
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 10, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
i never felt alone when with you, i thought you were the one... but then you started calling other girls cute and hot, but i still forgave you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 10, 2020, 4:11 am UTC
I wish I could tell you how I truly feel. Instead I fear of rejection and watch you fall in love with her..
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 10, 2020, 3:53 am UTC
I loved the idea of you, not the real you. I wish I realized that before ruining our friendship. I pretend it doesn’t hurt, but I miss you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 9, 2020, 4:43 pm UTC
I tried i really did, to be kind and helpful and just being the best person I could be for you,
And you still picked her, the one person I truly hated.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 7, 2020, 2:56 pm UTC
I miss you every day. I tried to fix my mistake please come back. We had so many memories together and we had so many more to come. My heart is broken. Idk what do do without you
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 6, 2020, 8:55 pm UTC
You were the one I wanted to last. You were the first one I actually loved. And then you left like I meant absolutely nothing to you, just to start dating another girl in a week. It has been only 2 months and it still hurts Matthew.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 6, 2020, 5:26 am UTC
i wish things didn’t end the way they did. but i didn’t realize how much you manipulated and hurt me. i miss you but i’m better off now without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 6, 2020, 5:17 am UTC
i wish things didn’t end the way they did. but i didn’t realize how much you manipulated and hurt me. i miss you but i’m better off now without you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 6, 2020, 5:05 am UTC
i won’t forget my feelings for you even though you didn’t feel the same for me too. I didn’t want to lose you as a friend but now that you left idk where you are now. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
u helped me through a lot, i started to fall in love w u, then u dated my bsf bc i didnt tell u i liked u. im glad we still talk and hopefully when i move back u can have a chance to like me like i liked u
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 4, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
it’s literally been months since ended. i have grown, found myself and many more things. but your still on my mind. i will never fully trust you anymore after what you did which is why i said goodbye and why we can start again. but I will always love you don’t worry about that. you’ll always have a place in my heart even if we didn’t last long. you treated me well even tho we tho we have were really toxic for each other. i might still love you. xoxo
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 4, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
Sometimes I feel like we aren't going to last. I don't wanna break your heart because it'll hurt worse than breaking my own. There are so many reasons we shouldn't be together anymore, but regardless, we are. I hope I can move past everything because for the first time, I want something to last. For the first time, I don't trust my gut in telling me that we should've ended a long time ago. It's fucking scary but I know I'm making the right decision in putting my faith in us.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
i’ve loved you forever and one day the time will truly be right to tell you and no i didn’t get over you six months ago
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
you ruined my life. I am now mentally unstable and afraid of a mans touch because of you. and for that reason I will never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 9:16 pm UTC
I loved you then and I love you now. I don’t know where life will take us but you’ll always be in my heart
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:43 pm UTC
you were my first love, and part of me will always love you, even if you're miles away. you will always be on my mind, and i hope you find happiness even if that means it's with someone else. thank you for the memories. because of you, i know how to love.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:02 pm UTC
I really can't live without you. I want to be with you again because if I saw you with someone else, I wouldn't know what to do.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 11:55 am UTC
I really thought you was my soulmate the way we just meet and kept it going before it went downhill really made me think that you was the one for me but I guess I was wrong I really loved you and still love you and I hope you’ll realize that some day mi vida...take care
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 4:09 am UTC
I miss you everyday. I met the greatest people and we have the greatest little sister. Love you always.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
i think i am finally getting over you. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. I still have hope you're the one.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:37 pm UTC
Even though you were in my life for a short amount of time you changed a lot for me. I appreciate you
for showing me that no matter how much love you have in your heart people will still not love you. Thanks for reminding me that I deserve someone who picks me everytime and never leaves when things get tough. I am struggling so hard and the fact that you left in the middle of that shows your character. I will always love you for loving me. Xx
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:17 am UTC
I know I hurt you bad, I’ve done everything I can to apologize for it. But I know thats not always enough. You say you forgive me, ( which honestly it’s fine if you don’t, I would understand) but I honestly don’t believe you, not with everything I know. You say you want to be friends but why? You constantly go off telling other people how much of a toxic crazy bitch I am, so why keep me in your life if you still believe that and if your still talking about me in that way. That’s not what “friends” are. I’m just generally confused why you would still want me even a little in your life. If you hate me so much then just fucking leave me alone dude. I’m bettering myself and I don’t need you coming around giving me reminders of how much I’ve fucked up. I’m moving on and you should too. I don’t need to prove myself to you, youre not my boyfriend anymore so I don’t need to tell you about all the things I’m working on. And if I’m being honest, I think your hurting yourself a lot more than you are hurting me continuing to talk about me like that and keeping me in your life if you hate me so bad. You need a reality check bad, just like you gave me. And btw, fucking around won’t heal you, getting a new girl right after the next isn’t gonna fix you. You say how broken you are and how you can’t trust anyone now because of me, so why are you jumping into all these relationships? You’re doing the exact same thing as I did with you now. Youre broken, but pretending to be loveable, when in all actuality you need some long hard alone time to actually deal with those problems that I gave you, not just ignore them with distractions. And plus you’re also really hurting the girls that might think they actually have a chance of have a super serious long term relationships. Your better than this, don’t break people bro, don’t do what I did to you. Be better
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 2, 2020, 1:08 am UTC
i hope you’re miserable without me. i stay awake knowing you’re giving another girl everything that belongs to ME. my lips, my hugs, my stupid facetime calls. those were mine. i hope you go through the worst year of your life and when you need her most she leaves you... just like you did to me.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: October 1, 2020, 7:14 pm UTC
you told me I was irreplaceable, yet you replaced me like it was nothing. I hope she makes you happy in ways I never could.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: September 30, 2020, 11:15 pm UTC
why did you tell me you loved me then leave for another girl? you know i was new to love and you still ghosted me and broke me thousands of times.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: September 30, 2020, 8:39 pm UTC
you liked me first and when i started talking to u i thought i was special but then u left. you left with no reason and i would forgive you in a heartbeat if you said you wanted something more that sex.
From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: September 30, 2020, 2:52 pm UTC
Idk what it is but smt draws me to you, and every time we talk it goes good but then gets toxic. I really do hope you find yourself and see what I see and learn to love every aspect of it.
