its been 13 months, i wish i tried harder to keep us together. i hope you see this and know who i am

You are everything to me

I was so sick, was not ready for your love and wish you the best life you deserve.

i'll still cheer for you from a far

Everything is wrong but it’s alright, you’re the only good thing in my life.

Thinking ab the 5 years you led me on, very messed up. Still hurts even after a year of no contac

Matthew hurt me so much. I hate you but I love you, but I don’t believe in second chances anymore.

you are truly the kindest person i know, and i hope one day i can call you mine <3

i miss you so much baby. i listened to your voicemail today just to hear your voice.. i need you

i would have flown to you

"was it u" under my name. i pray its you but ik its not. im sorry, i miss you.

i am glad you’re in my life again. i love you

i’m sorry i lied i really miss you im scared ill never find someone like you ever again

Every page that I wrote you are on it.
I love you curly.

I didn’t think id be in much pain as I am since I broke up with you. You were my first love, and ml.

I like you so much and I wish you would open your eyes and realize we’re more than you say we are.

My dearest, Matt… imagine what we could’ve been without assumption and distance.

I think you see me as just a friend but I hope we can work on a play together.

You broke my trust. Yet I still find myself missing you. Please at least say goodbye before I move.

ilysm and i wish i didnt fk up so bad my mistakes cost us our relationships stability.

I wish I had a moment to explain everything and tell you the truth.

I still miss you sometimes. I’m sorry for not being better. I’ll try harder in my next life.

i still have it all, the lego and the roses. if you're looking for a sign this is it

why are you ignoring me matthew? what did i do talk to me please

Im here “talking”…

I love you more than anything & anyone in this world, till death.

I wish you can talk to me like how you used to.

reaching out is nice of you, but there’s no going back to how it was. you hurt me. ☆

I would do anything to be with you, I miss you so so so much, growing without you hurts.

We’re not talking anymore But if you see this I want to let you know that I miss you my bubba

i miss you matt, i wish we could've been something more

I wish I could have found the words to talk to you at least once these last three years.

I hate that you haunt my thoughts every now and then. I still can’t look at you. It’s been years.

I love you mattie, you're my pretty boy. you deserve the world. I'll fly to Cali just to see you ml

You acted like you didn’t care, blamed it all on me and yet I still believed it was my fault.

I miss you too. I’m sorry I didn’t say it back then but I doubt it would’ve mattered.

hey so idk how to let u go, even tho i never had u.

i never said sorry. i hope you can forgive me. if not, i would genuinely understand.

Hi. Even if you don't like me back just know that I love you with my whole heart and soul.

did it mean anything? or was I a distraction.

i miss you so much, i still love you matthew

i wish i meant more to you

i wish you would fight for us

Matt, you ghosted me again. my first love. i wish it had reasoning. anyway, to saturn and back.

i liked you so much
but you saw me as just a friend so i am trying so hard to let go

i’ll always love you.
☽

I have no more light to shine…I gave it all to you. Please don’t waste the sun and magic I gave you.

Am I too late ?





Xoxo

i have the stuffed animal i bought you. i hate that i dont hate you.

i miss you, why did you have to move so far away? we could’ve been so good together

Mahal, I still love you. I'm so sorry for everything. I wish you'd met me after I healed.