I wasn't lying. I can't love someone or even think about loving someone when I am cutting myself. I never meant to hurt you.

u helped me through a lot, i started to fall in love w u, then u dated my bsf bc i didnt tell u i liked u. im glad we still talk and hopefully when i move back u can have a chance to like me like i liked u

I didn't fall into love with you. I walked into it, eyes open, making every decision. And it's still the smartest decision I have ever made.

I care so much about you and I want to be around you all the time. You get me. I just wish you would let me and not hide your feelings from me. I want to be there for you

i won’t forget my feelings for you even though you didn’t feel the same for me too. I didn’t want to lose you as a friend but now that you left idk where you are now. I miss you.

i wish things didn’t end the way they did. but i didn’t realize how much you manipulated and hurt me. i miss you but i’m better off now without you.

i wish things didn’t end the way they did. but i didn’t realize how much you manipulated and hurt me. i miss you but i’m better off now without you.

You were the one I wanted to last. You were the first one I actually loved. And then you left like I meant absolutely nothing to you, just to start dating another girl in a week. It has been only 2 months and it still hurts Matthew.

just in case you didn't see the one under Mattie, I hope you know I'd give you my life, and I hope you see your self worth, you're amazing, stay, for a while. The world needs you here.

I could right to you forever. I want to talk to you. But you've stopped, its awkward now. I want to be yours and I want you to be mine. I think I'm falling out of love with you and in love with someone else. Someone I can talk to, someone that asks me question and who will talk to me about what they are feeling. I'm sorry, its not on purpose and I'm beating myself up. I want to die because I don't want to hurt you. But I want to be happy, I need stimulating conversations and answering and asking questions. I don't want the relationship to be one sided. It looks like it's starting to head that way. I'm sorry. -

I miss you every day. I tried to fix my mistake please come back. We had so many memories together and we had so many more to come. My heart is broken. Idk what do do without you

I love you way too much and the fact that you have no feelings towards me hurts so bad, I only want you but you clearly don't want me, I cry over you every single night because that's how much I like you but you won't ever know that now will you, I just hope that one day you will love me the way I love you

I am sorry for everything to hope you can understand that, I love you way too much and you don't feel anything towards me which hurts so bad like why am I so stuck on you? why can't I move on from you? it's starting to hurt way too much especially seeing you fall in love with other girls

I understand now that you’ve moved on but the very last thing I want you to do is to fake ur feelings and lie to yourself

You found someone else to get over me, but I got over you by finding myself. We are not the same. Not even close.

u pinky promised u wouldnt leave me and u did and i always told myself i wouldnt fall for u because of my last heartbreak hurting so much but u were just different. i miss the things we had and i hope u still make a wish at 11:11 even if its with someone else, i cant listen to forever in blue jeans anymore and its one of my favourite songs because u showed me it. i hope when u listen to frank sinatra or bruno mars you think of how happy we were. you come home tomorrow and i cant even begin to explain hoe much these next 2 days are going to hurt, you were meant to pick me up on friday and we were gonna spend the day together. the night you texted me asking about meeting mummy and daddy filled me with so much happiness you dont even understand, when you told me you'r mummy and max would love me i nearly cried. i hope you still think of me and one day youll text me again. i cant stop blaming myself for you leaving me, my trust issues pushed you away and i just want you back. the chance youre texting someone else and smiling at someones text kills me. i miss when id catch you staring at the phone and id ask what u were looking at and youd just smile, the times when we'd argue over who loved who more. i told u id win and i did. i want to play hangman with you again or imessage games. its all my fault what we had is gone. youre constantly on my mind eating my thoughts. anything i ever talk about always traces back to you somehow. every red volkswagon polo i see reminds me of what we couldve had if i didnt fuck everything up. i just want to know if you really meant anything you said if you left me that quick and easy.

i love your smile. i love your laugh. you make me laugh wanna live my days. without you life’s boring.

thank you for breaking me, it just made me stronger. And no matter how hard you broke me a piece of my heart will always be with you.

I really miss you. We have our separate views and i understand why we shouldnt be together. but it hurts because you were my rock and were always there for me. I wish we could still have a friendship. It really hurts. I love you

i'm sorry. I'm sorry for letting my emotions get the better of me and for turning the relationship we once had into what it is now. ill always love you, ill still think about you late at night, and ill never forget the love I felt for you. but I need to move on. maybe in a different lifetime matthew.
t x

It’s silly of me to be doing this rather than my work. There’s loads. We still talk. Sometimes I miss what we had but other times.... well I remember why I had to end it. There’s a constant emptiness in me. I’m sorry I thought you could fill it. I was dependent. But you broke me. I broke you too. But you can’t keep saying I did all this stuff. You calling me a slut wasn’t fair when I said I was touched by a guy when I said no. I won’t babble on cause you won’t see this but... I still love you sometimes. Just not all the time I guess.

Damn, i cant tell you how happy i was when i first met you nonstop smiling, nonstop laughter. ugh . i miss those days, you didnt realize that i liked you. now that youve blocked me, im broken. blocked without a reason.just wish you could tell me why, and what happened, I miss you:(

I tried i really did, to be kind and helpful and just being the best person I could be for you,
And you still picked her, the one person I truly hated.

You were my first real crush. sometimes I think of you. how your life is like. if you even remember me. its stupid really and I don't know why I do this but I hope you are doing well and living a great life

Alright ima be honest. I had feelings for the first time in first grade. Ofc they weren't real, we were 6. I have had other people that I liked along the way but I always still had you at the top of my heart. I'm in 6th grade now with and still think I like you... At least a little. Now I have no idea if you feel the same, and it's killing me not knowing. But I have to thank our brothers for this.

I loved the idea of you, not the real you. I wish I realized that before ruining our friendship. I pretend it doesn’t hurt, but I miss you.

I wish I could tell you how I truly feel. Instead I fear of rejection and watch you fall in love with her..

i wish you knew how much you meant to me, maybe then you would've stayed. you were my reason for existing. i wish you knew how much i cared for you and still do. if you ever need someone to talk to, call me. i will forever care about you and be here for you.

We started dating at such a young age and its crazy how fast you switched up on me and we were like 6 or 7 yrs old.

im still alive because of you, i will continue to be alive because of you. i hate that you hate me now.

I'm terrified of what will happen when we break up. I hope that we can stay friends because I love you so much and I can't imagine my life without you in it in some capacity. I could never say this to you in person because I don't want to trap you, but you make my life so much brighter and so much better and I am dreading this breakup. You've been great.

i never felt alone when with you, i thought you were the one... but then you started calling other girls cute and hot, but i still forgave you.

i know now the reason why we aren’t together anymore, i didn’t trust you. you didn’t give me any reasons not to and that’s how my own mind ruined what we had, constantly needing reassurance from you. i miss everything about you and us. everything i do reminds me of you in some way. i miss belting out songs on facetime and making wishes on 11:11, blowing out our candles together and brushing our teeth together, i didn’t know i could love someone so much that i only knew over facetime. tomorrow was meant to be the day we met. we were both so excited and now you want nothing to do with me. i didn’t get closure and that’s what i need. i haven’t been as happy as i was while i was texting you and i don’t think anyone will be the same. everyone says how bad of a person you are but they don’t know u like i do. i miss you so much

you comforted me when i was crying and alone. i’ll always remember that. why did you have to pick her over me?

i miss you so much and i hate that we never talk i was literally so in love with you and you barely noticed.

I still feel all my feelings that I had for you, every single touch, word, hug, everything. I'll always love you

I miss your touch. I miss you. We haven't seen each other in a very long time and as the days go by it gets worse. Things between us would never work out but its fun to think it would.

you changed the way my brain works. now youre gone and it’s still changed. i am the new person i was with you, without you

Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.

Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.

I’ll always love you regardless of anything you put me through because I can see the good in you and I see how amazing you are and I see that you’re trying. Love the fuck out of you and I wish and hope you love me the same. You’re my first real love and I want this to last a life time if you’re willing too.

fuck you man, you took everything from me...but i'm still here waiting for you to come back like a bitch

Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.

Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.

Hey goofball I’ll forever love you and always come back to you no matter how far you push me away you may not think.I know what love is at such a young age but, I do I’ll always love you Matt please come back home. Nothing feels like home without you.

Thank you for being there for me when no one else was. I love you and I always will but I think it's time for me to finally let you go. Goodbye, Matt.

i waited so long for you only for it to be worth nothing. i keep holding on to something that’s not there anymore and it’s ruining me . i cant listen to mr brightside anymore

i really wanted to say yes, when u asked me about relationship, but i was afraid that i wouldn't be good enough for u, now - i'm heartbroken that other girl said what i wasn't able that time...

even though you hurt me, and i hurt you we always came back.. and i’m terrified for the day it’s officially over and that there’s no coming back

i’m finally happy. the kind of happy you see in movies. an exuberant, over the top, cant stop giggling kind of happy that seems to be synonymous with love.