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Unsent messages to MATTHEW

From: ABC

To: matthew

I can never really forget you. I still wonder "what ifs" and try to just forget but I can't. You always somehow be there in the back of my head.

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From: ABC

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i miss you. i gave you pieces of me that even if you wanted to you couldn't give back. i didn't think our story was going to end as soon as it did.

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From: ABC

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you told me I was irreplaceable, yet you replaced me like it was nothing. I hope she makes you happy in ways I never could.

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From: ABC

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Since you left, my heart hasn’t stopped aching. I need to make sure you’re okay, I care for you so much.

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From: ABC

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why do you treat her like a princess? why did you have to treat me like shit. you took advantage of me and i will never be able to forgive you. but i am now letting you go, fuck you for hurting me, im moving on.

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From: ABC

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when i was falling i thought you would catch me...but hitting the ground made me realize you weren't coming back

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From: ABC

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i hope you’re miserable without me. i stay awake knowing you’re giving another girl everything that belongs to ME. my lips, my hugs, my stupid facetime calls. those were mine. i hope you go through the worst year of your life and when you need her most she leaves you... just like you did to me.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I know I hurt you bad, I’ve done everything I can to apologize for it. But I know thats not always enough. You say you forgive me, ( which honestly it’s fine if you don’t, I would understand) but I honestly don’t believe you, not with everything I know. You say you want to be friends but why? You constantly go off telling other people how much of a toxic crazy bitch I am, so why keep me in your life if you still believe that and if your still talking about me in that way. That’s not what “friends” are. I’m just generally confused why you would still want me even a little in your life. If you hate me so much then just fucking leave me alone dude. I’m bettering myself and I don’t need you coming around giving me reminders of how much I’ve fucked up. I’m moving on and you should too. I don’t need to prove myself to you, youre not my boyfriend anymore so I don’t need to tell you about all the things I’m working on. And if I’m being honest, I think your hurting yourself a lot more than you are hurting me continuing to talk about me like that and keeping me in your life if you hate me so bad. You need a reality check bad, just like you gave me. And btw, fucking around won’t heal you, getting a new girl right after the next isn’t gonna fix you. You say how broken you are and how you can’t trust anyone now because of me, so why are you jumping into all these relationships? You’re doing the exact same thing as I did with you now. Youre broken, but pretending to be loveable, when in all actuality you need some long hard alone time to actually deal with those problems that I gave you, not just ignore them with distractions. And plus you’re also really hurting the girls that might think they actually have a chance of have a super serious long term relationships. Your better than this, don’t break people bro, don’t do what I did to you. Be better

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I still love you so much and I hate I can't hate you and all the pain you caused me I wish you could truly of appreciated me instead of breaking me

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From: ABC

To: matthew

ik ur not nosy enough to look at this but i genuinely loved u last year. it sucks we don't talk as much anymore. u could say the stupidest joke and i would laugh at it. ur such a loser. i wish you'd speak your mind more often. i'd like to hear it.

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From: ABC

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there is so much i wanna say. we were too young and we both made mistakes. i mostly blame myself but i hope you’re doing alright, I heard you moved on fairly quickly

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From: ABC

To: matthew

You are the one that got away. I love you, and I am grateful for you. Thank you for helping awaken me spiritually. I hope we meet in every lifetime.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

Even though you were in my life for a short amount of time you changed a lot for me. I appreciate you
for showing me that no matter how much love you have in your heart people will still not love you. Thanks for reminding me that I deserve someone who picks me everytime and never leaves when things get tough. I am struggling so hard and the fact that you left in the middle of that shows your character. I will always love you for loving me. Xx

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From: ABC

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You’re my best friend. You’re the one person i can always count on to make me smile or fix my problems. I feel safe around you. Thanks for sticking around.

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From: ABC

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thered be days we barely spoke,you would say you were busy, i felt guilty for not wanting attention,i didnt want to bother you but i felt like i was losing you, and you left

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From: ABC

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you convinced me to let you in, to let you see the broken me. To allow me to feel. To let you love me. My mistake was that I believed you every time you said you would never hurt me. Then I watched you break every promise you ever made me.

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From: ABC

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i really wish you didn’t hurt me, i wouldn’t have hurt if my life depended on it. But everything happens for a reason

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From: ABC

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had a dream about you last night for the first time since...2 nights ago.
i want to talk to you but i know you don’t want to ever see me again.

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From: ABC

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i wish we waited. it was the right thing at the wrong time. i wish i could talk to you but it's too late.

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From: ABC

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You keep making promises that you can’t keep but I still believe you every time. Am I wasting my time?

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From: ABC

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i think i am finally getting over you. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. I still have hope you're the one.

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From: ABC

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if i let you in again i'm going to fall for you just like i did before. i can't do that to him. i'm sorry.

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From: ABC

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I miss you everyday. I met the greatest people and we have the greatest little sister. Love you always.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I miss how easy it was with you. You helped me feel happy. I’m terrified I’ll lose you. But I know I’ll never be enough. I love you. I wish things were different.

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From: ABC

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I wish things had been different. I wish we had chosen a different path. I’m glad I have you but I wish I truly had you, all of you. It’s bittersweet being around you. I love you, more than I should.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I wish I didn’t need you right now but I do. I need you so desperately. You’re the only one I can talk to about this. I miss you

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I really thought you was my soulmate the way we just meet and kept it going before it went downhill really made me think that you was the one for me but I guess I was wrong I really loved you and still love you and I hope you’ll realize that some day mi vida...take care

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From: ABC

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you’re a special person. i’ve loved you for five years and didn’t figure it out until the world exploded. you told me you felt inadequate–you wrote a film about it. you’re not. you’re better than most. i’m never going to be someone that you love, not like you’ve loved my friends, and that’s fine. i’m okay with it. but i want you to realize that you’re good enough, you know? see you when i see you next. maybe a few years from now.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

i miss what we had and i wish quarantine didn’t happen so we could have lasted longer and i wish you stayed loyal in the talking phase but its whatever. i wish we had what we had before and im sorry if i ruined anything

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From: ABC

To: matthew

you made me hate myself and i cant let you go. i lie to myself everyday that you’ve changed. i just want you to change

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From: ABC

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ur the loml. but i could never tell u. it would literally destroy everything. so i admit little things in italian and accept we'll never be more than friends.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I really can't live without you. I want to be with you again because if I saw you with someone else, I wouldn't know what to do.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I always wanted to say this, but im really sorry. I know I fucked up. We're both at fault for everything that happened there, but its about time i take accountability for everything i did wrong in that relationship. I was naive and really struggling, and i still am. Do better for yourself, kay?

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From: ABC

To: matthew

you were my first love, and part of me will always love you, even if you're miles away. you will always be on my mind, and i hope you find happiness even if that means it's with someone else. thank you for the memories. because of you, i know how to love.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I hate you and I doubt we'll ever talk again but you taught me so much about my worth so I'm finding it hard to let you go.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

i still dont know what i did to deserve being treated that way. i stood up for you and defended you and then you turned your back on me and made me feel worthless. i thought you were better than that.

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From: ABC

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i literally have been in love with you for 3 years. and your just toxic UGH I HATE YOU STOP BEING SO HOT

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From: ABC

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i've never seen eyes quite like yours. i hope they never stop gazing at me. or do i want them to look away?

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From: ABC

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i miss everything about you, and i wish everything was back to how it was when we first met. i just wish i knew what went wrong

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I loved you then and I love you now. I don’t know where life will take us but you’ll always be in my heart

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From: ABC

To: matthew

we had such a strong connection.. then you disappeared.. then i saw you you were with another girl. we weren’t dating but it really hurt to see you just ghost me and then see you with a whole new girl

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From: ABC

To: matthew

you ruined my life. I am now mentally unstable and afraid of a mans touch because of you. and for that reason I will never forgive you.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

i’ve loved you forever and one day the time will truly be right to tell you and no i didn’t get over you six months ago

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From: ABC

To: matthew

Sometimes I feel like we aren't going to last. I don't wanna break your heart because it'll hurt worse than breaking my own. There are so many reasons we shouldn't be together anymore, but regardless, we are. I hope I can move past everything because for the first time, I want something to last. For the first time, I don't trust my gut in telling me that we should've ended a long time ago. It's fucking scary but I know I'm making the right decision in putting my faith in us.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I’ve finally accepted that i’m not IN love with you anymore, but i’ll forever love you with all my heart

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From: ABC

To: matthew

i love you so much. i know i can’t compare to her, but you’ll always be my first priority even when i’m not yours. the amount of happiness you’ve gifted me is unbearable and i’ll never find someone as amazing, kind and lovable as you. thank you so much, and i wish you loved me as much as i do you.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

i wish it was the way it was in the beginning but now i’m stuck feeling like i’m the only one who cares while you use me for my body. i’m sick of your shit i just wanted someone who i could talk to and you wrecked that when everything became so sexual

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From: ABC

To: matthew

I know you don't love me anymore, I have to listen to you rave about other guys all the time now, but I just wish that I said yes the first time. Unlike my pride, my feelings never went away.

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From: ABC

To: matthew

it’s literally been months since ended. i have grown, found myself and many more things. but your still on my mind. i will never fully trust you anymore after what you did which is why i said goodbye and why we can start again. but I will always love you don’t worry about that. you’ll always have a place in my heart even if we didn’t last long. you treated me well even tho we tho we have were really toxic for each other. i might still love you. xoxo

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From: ABC

To: matthew

i cried about u today. i think about u every single day and it hurts me so much that ur not in my life anymore. get out of my fucking head pls. i hate you

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