From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:06 pm
I thought of writing you a letter a long time ago, but I did not know how to start, now either, but I will try, things are complicated for both of you now, you try to act as if nothing had happened, but everything happened,, you failed me, and it hurt, It still hurts as much as you can't imagine, I still don't understand why you did it ... you say you love me but you said "love", you say you love me but you were talking to another ... you say you love me but right now I don't know what to believe , I feel so insecure. Did I do something wrong? You say "no ...", but I feel like I'm wrong, you tell me "I love you" as if we had just had one more discussion, I told you "change, show me that you love me and that You wouldn't do the same to me again ”, but I don't know if I ever trust you again, I feel it almost impossible at the moment, I talk to you and I say to myself, did they change with her? Did she see you laugh too? Does she stay asleep thinking how is it that I love this child so much? ... I feel so insecure and I think I'm just getting ready for you to leave me for her ... I feel like they keep talking ... and I I still feel devastated, I went out with you a few days ago, you said "I love you" looking into my eyes, and I just wanted to burst into tears, because you make me so happy and but so insecure at the same time, but hey, I know you will walk away , and you will forget me ... I love you, that won't disappear overnight, I don't think I'll come back with you, you failed me and you made me believe that you would never do it ... that's what hurts me the most, but well, as I told you, I forgive, but I don't think I'll forget ... at least not in a short time ... you won't read this, but if you do it doesn't matter, I'm just being honest ... and well ... that despite everything you are the one I loved the most and the happiest has done, you're fucking great, I hope you realize that one day ... 5