Unsent messages to JACOB

You gave me a false sense of hope, and I hate you for that. I hate that I keep thinking about you every day. If you don’t need me anymore, leave me alone. I want to stop day dreaming constantly and go back to my old life. I guess that’s why potential relationship break-ups hurt more than actual one’s. Because you’re mourning the fantasy experience you thought you could have. And for far too long, I’ve been wearing these rose coloured glasses.

I really liked you but then I saw another person of you and I realised you wasn’t as good as a person

I really liked you but then I saw another person of you and I realised you wasn’t as good as a person

I just started liking you out of nowhere... something clicked the second time we crossed paths after months and all of a sudden I caught feelings. sigh.

You were the one friend I trusted and genuinely loved as a friend. I’m sad our friendship had to end because you got in a relationship. I still wish we were best friends. Meowdy

i feel like you’ve fallen out of love but with me bc we’ve been together for so long. i need you but it seems like you don’t care as much as me

I love you so much that despite how much you hurt me. I physically can't hate you for what you did. I know you cared about me though because when I wanted you back you refused to take me back because you didn't want to break my heart again.

sometimes i'm not sure if you ever loved me at all. i'll live my life pretending you're watching and hoping that you regret losing me

I just needed you to be the one who kept your promise and stayed. I miss you, please come back to me -you’re my best friend.

it hurts that you left me like i was
nothing. i will always love you, and because of that, i need to let you go

i wish we coulda worked out. i really, really liked you. i dunno what i did to make you lose interest. sigh

I know I break up with you and still after 8 months I regret and miss you so much and now you have a new girlfriend and she so pretty and smart and I was thinking that you would wait for me just a little longer for me and let me the time too fix my problem and I hope that someday you will come back to me oh well me I will wait for you ps: I love you so much

saw a picture of you and your new gf today.. then i threw up everything in my body. I'm so sorry. please come back to me jacob

Idk why I liked you, you were ugly and annoying:| but your humour was weirdly attractive. Green was my favourite colour at the time so that’s why I chose it lmao

By far, perhaps never again shall we fall into those fucking depths of hell. On the contrary you’re fun, I guess.

You completely shattered my heart. I had to force myself to move on, knowing that i didn't want to. You really don't know the pain i felt for months of me crying myself to sleep every night and how hard it was to basically function. The most worse and immature way you could break up with someone is to ghost them and that's exactly what you did. You were toxic in the first place, all I ever wanted was to have a conversation with you and to spend time together but all you wanted was to play games, literally. I still don't know what I did or if it was even me. Then you had to get w/ one of my friends, out of all people. Do what you want but damn that shit hurt me to the core, then i had to see you w/ someone else when i was still in love w/ you. I was happy to see you happy but ngl i was pretending to be okay. I don't miss/love you now tho but I'm glad you broke me because it turned me into the best version of myself.

i miss you and i need you back, i haven’t been the same without you and ik i’m a lot to handle but i promise i’ll change. i just need you back

the day u let me go i cried so much i tried to pick myself back up but i couldn't. i couldn't fathom the thought u were gone. i miss my boy. i promised u i would see u soon i am forever going to keep that promise. i still listen to our playlist everyday. i hope this gets to u the universe will bring us back together. i still think of u every time i see the stars. & every raining day ur in my thoughts. ur everywhere but yet so far.

i still have the list of films we were supposed to watch. you took down the drawing i made for you. you are the only one i think about, i cry most nights wishing you were next to me. i dont know how to live knowing how much happier i was with you. i don't think you care, well not as much as me. you were perfection, like literal perfection. you don't know how special you actually are and i think you used that to hurt me. im so in love with you, everything else seems grey in comparison. i love you.

Why, why are you lying are you lying to my face, you know i loved you more than anything, i hope she was worth ruining what we had, at least what i thought we had.

You've ruined my favourite song for me. It used to make me happy because it made me think of you, now its just makes me feel hurt all over again. Thanks a lot.

thanks for teaching me a great lesson, hope you and her are happy together. wish you the best. miss you

I just wish you had thought of me the way I thought of you. Now everyday I tear myself down wondering why I can't ever be enough. It's not your fault I want you to be happy but it kills me knowing you look at her the way I look at you.

i want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it won't be long. i'm really hurting. i just know i would hurt you if i left.

i don't know if you ever look at this site but text me if you want to. please know i'm still here for you, even just to be friends again.

i know i don't have a right to be mad, but it still hurt that you went back to her and didn't even tell me yourself

I still love you..and I now call you my little penguino...it’s wrong to call you mine, but I don’t think I’ll ever get over you...in my head I’m always yours even if I’m with someone new..because with one text I’d always go back to you.

I don't get how you can move on and forget about me , when I can't even look you in the eye without the memories

I really tried my best with you. You were different..you cared about me unlike everyone else and im sorry i wasnt enough for you. I miss you so much.

I wish you knew I still care about you. I wish you knew I'm not this popular high school girl that thinks back to 2 month relationships and laughs with their friends. because i don't. because i miss you.

its anoying because you take advantage of the soft spot i have for you,you know i have it but i guess in a way u do too because we end up somehow back together and its fucked.We are toxic.But i can't let you go becuase i dont think my heart can take it

I miss being best friends. I wish we never started anything romantic. The nights where we would go on adventures together, and spend hours on end having movie marathons were the highlight of my year. I miss you more than words can describe. For some reason it really hurts when you talk about other girls to me. I know it should be you and me in the end i just feel connected to you deep into my soul. I don't know how because we're the definition of polar opposites but somehow we fit perfectly into each other. come over soon so i can give you your stuff back (i just want to see you again honestly)

i wish that every time you acted like you loved me you told me instead of denying it because i loved you and never wanted to tell you because you were a dick sometimes then but now you have a new girlfriend and everythings all good for you but you ditched me and now one of my favourite people is gone. you ruined that for me. and you dont even fucking care.

I know I always acted annoyed when you begged me to come over to cuddle. But now my biggest regret is not going.

i wish u were interested in me. U never talk when i try to make conversation. Your messages are blunt, you show no interest. yet i keep trying. Why? i dont know. u probably deserve better.

It’s hard to be happy for you sometimes. I still see so much good in you even though everyone dosn’t. You left without saying goodbye and I can’t get you out of my head, I replay the good memories to block out the bad. You were so sweet and was the biggest dreamer I ever met. You looked at things differently and seen the detail and beauty. You worked hard for your goals and made me smile a lot. I hope she makes you happy, it’s the best feeling :)

i wish i could just scream at you so badly. you really did ruin me, and i still can’t get over that hurt. i feel like i am never going to be able to love another person, i am always going to think they’ll leave me then run when things get bad. and it’s all your fault, you came back and fourth in my life and made me think i needed you. but really i didn’t, i never did and i never will. you’ll never understand how bad you hurt me, but one day no matter how much it hurts me to think of you in pain, i wish you get to experience everything you put me through. then you’ll think “wow i really did break her” or something like that i honestly don’t care. but from the bottom of my heart, fuck you.

i can't wait for the day i see u i won't be long. stay strong for me okay? i miss u more & more. i wish it didn't have to end like this.

i still think about you everyday. i still miss you even though i know you don’t care about me anymore.

I don’t know where we went wrong but even after everything you’ve done I love you but fuck you. I hate that it’ll never be too late for you to come back but I am moving on with my life & I still believe our story wasn’t supposed to end the way it did.

hey baby, I love you soo much and you know that?we get to meet for the first time nxt week and I’m so excited to finally see you I hope we last forever like we say

I think I was starting to fall in love with you. I dont know if its because you were the closest feeling of home to me or the fact I felt genuinly happy or maybe everything. What changed? The night you fell asleep in my lap I was sure we would last. You opened up to me and I tried doing the same. You helped me thru so much without knowing it I hope I did the same for you. Thank you for being my first almost maybe love. I love you loser

you aren't my first love but you used me and knew i was hurting, idk why i felt for such a selfish person

fuck you for making me feel so worthless why couldn’t you just have been the one for me it’s hurts inside to know your happy with that other chick

After we jumped into the lake at 2 am on warm summer night, we said that was the best day of our lives. It’s still mine but is it still yours?

I really wish I wasn’t afraid to meet you because I was afraid to lose our spark but in the end it was lost anyways

We’ve tried over 3 times, u broke my heart. But somehow we always end up back together. This is me telling you, I love you.

for the longest time i wished i ended up with you. but now i’m just realizing it’s because you were all i knew.

Every now and then I think of you, & resent you for choosing her over me. But as much as I want to I could never hate you

I think my only regret in life is not telling you that i loved you. Thank you for being strawberry ice cream.