I know I break up with you and still after 8 months I regret and miss you so much and now you have a new girlfriend and she so pretty and smart and I was thinking that you would wait for me just a little longer for me and let me the time too fix my problem and I hope that someday you will come back to me oh well me I will wait for you ps: I love you so much

i wish we coulda worked out. i really, really liked you. i dunno what i did to make you lose interest. sigh

I want the absolute best for you. You changed my life and led me to where I was meant to be. I will always love you, but I will not wait for you. I'll always have a soft spot in my heart for you. Achieve your goals and marry the love of your life. You deserve the best the world has to give.

U broke my heart, I loved you, I really did, and you ruined everything, I don't regret meeting you, but I hope you don't cross my path again

i just want you to know that i really like you. like a lot. and i wanna say i love u more but i feel almost unworthy of saying such a big proclamation to you. i don’t want all of it to be for nothing. i just like you a lot and i don’t want to hurt you.

bro i swear why can’t i just forget you?? like literally i bet you moved on right after i said to just go talk to other girls if that’s really what you wanted , but then sometimes i wonder if you miss me just as much as i do, but i doubt it, ur such a fucking loser.

I don’t know how you were able to hurt me so bad and not care. I used to miss you every day, but I’m done missing you because I realized that if you truly valued our friendship you wouldn’t have done what you did. So I’m done.

it hurts that you left me like i was
nothing. i will always love you, and because of that, i need to let you go

I told you I loved you and instead of loving me back you took it as power. You used my own love against me.

you might hate me right now and i understand. but just know i loved you first and i still miss you. come back soon.

I just needed you to be the one who kept your promise and stayed. I miss you, please come back to me -you’re my best friend.

dawg i'm not gonna lie you dropping me for her hurt and i miss how much we used to talk but ur also an annoying ass but u also make me laugh sometimes so

hi stinky. if you're seeing this i just wanted to say that i love you so much. thank you for coming back and helping me find myself. theres been a few bumps in the road but we're good now. i think we needed some time apart to appreciate what we have. its you, and it always has been. ever since freshman year in algebra. you have to be the one.

i miss you so fucking much. i miss the comforting way you smelled like weed. i miss your laughs, your adorable giggles. i miss your amazing crackhead personality. i miss those long, tight hugs you would use to give me. i wish our relationship wasn't 90% physical contact.. i wish we talked more about our interests and hobbies as we got to know each other more deeply and our personalities. all this time, we barely knew each other. it was just hugs, hugs, music, and more hugs... but yet i still fell for a stranger. did you even mean it when you said you love me? pfft- i'm laughing right now, thinking you would actually take the time to read this. sometimes i think you care, sometimes i think you don't. you probably don't even give two shits right now about me. you don't care, yet my heart still hurts a little every time i see your name pop up when you view my stories. i've healed and moved on for the most part.. but our relationship was so weird.. i cringe thinking back on it. we were both strangers to each other. the only thing i know about you is that you're a gemini, you love alec benjamin, gacha, and demon slayer. now.. what do you know about me-? lmao exactly- that's what i thought pfft. i hope you're doing good pretty boy, things probably haven't been too good for you lately. have a nice night grrr. i'll always be here for you (⇀‸↼‶).

sometimes i'm not sure if you ever loved me at all. i'll live my life pretending you're watching and hoping that you regret losing me

I miss you so much, I miss the old Jacob, the one I used to be best friends with and love talking to everyday, the one that sat next to me on the bus every single day, the one I went to football games with, the one who’s mom loved seeing me because she knew I’d always have your back, the one that texted me every morning to see if I’d be in school because you knew I got sick a lot, the one that stayed on FaceTime with me for hours helping me with homework, the one that always defended me in fights, the one I loved so badly that when I wasn’t around you my heart physically ached. But I guess I lost that Jacob a long time ago, I still love you with my whole hearth even though you aren’t the same, I knew you’d change eventually but I didn’t think you’d become like this, you became the kid that if the less popular person was walking in the hall you’d trip them, you’re two faced, mean, a horrible person that I still love and won’t stop loving till the day I die. All I’m saying is you’ve changed Jacob, and not for the good, I really hope you realize before it’s too late that everyone misses the old Jacob, the sweet, kind, helpful, considerate, respectful, Jacob I know and love. You’ll probably never see this and probably won’t even realize who it is writing this but I miss you and really want you back in my life. Every night I prayed to god that you’d stay in my life for good for once and every time, you found a way to back out and leave me shattered every time. It seems like once I finally get over the heart break you cause, you come back and cause another one. I don’t know why I’m so attached to you, I should realize by now that you aren’t good for me but you’re like my drug, the one I can’t stop taking, the one that eases my pain, the one that makes me feel whole, the one that shines light on all my rainy days, the one that makes me think true love is real. I truly do think we’re soulmates and we belong together because both of us bring out the best in each other. I love you and can’t wait to see you in school again. I love you Jacob-a kid you’ll probably never talk to again

I know I always acted annoyed when you begged me to come over to cuddle. But now my biggest regret is not going.

congrats. you were the first guy to see my p*ssy. that is super fun. even if you begged and begged until i agreed. also why tf did you call me mommy bro?

fuck you, you manipulative gaslighting white boy, i hope a horse eats you because your hair looks like fucking hay

i wish you cared about me as much as i care about you, i’ll always end up allowing you back in no matter how many times you fuck me over

I love you so much that despite how much you hurt me. I physically can't hate you for what you did. I know you cared about me though because when I wanted you back you refused to take me back because you didn't want to break my heart again.

so i know you hate me and all, even though it should be the other way around, but i miss you. i miss our friendship. i also hate you. manipulative piece of shit.

You will forever be my right person wrong time, but god do I wish it could’ve been the right time for us

Hi, J. It is now a little bit over a year since we ended things. You hurt me, but I loved you more than anything. Anyways, thanks for breaking my heart. I now have found the love of my life - someone who loves me so well.

you were my first and I didn't know what I was doing. I was manipulative and kind of horrible, and I just want to apologize. I know I can't make it up to you but I can say im sorry

I have yet to meet you, but we have been talking for 132 days and i miss you. I dont know why you havent tried to make a move but it makes me think youre not interested, which youre probably not but idc. All of my friends know about you. Youre in my dreams. I've thought about our future too, even though the only future youre worried about is working and making $. Its fine though because i know you dont deserve me. Whatever happens deep down i think you'll always be my first love.

I’ve already long let you go, but today I realized we never got to say goodbye. So: goodbye my love, thank you for the good and the bad. You made me feel like I was the most important person on this planet and I will never forget that. And I know I’m crazy for writing this, but I wanted you to see that I did genuinely love you, and I know I never made it obvious but I silently believed you were the one. I learned from you, and I’ve grown stronger because of you. My only wish is that you have the happiest, most abundant life. I hope you achieve all your goals, and find the strongest love, no matter who that be. If I could have made it through the pain I would have, but baby no one knew how to hurt me like you did. Because I never loved anyone like I loved you.

Take care of yourself. And please don’t hate my name, I tried my best to stay sane.

You still visit me in my sleep. Can you stop that maybe? I’ve grown so much and changed. Remembered my soul. I’m sorry you won’t ever get to see it. Wish you the best always

i wish that every time you acted like you loved me you told me instead of denying it because i loved you and never wanted to tell you because you were a dick sometimes then but now you have a new girlfriend and everythings all good for you but you ditched me and now one of my favourite people is gone. you ruined that for me. and you dont even fucking care.

some days i still can’t believe we didn’t end up together. some day i can’t believe i actually thought that we would.

i am so scared of seeming clingy, but I just miss you so much so I want to text/facetime with you. please come home

you had so many people protecting your heart, including myself. oh how easy it was for you to butcher and bruise my own, as i cried.

these wounds are still weepy and they've begun to smell of something foul. no matter how i aide and dress them, this putrid ooze will not go.

it is quite the life sentence, being the owner of a heart so broken. you wouldn't have any knowledge of this. it is going to be the ruin of me.

i just know it.

i think had i been the champion of my own light, you would have never chanced even standing before me.

i want to forget you but i can't, you are my oxygen. this colour is super ugly but it's an inside joke deal with is

I miss being best friends. I wish we never started anything romantic. The nights where we would go on adventures together, and spend hours on end having movie marathons were the highlight of my year. I miss you more than words can describe. For some reason it really hurts when you talk about other girls to me. I know it should be you and me in the end i just feel connected to you deep into my soul. I don't know how because we're the definition of polar opposites but somehow we fit perfectly into each other. come over soon so i can give you your stuff back (i just want to see you again honestly)

bro im in love with you, i treat you like a close friend but i love you and it sucks im too broken to love

i feel like you’ve fallen out of love but with me bc we’ve been together for so long. i need you but it seems like you don’t care as much as me

I saw you in class yesterday and all the butterflies, happiness, memories came shooting at me. I know you didn’t feel the same because you didn’t even look at me the whole class, I wonder how I can be so in love with you even though I haven’t talked, like actually had a decent conversation since the beginning of seventh grade. You’ve changed a lot but one thing that hasn’t since day one is that you’re still happy, which makes me happy knowing you’re ok and living the life I want for you. You’ll probably never see this but I want you to know that I love you a lot and I talk to go’s about you like you put stars in the sky. I miss you and your family a lot, I miss seeing your mom everyday and I miss getting to talk to you each day. I believe we will be together again but just not right now, Ik you don’t feel the same as I do but I believe we’re meant to be and you’ll find your way back to me eventually. Whether it’s in this life or not. I guess I’ll see you in class Monday, love you-❤️

i slept in your sweater that night because it was the closest thing i ever got without ever having you.

It sounds like you regret what you did but you've gone too far and now I shouldn't talk to you. I miss you sometimes although I know I'm not allowed to.

we should’ve kissed that Christmas Eve when you made me the mixtape and I got so nervous I had to step out of the car for air. I was so in love with you it scared me.

The girl who’s spamming messages to you is weird. Like girl back off if he has a gf. Stop being a home wrecker. Nasty ass

I wish I could talk to you. Ive tried. But you just ignore me. I know I was horrible. I know I probably hurt you. I didnt mean to. I just push people I love away. And im sorry. I loved you. I truly did. But now you treat me like we are strangers. That have never met and never will. I guess I have to accept it. Its hard when you live next to me.

its anoying because you take advantage of the soft spot i have for you,you know i have it but i guess in a way u do too because we end up somehow back together and its fucked.We are toxic.But i can't let you go becuase i dont think my heart can take it

You were the one friend I trusted and genuinely loved as a friend. I’m sad our friendship had to end because you got in a relationship. I still wish we were best friends. Meowdy

you're the reason i'm alive today. thank you so so much for showing me what true love is. i love you the mostest stinky.

I don't understand why you didn't want to be seen with me. A lot of people have done that since, though.

I wish you knew I still care about you. I wish you knew I'm not this popular high school girl that thinks back to 2 month relationships and laughs with their friends. because i don't. because i miss you.

I just started liking you out of nowhere... something clicked the second time we crossed paths after months and all of a sudden I caught feelings. sigh.

I really tried my best with you. You were different..you cared about me unlike everyone else and im sorry i wasnt enough for you. I miss you so much.

FUCK YOU. I hate you so much. You ruined me and my perception of friendship and love. I never feel good enough for anyone anymore. Fuck you and fuck our friends. You made me think i was the bad guy. You ruined me. Are you happy?