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Unsent messages to JACOB

From: ABC

To: jacob

You don’t know how much I genuinely care about you. I know we haven’t talked long but there’s just something about you that’s different than everyone else. I haven’t felt like this about anyone else, ever. And it hurts that you keep pushing me away. I promise to you I will not hurt you like the others, I will always be here for you no matter what. Just please don’t leave me like everyone else, I don’t know what I would do with myself if you left me. I just want you and all of you, the good and the bad. I dont care what you look like or what you’ve been through, I like you for you. I just want to be yours and for you to be mine. I literally cannot stop thinking about you, and when we were at the park on that bench. I will wait for you, I don’t care how long because I care about you. And I don’t want anyone else, I like you and only you. Please just don’t leave me, ever.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

im happy we got to spend time together today :) im still so in love with you. thank you for apologizing.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

you’ll always be that person in the back of my head that will always hold a special place in my heart while time goes on.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

Why did you cheat because of you I can’t be happy anymore and I feel worthless all the time I feel like dying.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I apologize for not reaching out. I literally love you and missed you so much but the fear of being shot down if I reached out after so long consumed and overwhelmed me. I truly did miss and love you and I still do but I'm very glad that I messaged you. Also I am very jealous of that one girl. Alex's sister that you game with for hours and talk to on the phone for hours... lol but its whatever.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

It wasn’t your fault. I guess I was just disappointed when I found out you weren’t the perfect guy u created in my head.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i liked you for 8 years. your the type of guy everyone likes, you have everyone falling for you. including, but i win. you liked me back, but i didn't find out until 7th grade. yes we are both so young but i will always truly love you.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I begged you to change and you couldn't...So I had to leave...But I still love you ,I think I always will

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From: ABC

To: jacob

You once said I smelled of poo and that really hurt my feelings. I still cry about it :((
Why you gotta hurt me like that.

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From: ABC

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And then 5 seconds later you called me a shithead and then I wanted to cry and curdle in a little ball and pee everywhere

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From: ABC

To: jacob

you haven’t talked to me in months but i still wonder what it would be like if we were together again

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From: ABC

To: jacob

you’re the second boy i’ve ever loved. we met in art class and u were the cool sophomore i sat next to and we slowly became friends and you’d pull my stool closer to urs but i thought u were just joking around. and i liked u so much but u were attractive and older and i was not cute at the time lol. but u texted me before finals and told me how u felt and i felt the same and we were supposed to be something but we never were and now we don’t talk. i miss you. ik ur dating some other girl now and ur political views r garbage but i still care. i still love you and i’m afraid i always will.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I fell in love with you but the feeling wasn’t mutual. It hurts because I still love you even though you’re with someone else.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

hey, i wanted to let you know that i’m not over you. i pretend like i am because it would seem weird if i wasn’t. we’ve talked a couple times, but the way you looked at me made me fall. everything about you was perfect, from your shy nature to your muted green eyes. when you looked at me, you looked into my soul, you smiled and looked at me then at the ground. when you laughed, always reserved, you’d look at me to see if i was laughing as well, the gaze through your eyelashes that i loved so much. i’m going to miss you and i don’t know if i’ll find anyone like you again.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i thought i could trust you and come to you w all my problems but when i was having a panic attack and came to you, you couldn't put aside the fact we had a fight. i hate you

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From: ABC

To: jacob

loving you was the easiest thing i ever did, but losing you was the hardest. you really broke me jake, you showed me how evil people can be. i’m glad that it all meant nothing to you, have a good life ;)

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From: ABC

To: jacob

You hurt me so much more than you’ll ever know, i always thought you’d be my forever and always but I was so oblivious to what you were doing because I was so scared of loosing you. It took me 9 months of hurt to let someone else love me, I’m at my happiest now and I wish you find happiness in someone else too x

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i don't know if you were my first true love and maybe one day down the road i'll realize you weren't, but i do know we had something and although i'm glad it's in the past, i wouldn't change it for the world

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From: ABC

To: jacob

Oh my god I miss you. I don’t know what happened, I don’t know why you left but I hope you’re genuinely happy. I just wish you still thought about me

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From: ABC

To: jacob

You took everything I had to give and then had the audacity to ask for more. I'll never forgive you for that.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

yo loser i miss you, like a lot even though ur a dick, i miss falling asleep on the phone with you and hearing you laugh every-time i say i love you back, i miss those wallpapers you sent to make me feel better and those doggie and panda videos you love so much. lmao none of my guy friends liked you, but i didn’t care i loved you and i thought you were cute and that’s all that mattered but maybe they were right about you? idk. i’m sorry i never hopped on the games with you, you made me nervous bc i liked you, it was easier to hop on with my other guy friends bc like i didn’t like them like legit anytime i forced myself to attempt to play with you i felt like throwing up bc i was so scared, i always felt bad for putting it off i felt like a bad gf bc i couldn’t do something so simple i felt stupid. you always talked about being a better boyfriend and like you were the better but, not at the same time? i’ll never forget that night you showed me ur exes and kinda compared them to me, i cried my eyes out and i said it was okay and i’m glad you realized it was wrong but that always stuck with me. I wish you could maybe just give me an apology about just idk kinda using me idk if that’s what that even was? why do you ghost me anytime things get scary? like ik ur bad at communicating but shit. also that thing with charles, i’m sorry ik i came at you kinda aggressive and i’m sorry i was mad and ik i can’t tell you what to do but honestly if you can’t respect what i ask or at least try to reason with me about a situation that’s very sensitive and is about me, you don’t respect me and idk if i want you back after that. people keep asking me if i would take you back, and i think about having you back to myself all the time but the answer is idk. i don’t know if we should fight and work things out if we got the chance or just not even bother. i miss you loser, yk it feels wrong to call somebody else loser now lmao i tried and it’s just not right. i’ll talk to you one day , goodbye loser for now.- c lmao imagine if you actually saw this

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I wish you never left me at the dance and I wish I could get over you after 2 years since I last saw you

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i don’t know what to say. all that comes to mind is that i love you loser. wish ya felt the same way tho:/

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I just wish you had thought of me the way I thought of you. Now everyday I tear myself down wondering why I can't ever be enough. It's not your fault I want you to be happy but it kills me knowing you look at her the way I look at you.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i always had a thing for you but i don't think i was really your type. the girl you're with now you always crushed on, so i'm happy for you. wish i had the balls to tell you how i felt

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From: ABC

To: jacob

it's not that i wasn't interested, i just wasn't ready for someone like you. i'm sorry if it came across that way. i wish i could've gotten to know you more, you seemed really cool. it's probably too late now, huh?

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From: ABC

To: jacob

you made me know what true love is and i hate that it had to end and i just hope you come back cause i will wait as long as i have to i still love you so much it’s crazy

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From: ABC

To: jacob

thanks for teaching me a great lesson, hope you and her are happy together. wish you the best. miss you

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i still scour the internet trying to find you after all these years, i just hope you are well and happy. you deserve that.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I know you like me. Let’s set the record straight. I love you. You make me laugh so hard, and make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world ❤️

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From: ABC

To: jacob

You hurt me and so many others, i can’t help but hate you. i’ll love you forever but i’ll never be able to forgive you. 7 fucking months, what a waste

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From: ABC

To: jacob

My dear, I wish that perhaps in another lifetime or universe, your heart will be intertwined with mine again.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i miss you so much i don’t know how to do anything anymore i still check my phone looking for a text from you but i need to understand that you aren’t coming back this time and i need the closure but that’s not going to happen and just thinking about it makes me feel sick i love you and i wish i showed it better when we were together. hopefully your happy now and doing better . i love you.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

our friendship has been pretty rocky, but I still love you regardless. I don't want to hurt you, but I have and I'm sorry about it. I wish I had the courage to just dm you and tell you this but I'm just too nervous to do that :(

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From: ABC

To: jacob

after everything, did we really forgive each other just to be friends? there's something different about you. sending luv and chocolate glazed donuts.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

thank you for showing me that love isn’t always perfect & there is bumps in the road sometimes , i’m glad we’ve made it this far. i love you forever

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From: ABC

To: jacob

You fucked me up, and even tho you moved away if i see you again you will never have the chance to do again what you did

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From: ABC

To: jacob

You really manipulate me,I'm so confuse right now but I can't hate you because I really love you that much,instead of hate,I feel pain and I hate it.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i think i love you but i'm just not sure yet, i've been broken for so long by everyone and myself and i'm scared of hurting you more than i already have.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

getting over you is so hard and I dont even know why. you confuse me so much. i just wish you were direct with me so i could know if you were just messing with my feelings

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i don’t feel like myself anymore. i always thought it was right person wrong time. i tell everyone i’m over you, but in the end i miss you so much. i feel so comfortable with you. i can be myself. i just feel so happy. but it’s gone now. i have no desire to get out of bed in the morning, get dressed and ready, i just miss you.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

Why, why are you lying are you lying to my face, you know i loved you more than anything, i hope she was worth ruining what we had, at least what i thought we had.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

your toxic & you hurt me yet i still love you the same after a year of seeing you completely fine without me.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I know you loved me, and I know I hurt you, but why did you have to convince me I was wrong, after I told you something I could never have told anyone else?

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i am truly happy we both see the same thing. :) that’s all I ever wanted. I’m happily moved on and found my person. I hope you do too. ?

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i wish we’d had more time, i still love you. the imprint of you still weighs heavily on me in moments of emptiness.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

I will never be able to un-feel the passion and love that you brought to my life, and I never want to. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

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From: ABC

To: jacob

look at the sky. so many infinities, just like our small infinity.
mi amor eres tan especial para mi

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From: ABC

To: jacob

i still love you but not the now you.. the old you that was once my best friend and everything i looked for in a person. now you’re just a douche..

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From: ABC

To: jacob

im sorry, for anything ive done to hurt you, you left and it hurt like hell but I have to let go to move on, I will forever love you and be grateful for everything, wish you all the best, just wrong timing

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