i loved you. I loved you when you tore me to pieces. i loved you when I begged for forgiveness for mistakes you made. I loved you while you ruined my soul, but still it's so hard to let go.

i still have the list of films we were supposed to watch. you took down the drawing i made for you. you are the only one i think about, i cry most nights wishing you were next to me. i dont know how to live knowing how much happier i was with you. i don't think you care, well not as much as me. you were perfection, like literal perfection. you don't know how special you actually are and i think you used that to hurt me. im so in love with you, everything else seems grey in comparison. i love you.

i like u but i know u dont feel the same way :( u keep picking everyone else who doesnt love u, im right here?

you were just another boy. then it was one day you caught my attention like no other boy has. maybe it is the way your eyes and face structure and body position softens when i come to you. maybe it’s the way your voice is softer to me or the way you say “hey” when i approach you. you’re tough on the outside, but i can sense the softness within. you remind me of myself. someone who is hard on the outside but soft on the inside. i never grasped your attention because although i knew you existed, i never saw you more then just another boy. it was until that one day i locked eyes with you and everything froze. see, it’s like time came to a halt. two worlds collided and all i heard was silence. it was just you and i. two atoms in a catastrophic world. when my eyes met yours i wasn’t scared. a shiver rushed down my spine but i was not afraid. men scare me. eye contact scares me. but you, you don’t scare me. you’re not scary. you’re not intimidating. approaching you can be nerve-racking because, well, you’re you, but i know you’re someone else and something else and that i can approach you. maybe it’s the way that when i come to you your soft words met me. never do you ever stutter. your words are soft and smooth like butter. the times i sought you and you sought me, i would catch your attention to me. your eyes hover my moves. though, different from other boys, when i would catch you starring at me you wouldn’t take your gaze away. it would stay steady on me and my moves. you wouldn’t quickly turn away or look in the other direction, you would lock your eyes on me. constantly, i felt my world freeze. there is something so chilly yet so warming about your gaze. maybe it’s because i’ve never felt this connection with anyone else. this connection feels so rare. so raw. so real. you were just another boy, until you became the boy i wanted.

I think I love you and I've never loved anyone before but we've never met and I'm scared we never will

the day u let me go i cried so much i tried to pick myself back up but i couldn't. i couldn't fathom the thought u were gone. i miss my boy. i promised u i would see u soon i am forever going to keep that promise. i still listen to our playlist everyday. i hope this gets to u the universe will bring us back together. i still think of u every time i see the stars. & every raining day ur in my thoughts. ur everywhere but yet so far.

thank you jacob for eveyrthing. but i am really just wondering, why did you choose me. out of all the girls at our school that is way better and way more prettier than me, you chose me. why? I'm really not saying that i am not happy that you "chose" me if you know what I mean. but i am just really wondering why me? out of all the girls you are friends with, you chose to like me. I'm sorry for asking questions like this but i rlly just think about this stuff too much. it really gets to y fucking head. it's like at first i think about it as if it was nothing but then the thought becomes larger and larger each minute i think about it. its like i wont leave the thought alone until i get an answer. it's so confusing and it really hurts to think this way because I'm only bringing myself down at this point.

the bands you introduced me to used to make me miss you. now i can smile and remember my love for you.

i loved you.
i still love you.
the only difference is i love you now for who you are, not who i wanted you to be.

I don't think I love you anymore. In fact I don't think i ever did. I'm definitely a lesbian, also i fucked your sister.

I know I hurt loved ones. I know we are both pretty hurt people. But I've never met anyone like you again. And I'm sure I won't.

you come and go so often it’s like I’m always waiting for you to come back and never moving forward with my life

you broke my heart when you left the first time the second third fourth and fifth I saw it coming and it still hurt just as bad as the first time

You're literally so hot and stuff and even though i no longer talk to you... that was never my decision. I had no say in anything lol.

i miss you and i need you back, i haven’t been the same without you and ik i’m a lot to handle but i promise i’ll change. i just need you back

Do you really hate me that much to say you must’ve had a mental illness to have ever loved me. YOU hurt me, not the other way around.

Thank you for teaching me how to love.
You will always be in my heart, even when you broke it to the milion and more pieces.

i stopped eating when you left. i'm better now, but for awhile you were the only thing getting me through and when you left i wasn't sure if i was gonna make it. i didn't know if i wanted to make it.

i love you so much and i don’t know how to tell you and i’m really not over you at all please stay and don’t leave me i’m trying so hard to not mess up and it’s never enough but please stay

you really picked her over me. we were forever, you threw 3 years away. I gave you everything, just for you to throw it back in my face.

i wish i left once i realized you loved her. instead i just convinced myself it was all in my head. it hurts so much to see you two together.

We could have been forever, I wish you never laid a finger on me. I still love you and that’s what hurts the most.

I think you're losing feelings, i love you but i don't think you love me back and you're too afraid of breaking up with me because you don't want to hurt me.

you lead me on more and more and broke me, but i would always go back to you in a heartbeat if i had the chance

You completely shattered my heart. I had to force myself to move on, knowing that i didn't want to. You really don't know the pain i felt for months of me crying myself to sleep every night and how hard it was to basically function. The most worse and immature way you could break up with someone is to ghost them and that's exactly what you did. You were toxic in the first place, all I ever wanted was to have a conversation with you and to spend time together but all you wanted was to play games, literally. I still don't know what I did or if it was even me. Then you had to get w/ one of my friends, out of all people. Do what you want but damn that shit hurt me to the core, then i had to see you w/ someone else when i was still in love w/ you. I was happy to see you happy but ngl i was pretending to be okay. I don't miss/love you now tho but I'm glad you broke me because it turned me into the best version of myself.

i’m sorry i hurt you the way i did. pls know it hurt me just the same. i’ll never be able to forgive myself.

After I told you my past why did you leave when you said you wouldn’t ? I acc loved you and you didn’t care enough to stay and keep me comfort I hope you have an amazing life with her, I’m sorry if I wasn’t good enough for you

By far, perhaps never again shall we fall into those fucking depths of hell. On the contrary you’re fun, I guess.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

after everything i just became nothing to you, you ghosted me like we never were anything. why? i did so much for you, i did everything

Because of you, I now believe that love or having a relationship outside of sex is a non existent concept.

i think i love you but i heard you like someone else and youve been drifting from me. im sorry and i wish i knew how you felt about me

where do i even start, well um, im in love with you. like really. 100%. you talk to me about other girls you think are cute, then you flirt with me in class. you refused to move away from me in music then told me all about L in math. i hate that i love you. i hate it. i hate it. i hate the thought that im just another girl who fell for you . anyways, im never gonna tell you any of this ofc haha. sooo have a good day ig

I love you so much and even tho you say you like me back every day i still think you will leave me behind in a few months and that you will stop caring about me! Please give me a sign that won't happen because I'm getting used to talk to you all day and hangout with you even if it's with your friends cause you don't want to reject them

we should’ve stayed friends. i don’t want to love you anymore. i just wish you would’ve apologized to me.

i miss you so much, but i can’t love you anymore. we should’ve stayed friends. i’m not even sure if she was aware we were together, but i don’t blame her. i just wish you would’ve apologized to me. i’m always here if you need anything at all stinky.

i miss you so much, but i can’t love you anymore. we should’ve stayed friends. i’m not even sure if she was aware we were together, but i don’t blame her. i just wish you would’ve apologized to me. i’m always here if you need anything at all stinky.

Idk if you ever actually loved me after what you did. Are you capable of love, all you do is manipulate and cheat.

Im sorry for all the pain i caused you. I wasn’t right for you and you know it. But i’m really sorry, i didn’t meant to hurt you that much... xxx

not hearing your voice for 4 months made me realize how much i miss you. do you think about me still?

hey. i love you, i love you so much. but i wish you talked to me more. whenever i say i love you, you don’t respond. you leave me on opened when i try to talk about something serious. and just say “ok” when i attempt to talk to you. i’m sorry if i’ve done anything. we’ve been together for almost 7 months now but you’re acting like you don’t even know me. i hope things get better though, dummy. i love you.

3 years I waited for you to be ready, then you kiss me on new years but still don't want anything, why am I not enough for you?

thank u for a glimpse at the sun. i hope you’re happier. i regret everything i did and i have love for u always.

I miss the old you. Just looking at you back then always warmed me up. sorry we haven’t talk. It’s my fault.

Idk why I liked you, you were ugly and annoying:| but your humour was weirdly attractive. Green was my favourite colour at the time so that’s why I chose it lmao