Unsent Messages

You completely shattered my heart. I had to force myself to move on, knowing that i didn't want to. You really don't know the pain i felt for months of me crying myself to sleep every night and how hard it was to basically function. The most worse and immature way you could break up with someone is to ghost them and that's exactly what you did. You were toxic in the first place, all I ever wanted was to have a conversation with you and to spend time together but all you wanted was to play games, literally. I still don't know what I did or if it was even me. Then you had to get w/ one of my friends, out of all people. Do what you want but damn that shit hurt me to the core, then i had to see you w/ someone else when i was still in love w/ you. I was happy to see you happy but ngl i was pretending to be okay. I don't miss/love you now tho but I'm glad you broke me because it turned me into the best version of myself.