Unsent messages to JACOB

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

I wish i was good enough and brave enough to tell you that you are the literal light of my life, i love you more than words can explain. you never fail to bring a smile to my face and everything about you is beautiful. You are so protective, funny, charming and cute. But you just probably don’t feel the same way about me. i am insecure in my looks so i believe wholeheartedly that i can never be yours, but to whoever will be your future girl, i hope they are the best for you, because you deserve that my angel.

Do you really hate me that much to say you must’ve had a mental illness to have ever loved me. YOU hurt me, not the other way around.

i still love you but not the now you.. the old you that was once my best friend and everything i looked for in a person. now you’re just a douche..

I know you loved me, and I know I hurt you, but why did you have to convince me I was wrong, after I told you something I could never have told anyone else?

i don’t feel like myself anymore. i always thought it was right person wrong time. i tell everyone i’m over you, but in the end i miss you so much. i feel so comfortable with you. i can be myself. i just feel so happy. but it’s gone now. i have no desire to get out of bed in the morning, get dressed and ready, i just miss you.

You fucked me up, and even tho you moved away if i see you again you will never have the chance to do again what you did

thank you for showing me that love isn’t always perfect & there is bumps in the road sometimes , i’m glad we’ve made it this far. i love you forever

i still scour the internet trying to find you after all these years, i just hope you are well and happy. you deserve that.

you made me know what true love is and i hate that it had to end and i just hope you come back cause i will wait as long as i have to i still love you so much it’s crazy

i don’t know what to say. all that comes to mind is that i love you loser. wish ya felt the same way tho:/

Oh my god I miss you. I don’t know what happened, I don’t know why you left but I hope you’re genuinely happy. I just wish you still thought about me

i don't know if you were my first true love and maybe one day down the road i'll realize you weren't, but i do know we had something and although i'm glad it's in the past, i wouldn't change it for the world

It wasn’t your fault. I guess I was just disappointed when I found out you weren’t the perfect guy u created in my head.

Why did you cheat because of you I can’t be happy anymore and I feel worthless all the time I feel like dying.

you're my twin flame and we will reunite when we both healed&grow in the meantime have fun and don't fall in love (:

Why couldn’t you just admit their was other girls instead of making me look crazy and jealous. I knew I was right.

I knew we weren’t going to work out since the beginning. But, I wish I was as big of a priority to you as you were to me.

I’ve loved you for so long. Everyday I regret not telling you while I could, and now you’re no longer here. It’s been nearly a year, but once in a while you still pop
into my head and I would imagine what could’ve happened if I had enough courage to confess back then. But now that you’re gone, I wish you all the best. I hope you get the job of your dreams and find a girl who’ll love you more than me.

Black - Ur favourite colour :)

wow i think i loved you. but i don’t think that you loved me back or at least you never showed it. you were kind of the most confusing person i’ve ever met. but i genuinely thought i had a future with you. but i guess not. getting over you sucked. and i’m not even sure i’m completely over you.

wow i genuinely think i might have loved you. but looking back i don’t think you ever loved me. or at least you didn’t show it. i thought i had a future with you and i thought we would end up together. but i guess not. you kinda broke my heart ngl. getting over you sucked and i’m not even sure i’m completely over you.

wow i think i loved you. but i’m not sure that you loved me back. i genuinely thought we had a future together but i guess not. you kinda broke my heart ngl.

You are the love of my life. Please come back. Please want me back like I want you. I can’t do life with out you.

chose this color cuz it’s your least favorite. ha
i really don’t like you very much but i still miss you ya know? i really really wish you would leave my head, i don’t even feel that way about you anymore. i know i suck but you were bogus too. admit it already!! anyway give tobi n popcorn a kiss for me. you suck meanie

it’s been a year and i’m still stuck on you. i want to see you do good things, to yourself and for yourself. i don’t know how you’re doing now, and i know i shouldn’t, but i find myself wanting to text you again just to ask. it’s been too long. i miss you. right person, wrong time.

I have never felt pain like you made me feel. The worst part was I still loved you, you didn’t feel the same anymore

I have no negative thing to say about you. I’m disappointed that I lost you. I think we were meant to meet. I shouldn’t have ruined it. I miss you.

i trusted you, and you broke me. i wish I could forget about you everyday. thanks for 2 yrs of pain :/

thank you for making me into the girl i am. you hurt me to the point of growth. and for that i’m thankful. to know i can see you without it hurting it’s everything to me

I gave you everything and you looked past it all and chose to leave me. Friends forever? What an empty promise.

i wish i never met you, but thanks to you i found the love of my life. so i guess this is my thank you

I thought I loved you and I didn’t. Now all I feel is regret because I could have had you as a friend. I missed out..

You cheated so many times i lost count and ive moved on but for some reason one little part of me wont. I always wonder if you feel that way too, but then again you never loved me. I hope youre doing good, i pray for you constantly.

you were worst thing to happen to me. you loved me, but i didn’t love you. you took my v-card. I wish you never touched me. your gross, and I will forever hate you.

I never liked someone as much as I like you. I wish you knew how much the world stops when I’m with you. You claim we are friends but I know we aren’t

i know that what i did was wrong but i still think about us before you knew anything and thats what i miss the most

when I kiss someone new, I always think of you for a sec. they never give me quite the spark u did all those years ago

i only realised once we broke up how much you hurt me, loving eachother wasnt enough and i’m sorry it turned out this way.

When you left you took the best part of me with you. I miss you more than anyone could ever imagine. I wish you’d speak to me again, even if it was just once. I love you

i'm so hopelessly in love with you still but its ok you broke me in pieces and i would still break my heart again just to make you happy and im glad we stayed friends i just wish it didnt hurt me like it did im ok now i guess but i just still love you and i don't think ill ever stop but thats just the way life works isnt it

I know you got scared because you started falling for me. I forgive you for what you did, but I’ve moved on

Sometimes I miss you. You destroyed me. You cracked me open and you never bothered to find the pieces.

when we first started talking, i thought you were going to be like every other guy..nice at first but then use me..i was so wrong. i fell in love with you. when you laugh, i laugh. when you’re sad, i’m sad. your smile and laugh are so contagious. i wish i could tell you exactly how much i love you. there is nobody else that i would rather be with than you. i wish you felt the same way.

i told you how i felt. you didn’t take it seriously. your commitment issues get in the way of you having any feelings. i should have kept it to myself because all it did was drive you away from me.

I hope the next girl doesn’t believe your speech about how the second you saw her you knew she was the one

You are my safety and comfort but I love you in the wrong ways. I’m looking for him instead of you now.

it’s scary that i still think about you on a daily basis. i would still come back even if i’m not supposed to

The girl who’s spamming messages to you is weird. Like girl back off if he has a gf. Stop being a home wrecker. Nasty ass

we should’ve kissed that Christmas Eve when you made me the mixtape and I got so nervous I had to step out of the car for air. I was so in love with you it scared me.