I hate how much power I let you have over me and how I felt. I loved you so much, even though deep down I know you did you didn't treat me like it. Thank you for showing me my worth.

I still love you. & I know thats crazy since we broke up years & years ago but I have this feeling in my heart deep deep down that you’re my soulmate, and I strongly feel this urge you know this too

thank you for being one of the people in my life that gave me so much happiness I thought I couldn't have, I'll always love you peanut

it's been 1 year and 5 months since we ended and i still miss you so much. and when you asked to talk again sometimes I wish I would have said yes. i miss then feeling when I hugged you it was so warm and when i kissed you I felt so safe. i cared and loved you so much i tried my best to help you when you were abt to end your life. but it got to me and I became like that too and I'm so sorry if I ever hurt you like that. we became toxic and i really want to fix things. im still hurt by what you did but i want you to know I would take you back in a heartbeat. i wanna accomplish our goals and do all the things we talked about. i wanna go to your basketball games, I learned how to skate so one day if we meet again we can skate together. i miss calling you and hearing your voice. i miss playing video games and killing you on fortnite. let's play minecraft together and build a house. i wanna call you names and have you hate me for the silly names. I wanna laugh till we cry, please come back. i wanna meet your family again create a bond with your little sister. i miss you. like I said I'll love you forever and always. no matter what

I’m so confused why are you texting me I love it but I’m just confused if you want us again or if your just being friendly

I know you never had feelings for me and I was a fool to think so. But I can’t help it even now I still feeling something for you even though I just want to be friends with you . If we end up going to college together please can we be just friends?

hey i wish u would text me back. i sorta make a big deal out of every little interaction with people but we have the best convos and it's almost addicting talking to you. idk i kinda thought we were flirting? maybe i was wrong and misread things, im entirely not sure. i know you are in school and so am i. we're far. but honestly i miss the fun talks we had. wish i picked up the phone when u called at school. and i wish we met sooner. i kinda started to care a little too much ab you even though in the grand scheme of things we barely talked a dont know eachother. you can't deny that something was there though. idk! im trying to move on because it is 2021...

saw a picture of you and your new gf today.. then i threw up everything in my body. I'm so sorry. please come back to me jacob

i say i’m over you, because i am. but why do i constantly look for you? why do i hope it’s you when a silver car passes by my house?

i wish i could thank you for all you’ve done for me, but i don’t even know where to begin :( I love you and i never want to lose you. i hope one day I can be as helpful to you as you have been to me. Thank you for saving my life

some days i feel like i’m in love with you and other days i just don’t know,, i can’t tell what’s real with you

even though we weren't together for very long, I meant every I love you I said, the way you moved on so fast shows me you didn't.

For #22, you honestly broke me and after everything I still think about you. I hate it and sometimes you

being apart from you is the hardest thing i’ve ever experienced, but i’ve grown so much. i will always have love for you and care about you, but i’m finally accepting that our chapter is closed and i’m letting go. much love forever

hey. i wish we were on better terms but i guess thats okay. i hope you're doing well and are happy. i will always care for you i wish you knew that. i would never talk badly about you no matter what you would do but you still think i did. on new years eve i sent you a snap saying hey. i was going to tell you i didn't say anything about you but you never opened it. you left me on delivered for 2 days and then blocked me. ngl that hurt. im sorry i ever told you i liked you. everything was so much better before i said something. i mean atleast we were friends. now were nothing. and that hurts me more than you will ever know. i thought of you as a close friend. i told you stuff i've never told anyone and now were like strangers. actually worse than strangers. atleast strangers have a possibility of knowing each other. i don't think that will ever happen again between us. i genuinely hope you're doing well and have a great life. goodbye forever.

I miss the person you used to be. You were so special and one of a kind. I don’t know what happened to you. I hope you find the person you used to be again.

Hey jacob. I just wanted to tell you that i love you so much. i know i shouldn't be saying this yet because we arent even dating yet but i really do. but I'm just really scared about you not liking me anymore if i still do. I'm just really anxious when it comes to this stuff. I'm sorry. but i love you a lot and thank you for putting up with my shit.

i only realised once we broke up how much you hurt me, loving eachother wasnt enough and i’m sorry it turned out this way.

The best thing I have done in 2020 is remove you from my life. I hope you are doing well and know never to speak to me again. You taught me to be strong and I hope I taught you things as well. But you are never welcome in my realm, especially if I finally found myself once I let go of our friendship.

fuck you man. it was all butterflies and rainbows until i realized that it never was. all of that was in my head and u never noticed or even cared. i thought that maybe u though i was pretty cause i think i’m pretty but stupid beauty standards say otherwise and u just happen to abide by those standards and i deserve better so like i said before. fuck you.
(i mean ur name is jacob so i should’ve expected it)

even though you just want me for sex i would never leave you. and no matter what i never will no matter how much it hurts me.

I think my only regret in life is not telling you that i loved you. Thank you for being strawberry ice cream.

when I kiss someone new, I always think of you for a sec. they never give me quite the spark u did all those years ago

Every now and then I think of you, & resent you for choosing her over me. But as much as I want to I could never hate you

I won’t ever grow the confidence to tell you how I fell, I love you even if I can’t tell you or myself that. I miss you everyday and miss our growing talks. Mahal kita.

I wasn't your first. Yet, you were my first everything. Which is the reason why I always cover the toxicity.

for the longest time i wished i ended up with you. but now i’m just realizing it’s because you were all i knew.

honestly u were my 1st love ,my 1st real relationship, my 1st highschool bf. u loved like no1 has. you always told me how much u loved me and how much i meant to u, i belived you. you were always there for me and i appreciate u for that. our 1st kiss was really special. you always said things like "ur so beautiful" " i love you for who u are" they meant so much to me, but then it got outta hand u became distant , you didnt compliment me anymore it didnt feel the same all the love for you i had i just wanted to cry. i think you really changed the way i see people (never get too attachted) you promised you'd never break my heart, leave me or let me down. and u did. i hate you but i love you. i don't understand why u cheated, i get it ig i wasn't enough for you. thanks to you ive found the loml i really do love him and matches my energy something u couldn't do.

i know that what i did was wrong but i still think about us before you knew anything and thats what i miss the most

We wanted each other, but you didn't know how to say it. So you picked what was easy, ghosted me, and then tried to come back after all was said and done. I hope you heal your demons one day. I still wish you the best, but from afar

Why did u do that? Said that u love me and that u wont stop till I fall for u, but when I did u just left with no explanation. You broke me. Fuck boys whos names start with J

you made me feel like i deserved to be unloved, i thought i wouldn’t be able to love again because of you and i hate you for that:/

We’ve tried over 3 times, u broke my heart. But somehow we always end up back together. This is me telling you, I love you.

Lamento no haberte dicho lo mucho que me gustabas, aunque ya pasaron años, sigo pensando en ti. Gracias por haberte fijado en mi cuando estaba en mi peor momento, me hiciste sentir querida y deseada, enserio lo siento por no haberme dado cuenta que estaba enamorada de ti, también me hubiera gustado que tal vez tu me hayas dicho que me querías o al menos algo parecido, ahora me quedaré por siempre con la duda de si de verdad te gustaba, a veces pienso que si, otras que no, pero de todas formas lo que pasamos aún me hace suspirar y pensar en esos momentos una y otra vez. Ojalá algún día nos veamos de nuevo, solamente para ver que tal estamos y como fueron nuestras vidas, solo quiero eso, nada más, porque te estoy olvidando de a poco y quiero seguir haciéndolo. Estoy agradecida de haberte conocido Jacob, pero ya es tiempo de aceptar que lo que podría haber sido una relación, lamentable ya no pasó.

De: Esa chica que está en proceso de olvidarte

I don't think you knew how much you meant to me, and I don't think I knew either. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone, and I never fully understood that saying until you. I feel like I took you for granted. You always treated me so kindly, always making me laugh and making sure I felt comfortable. Your smile was contagious and you were always the brightest part of my day. And I don't know how you did it, but you managed to make the smell of weed and cheap Halloween decorations a comfort item to me. I always wanted to do more with you, we never got the chance to do the things we planned together. And majority of the reasons why we couldn't are on me, I knew that my parents are strict, but I should have at least snuck you over to my house once. Spending time with you would have been worth getting in trouble for, I feel like our energies were very intertwined, but the timing was always off. I appreciate every text you send me. Even if they're just on the holidays, it let's me know you're still thinking of me. Maybe one day we can get the chance to reconnect, I'd like to finally make the timing right. I miss you.

We haven’t spoke in months but you’re still on my mind 24/7 and I hate it. I miss hearing your voice and seeing your name pop up on my phone every morning

I never liked someone as much as I like you. I wish you knew how much the world stops when I’m with you. You claim we are friends but I know we aren’t

Sometimes I stay awake wondering if I made the right choice by leaving you. I thought I did before I heard your voice when I said it. It wasn't a good idea. I'm sorry, I love you.

You chose your friends over me and it still hurts. After you got tired of me you chose one of my closest friends. I hate how stupid I was.

I really wish I wasn’t afraid to meet you because I was afraid to lose our spark but in the end it was lost anyways

if only you ever knew that for the last 7 years all ive wanted is you :( i hope im finally getting over you even though i never had you

i cant tell if i still have feelings for you. like i dont think i do, but then you say something and i question everything

i know you didn’t ever even want to talk to me. the first time we facetimed you were playing COD and i told you i was better. we stayed on for hours. we finally got off and it was late so i went to sleep. then at like 2 in the morning he texts me. asking about a girl. obviously i help him cause that just who i am. it hurts when the girl is your old best friend who is now the skinny, popular, blonde, blue eyed, cheerleader. it hurts knowing that you still love him. even if he hasn’t texted you in hours.

After we jumped into the lake at 2 am on warm summer night, we said that was the best day of our lives. It’s still mine but is it still yours?

You've ruined my favourite song for me. It used to make me happy because it made me think of you, now its just makes me feel hurt all over again. Thanks a lot.

you were worst thing to happen to me. you loved me, but i didn’t love you. you took my v-card. I wish you never touched me. your gross, and I will forever hate you.

You cheated so many times i lost count and ive moved on but for some reason one little part of me wont. I always wonder if you feel that way too, but then again you never loved me. I hope youre doing good, i pray for you constantly.

fuck you for making me feel so worthless why couldn’t you just have been the one for me it’s hurts inside to know your happy with that other chick

Fuck you. I thought you were better than this. I convinced myself you were. I lost friends over defending you. Now everytime we talk you make me feel like shit.

I thought I loved you and I didn’t. Now all I feel is regret because I could have had you as a friend. I missed out..