i wish i never met you, but thanks to you i found the love of my life. so i guess this is my thank you

When you broke up with me it split my heart in two, it wasn’t even a year. Why did it hurt so much? Why does it still hurt?

it’s been more than a year, yet i still think of you from time to time... it’s been a minute... i wonder how you’re doing.

I gave you everything and you looked past it all and chose to leave me. Friends forever? What an empty promise.

thank you for making me into the girl i am. you hurt me to the point of growth. and for that i’m thankful. to know i can see you without it hurting it’s everything to me

you aren't my first love but you used me and knew i was hurting, idk why i felt for such a selfish person

I think I was starting to fall in love with you. I dont know if its because you were the closest feeling of home to me or the fact I felt genuinly happy or maybe everything. What changed? The night you fell asleep in my lap I was sure we would last. You opened up to me and I tried doing the same. You helped me thru so much without knowing it I hope I did the same for you. Thank you for being my first almost maybe love. I love you loser

hey baby, I love you soo much and you know that?we get to meet for the first time nxt week and I’m so excited to finally see you I hope we last forever like we say

i trusted you, and you broke me. i wish I could forget about you everyday. thanks for 2 yrs of pain :/

I don’t know where we went wrong but even after everything you’ve done I love you but fuck you. I hate that it’ll never be too late for you to come back but I am moving on with my life & I still believe our story wasn’t supposed to end the way it did.

I have no negative thing to say about you. I’m disappointed that I lost you. I think we were meant to meet. I shouldn’t have ruined it. I miss you.

i still think about you everyday. i still miss you even though i know you don’t care about me anymore.

i can't wait for the day i see u i won't be long. stay strong for me okay? i miss u more & more. i wish it didn't have to end like this.

I have never felt pain like you made me feel. The worst part was I still loved you, you didn’t feel the same anymore

You treated me like another one of your addictions... no one knows who you are... not your family not even yourself! But I know... you’re the man every female is warned about. The one that doesn’t care for consent. The one that doesn’t care if their being used. You used me. Like you use your daddy’s money and your mommy for dealing with emotions bc you can’t even do that. You hide behind daddy’s white job at the courthouse but one day everyone will know the real you. Sooner or later the truth comes out.

it’s been a year and i’m still stuck on you. i want to see you do good things, to yourself and for yourself. i don’t know how you’re doing now, and i know i shouldn’t, but i find myself wanting to text you again just to ask. it’s been too long. i miss you. right person, wrong time.

chose this color cuz it’s your least favorite. ha
i really don’t like you very much but i still miss you ya know? i really really wish you would leave my head, i don’t even feel that way about you anymore. i know i suck but you were bogus too. admit it already!! anyway give tobi n popcorn a kiss for me. you suck meanie

I loved you so much and after we dated I’ve always felt like i’m never gonna be enough or i won’t ever be able to make anyone happy. i hated you after we finally ended our relationship but i got over you & i don’t hate you as much as i used to.

I feel like I’m over you but I’m not in a sense. I hate that I met you because I can’t find you in other people.

You are the love of my life. Please come back. Please want me back like I want you. I can’t do life with out you.

i wish i could just scream at you so badly. you really did ruin me, and i still can’t get over that hurt. i feel like i am never going to be able to love another person, i am always going to think they’ll leave me then run when things get bad. and it’s all your fault, you came back and fourth in my life and made me think i needed you. but really i didn’t, i never did and i never will. you’ll never understand how bad you hurt me, but one day no matter how much it hurts me to think of you in pain, i wish you get to experience everything you put me through. then you’ll think “wow i really did break her” or something like that i honestly don’t care. but from the bottom of my heart, fuck you.

wow i think i loved you. but i’m not sure that you loved me back. i genuinely thought we had a future together but i guess not. you kinda broke my heart ngl.

wow i genuinely think i might have loved you. but looking back i don’t think you ever loved me. or at least you didn’t show it. i thought i had a future with you and i thought we would end up together. but i guess not. you kinda broke my heart ngl. getting over you sucked and i’m not even sure i’m completely over you.

wow i think i loved you. but i don’t think that you loved me back or at least you never showed it. you were kind of the most confusing person i’ve ever met. but i genuinely thought i had a future with you. but i guess not. getting over you sucked. and i’m not even sure i’m completely over you.

That vibe I have when I’m around you.. I’ve never felt it with anyone else & that scares the shit out of me.

You really ruined me for awhile. I had to pick up my own pieces while you left me. I had to tape myself back together. I hope you're happy now. I know I wasn't the first you did it to but I sure as hell hope I was the last. I hope you get what you deserve, if not for me, for the others. I forgive you for what you did and I hope I can forget it too.

I hate that I still think about you, but you don't. I hate that I haven't moved on, but you have. I know that I deserve better, but I don't want better. I still want you. You don't, though. You never did. I will never get back the time and parts of myself that I gave to you.

I miss you. Kinda pathetic right?, You left randomly. You didnt even try telling me what i did wrong. But i get why u left. I love you.

I’ve loved you for so long. Everyday I regret not telling you while I could, and now you’re no longer here. It’s been nearly a year, but once in a while you still pop
into my head and I would imagine what could’ve happened if I had enough courage to confess back then. But now that you’re gone, I wish you all the best. I hope you get the job of your dreams and find a girl who’ll love you more than me.

Black - Ur favourite colour :)

your fucking selfish and istg if you lie and say you love me then proceed to leave me i will lose it and kms ??

i love you more than anything in this world thank you for saving me after i lost my mom thank you for showing me that i could be the best version of myself.

Im so confused. I didn’t believe in soulmates before you. But I don’t think soulmates do this to each other. Im sorry. I love you.

And no matter how many times you hurt me or bring me to my lowest point, i still only want you. I’ll let you break my heart a million times if it means having you in my life.

I knew we weren’t going to work out since the beginning. But, I wish I was as big of a priority to you as you were to me.

Why couldn’t you just admit their was other girls instead of making me look crazy and jealous. I knew I was right.

you're my twin flame and we will reunite when we both healed&grow in the meantime have fun and don't fall in love (:

It’s hard to be happy for you sometimes. I still see so much good in you even though everyone dosn’t. You left without saying goodbye and I can’t get you out of my head, I replay the good memories to block out the bad. You were so sweet and was the biggest dreamer I ever met. You looked at things differently and seen the detail and beauty. You worked hard for your goals and made me smile a lot. I hope she makes you happy, it’s the best feeling :)

i cared way more for you then you ever though about me. fuck you for all the pain u put me through. i lost my happiness trying to make u happy

I’m sorry. I couldn’t handle what we had. So I had to end it. I know we will never see each other again so... have a good life.

jacob, i know youll never see this because you never liked this kinda stuff but you meant the whole entire world to me at one point and i miss us and how we once were but nothing lasts forever. i wish you well even after all that you did. See you in another life

I always saw those videos that said how ppl in a relationship can become strangers just like that and i never believed it until it happened to us.

i wish u were interested in me. U never talk when i try to make conversation. Your messages are blunt, you show no interest. yet i keep trying. Why? i dont know. u probably deserve better.

Yeah maybe i was in love with u and u broke my heart. I know we were never dating but our friendship meant everything to me. U were always on my mind. U were my everything. i loved you but u didnt think the same. i know u moved on and forgot about our freindship. i remember when you first told me you were scared of puppets that look like dogs and i made fun of u. i remember in socials class when our teacher would get mad at us for talking or laughing. i remember our hour long conversations that kept us up for hours. i remember walking in the dark and riding in the shopper cart. jacob i really thought we were gonna end up together at some point but right now it doesnt seem like u even want to look at me. i miss u. i miss talking to u. im sorry for not being good enough. im sorry that i was toxic and a shitting friend sometimes. im sorry i didnt talk to u during summer. i was a shitty friend. if your happy without me please dont look back. i will always love you. i hope i really hope we can talk again and maybe its gonna take me a while to move on but i promise ill get there and be better for u. as many letters love songs sleepless nights and tears it takes i will move on for u.
goodbye jacob
i love you.
love,
ur forever friend

I still remember the way you crossed your eyes to make me stop crying in second grade :) hope ur doing good

i don't know how to feel about you because you make me happy in ways others couldn't but yet i feel like it is wrong to love you ...

i hope cheating on me was worth it. i’m now everything you wish you could’ve been. and i didn’t need you to help me do it.

You once said, we do not stop loving people, we just learn to love others more, that has not been true since you left.

I’ve been waiting for something to happen, I’ve been waiting for you to call and tell me you still love me. And that is never going to come, so I write you here and feel stupid instead.

You’re the reason why I’m here living and I’m scared you are gonna leave me for someone better one day.

As much as we moved on, grew and are still friends, there won’t be a time where I wished you fought for us.