i wish i could just scream at you so badly. you really did ruin me, and i still can’t get over that hurt. i feel like i am never going to be able to love another person, i am always going to think they’ll leave me then run when things get bad. and it’s all your fault, you came back and fourth in my life and made me think i needed you. but really i didn’t, i never did and i never will. you’ll never understand how bad you hurt me, but one day no matter how much it hurts me to think of you in pain, i wish you get to experience everything you put me through. then you’ll think “wow i really did break her” or something like that i honestly don’t care. but from the bottom of my heart, fuck you.
