i’m not trying to be boring, i’m just afraid you’ll leave and the thought of that scares me. i don’t know if you actually feel the same or if you’re just bored. But you call me boring and put up with it. i just don’t know if you’re worth it bc maybe i’m just used to being treated badly. my “ex” put me through way more than you. but you and i aren’t labeling what we have. in my last relationship i got cheated on with 8 other girls. i still regret lowering my standards for that boy. i just don’t want you to make me feel the same.