Unsent messages to ANDREW
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 25, 2023, 2:58 am UTC
well i go on without you now, but you made me want to live.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:50 pm UTC
you have no idea how much you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:01 pm UTC
My favorite bsf, I love you but I wont tell u that LMFAOO
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:26 am UTC
i would be lying if i said i don’t miss you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 19, 2023, 10:16 pm UTC
You’re the only reason I presented that project. I love you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:40 pm UTC
If your an Andrew your a great person <3
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:12 pm UTC
I wish you understod how much I absolutely love you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:57 pm UTC
i hate that you never speak to me like i've done smth wrong
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:24 am UTC
i hope you’re happy but not how you were with me
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:52 pm UTC
i think you’re seriously the coolest person ever
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:47 pm UTC
thank you for making me want to live again.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:59 pm UTC
i don’t know where i would be without you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:26 am UTC
Was that really all I was worth? One night?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 16, 2023, 12:24 am UTC
why did you leave? why didn't you stop me?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
i wanna be friends again but i’m scared
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 13, 2023, 10:37 pm UTC
i like you. i wish you knew. and reciprocated.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:36 pm UTC
you make me the happiest person on earth and the saddest… why?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:45 am UTC
years later… do you ever still think of me too?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 11, 2023, 11:16 am UTC
maybe we werent as similar as i thought.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: July 10, 2023, 2:48 am UTC
i feel like a horrible person. you dont deserve this. im sorry
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:05 pm UTC
We both are so afraid of this love we feel for each other that we can’t commit, but if you see this, will you be my boyfriend?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:33 am UTC
You hurt me. Why her of all people? The longer we're apart the more I realize how bad of a person you can be.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 15, 2021, 10:56 pm UTC
i wonder if u ever think about me. i dunno why. but i wanna know why you did what u did. i want to know if u ever felt anything or if you just used me. you were my best friend. but i was never what u wanted. it’s been almost two years. i don’t want u back but i didn’t know we’d ever end up like this.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 15, 2021, 10:08 pm UTC
You were one big simp. I loved that. I don't even know what to say except you are the reason that my summer 2020 was amazing. Kind of. Well, I wish you all the best. You really deserve the world. Good luck!
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:03 am UTC
Ambos hicimos cosas qué no devimos pensamos q no lastimariamos al otro, cometimos errores como cualquier persona, pero eres el chico que quiero y al que siempre trate de demostrar lo mucho que me importas
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:02 pm UTC
i'm scared you're getting sick of me, and that you've already moved on. and of course i want you to be happy and move forward, but damn already? i thought it was special
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:30 pm UTC
why does it hurt so much knowing he replaced me with my friend i know it was bound to happen but it hurts so much that it’s me close friend she’s the only one i actually really talked to it hurts knowing that she’s slowly leaving me for him it hurts knowing that there laughing with each other i don’t care i wish that was me god why em i so stupid why did i have to mess everything up she hasn’t called me in a week each time i ask her where she at she always says she’s busy it hurts when people lie why does everyone always lie to me why can’t someone just tell me the truth for once god i hate when people lie i hate it so much it brings up so many bad memories i sorry i wasn’t worth sticking through out friendship why do they always leave and why do i miss him so much do i still miss him why do i still have feelings for him omg why cant i get over these feelings it’s driving me crazy i hate it i cant sleep at night at all i hate knowing that he’s laughing with some other girl i hate this i hate how she had to leave me for him him of all people i hate when she makes fun of me for liking him but she’s willing to not talk to us for him i miss staying up till 6 am with them i hate how she had to leave us for him we had such a good friendship going on why why did she leave were we not good enough for her we’re we not fun enough i hate this so much i hate people why am i always getting hurt fuck sofia why do you always hurt yourself i hate this i want to hate him but i cant why cant i fucking hate him hes the worse he sucks he doesnt give a crap about anything why cant i hate him i hate her to no i dont i cant hate them i hate this i cant hate them i cant hate anyone exept myself its my fault i messed up i canf blame them for myself its all my faults. i want to hate you but i just can’t i think you might of be my first love but i don’t know maybe i just liked you a lot.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:27 pm UTC
sometimes i still think about you and it brakes my heart it hurts knowing your laughing with her it’s hurts knowing that you don’t think of my anymore
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:47 am UTC
You broke me in ways i didnt even know were possible and you gaslighted me so much i though it was love.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:58 am UTC
I just can't take that you only live on though your organs in different people. I still need you. I still love you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:08 pm UTC
I’m writing another. god I feel pathetic. The fact that I’m pouring my heart out and your not even thinking about me. I know that’s what I wanted, atleast that’s what I said back then. It was so easy to say but when it happened. When it happens it hurt. So fucking bad. Even now it hurts. I think about you all the time. Stupid things like how you’d like this piano piece or how it felt for you to pet my hair and hold my hand. I never really understood you don’t know what you have until it’s gone. But now I know. I’m gonna stop writing messages now. I would say I have nothing else to say but that’s a lie. There’s so many more things I want to say to you. Feelings and thoughts I cant put into words. But that’s why we always were drawn together like yin and yang. I could read those thoughts and you could read mine. Always. You weren’t my other half Andrew. I needed you more than I need that. You were something indescribable. Infinite and warm. Something even though it hurts even though it’s hurts so freaking bad. I wouldn’t change for the world. You never forget your first love or atleast I know I’ll never forget mine. You made this little coward feel bold and strong. Beautiful when she felt ugly and brave when she felt nothing but. I can thank you for one thing though. Thank you for always loving me. Even when I didn’t deserve it. Especially when I didn’t deserve it. I always said I wish you’d found some other girl and not me so you could be happy with her. I knew we’d never get a happily ever after but maybe... maybe I’ll get my happily ever after. And so will you. I love you Andrew. God I still love you. I think some tiny part of me always will. You’ve taught me so much. Goodbye Andrew. I had fun.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:53 am UTC
I know I’ve written so many about you know but I’m just so pissed. I gave everything to you. Sucked your dick when you asked even though I said no. Let you do so many things to me hell you even snuck into my house after I said no so many times. And yet you have the audacity after I open my heart to you and say let’s be friends. To ignore me. Read my fucking text messages were I’m beginning you bc you’ve been with me for years. Half of my goddamn life. Fucking begging you to say something. Anything. Silence has never been so crushing. You know that was the darkest time of my life. All that shit with my parents and my family my whole life was ripped in half and YOU SAID YOUVE FUCKING BE THERE YOU LIAR. YOUR A GODDAMN LIER AND I TRUSTED YOU. I LOVED YOU. I CRIED FOR YOU. I fucking cried for you. I loved you and you left me anyway. After everything I’d done for you. I was there when you were down on your knees. I was on mine begging you and you walked away. You walked away. I was so close to hurting myself back then bc I felt like it was me. Maybe I wasn’t pretty enough or I didn’t do enough for him. I didn’t deserve you. But I was wrong. You never deserved me and that fucking hearts because I wanted you to deserve me so fucking bad. I wanted what we could be. We could’ve been so much more. We could’ve had a tomorrow but now all we have is broken yesterday’s.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:38 am UTC
I knew from the beginning. From the time you chased me on the playground in third grade giving me chocolates everyday and introducing me to your mom. I knew our fates were tied together. And I knew eventually... they’d break. I knew it. Fuck I knew it. So why. Why the hell did I try anyway. I tried so goddamn hard to keep my distance. I told you one day I wouldn’t be perfect to you anymore. One day you’d see the scared coward who hides her heart because she’s too afraid of it getting broken. But I knew. I knew you’d leave. I tried so fucking hard to protect my heart but you broke it anyway. Fuck you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:25 am UTC
People say young love isn’t real but, you felt pretty real. The pain in my heart felt real.I guess it wasn’t real enough.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:04 am UTC
I should have been with when I had the chance but your happy now and I know your better off without me
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:10 am UTC
listen, after all the time of not getting to talk to you, it’s been growing on me. hurting me, but i have to learn how to let it go. not seeing you, not talking to you, feeling like strangers all over again.. it kills me. but you seem happy, and i’m glad you’re doing well. i only wish the best for you in the future, even if that includes me not being there..
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:49 pm UTC
You took the last bit of warmth that I had inside myself.I could say that I hope you're happy,but I really hope you die. ( j.a)
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:15 pm UTC
I just hope you reply to one of my texts. I miss you. I’m sorry it wasn't the right time. You’re my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:06 am UTC
I'm not ok at all I just didn't know how to say it. I know I'm probably making everything worse but I have to be honest and that's just how I feel
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:45 am UTC
I've loved you since 7th grade and now we're seniors... now you have a gf that doesn't look anything like me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:10 am UTC
why do you keep letting me come back when you know you don’t want me. you give give me false hope and leave me in my own thoughts everytime.
