Unsent messages to ANDREW
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 26, 2020, 7:13 am UTC
hey. i'm sorry. i know i probably shouldn't have lead you on, but in my defense, i really thought i liked you. pls forgive me. ur such a sweet guy and you don't deserve this from me. I'm so so sorry.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
I saw someone who looked like you today, and even though we haven't spoken in months, my heart dropped through the floor
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 25, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
I never met a guy so compatible with me, but the one hour of FaceTime is not enough. I want to talk to you more, and I wish my friends didn’t also have a crush on you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 25, 2020, 2:24 am UTC
I used to hate mornings. Then you started stopping by my desk to say hello. Now I’m never late to work.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:37 pm UTC
hey. i'm in love with you. this wasn't supposed to happen. but it did. but it's also time for me to move on. goodbye andrew. thanks for the memories
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
Almost a year later and I still think about you. Im sorry I hurt you. I have to love myself before I love anyone else. But ill never forget how you made me feel whole when I wasnt.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
Almost a year later and I still think about you. Im sorry I hurt you. I have to love myself before I love anyone else. But ill never forget how you made me feel whole when I wasnt.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 20, 2020, 10:26 pm UTC
I'm glad you and Alyssa broke up. I hope you're always miserable :) you deserve the worst in life and I genuinely mean that!
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 20, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
I know we've only hung out once or twice but I can't stop thinking about you. I feel so comfortable around you and even though I know you don't feel the same, I really like you :)
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 20, 2020, 3:47 pm UTC
You were my person I can’t even look at the color pink with out thinking about you come back please I miss you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 20, 2020, 2:48 pm UTC
I still think about the night we spent high at the fire at your best friends house when all I could think about was the first time I saw you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 15, 2020, 3:21 pm UTC
You are a very good person, I am glad I met you, but Sometimes I feel like you exaggerate some things, I mean We could get out of this trouble together, but it seems like that's not your idea.And that hurts me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 12, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
If only you knew how many times my heart broke just so that you could be happy. And I’d do it all over again.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 12, 2020, 7:54 am UTC
what happened to us? we used to be best friends.... i cant let you go, you've let yourself go.. how did you get so cold?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 12, 2020, 7:52 am UTC
what happened to us? we used to be best friends.... i cant let you go, you've let yourself go.. how did you get so cold?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 12, 2020, 7:51 am UTC
what happened to us? we used to be best friends.... i cant let you go, you've let yourself go.. how did you get so cold?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 10, 2020, 11:27 am UTC
I hate you but I love I lost my best friend because of u
But the sad fact is that I still think about u everyday and what would happen if we didnt fight back then
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 10, 2020, 3:38 am UTC
I'm sorry for everything I put you through. My arms are always open for a second chance even though I know you don't want another. I will always love you, I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:37 pm UTC
I think I might be in love with you but I know that I am just a random person that you met at the pool
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 8, 2020, 7:12 pm UTC
if only you knew how i felt every time you walked past me it makes my legs go weak and i can’t think about anything else i just wish you would come back
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 8, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
I loved you with my whole life and yet you still left me. I thought I was enough you told me I was perfect. But I still love you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 5, 2020, 12:06 pm UTC
I really miss you but I'm too scared to admit it. After you left my whole world started to go downhill. I haven't heard from you and I really hope your okay and doing well!!
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 5, 2020, 7:58 am UTC
i miss your late night conversations. i wish i could go back in time just to experience it one last time.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 5, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
I know that I broke your heart that night. But I didn't know you liked me, you didn't tell me. But now you hurt me for liking you because your playing it safe isn't cool. I have to hear from friends that you say I'm off limits, that if someone hurts me that you'll hurt them. But your hurting me by not being with me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 3, 2020, 11:26 pm UTC
since the day we met we’ve had an insane connection. i rlly do think that we’re “right person wrong time”. u always mess w my head. u never give me a chance. u just use me. i’ve lost so many friends bc of u. we never have even “ talked” but i’ve never liked anymore more than u. i’ve liked u since the day i met u. it really sucks seeing u with all these other girls. everyone says to just get over u bc u don’t like me & never will. but i can’t get over u. no matter how hard i try. ur always in my mind. idk why. it has to mean something tho. if u gave me a chance ik we would work great together. but i can’t force u to do anything. i just wish i meant something to u. u treat me awfully but i still will not say anything bad abt u. i just feel so comfortable w u. u have such a way w words. but apparently u talk to every girl like that. u act like u want me one day then won’t talk to me for days. i’m not mad u don’t want me. i’m just mad bc sometimes u act like u do. everyone knows i like u. i tell everyone abt u. ik your a jerk to me but i know ur a good person inside and have been through so much shit. u deserve so much. no one will ever treat u better than i could. i would literally give u anything & everything u wanted. i’ve never hated & liked someone more at the same time. i’ve tried to move on but ur always on my mind no matter what. even if i liked another guy i’ll still always like u. idk why u mean so much to me. like i rly don’t know why i like u. but i know this is all happening for a reason. idk if we’ll end up being friends, strangers, or dating. i wish i knew. god has a plan tho. i wish u the best no matter what. i sound crazy writing all this stuff bc ik u don’t like me & never have. if u gave me a chance & saw things how i see things i know we’d work out. we can never stay away from each other so it has to mean something . idk why u keep messing w my feelings tho. i don’t think i’ve ever cried harder abt any boy than i have over u. whenever i use to see pictures of u & her i would have a mental breakdown. i’ve honestly just stopped caring now. u do u. if i don’t make u happy then ok that’s fine. but i hope you’ll realize that no one will ever care abt u more than me. i’ve created this image in my head of u which is not who u rlly r. u could block me on everything say u hate me or literally do anything worse to me and i still would go back to u. i know i deserve better. i want to move on so bad. i’ve tried so hard to move on. i’m tired of feeling like this. it’s been years. i’m tired of being sad. i just wanna be in love w someone who wants me. not w someone who could care less if i was in there life or not. ive prayed for a long time that me & u will workout or that god will show me what to do. at this point i rlly just don’t even care anymore bc i’ve been in the worst place i’ve ever been in and ur making it worse. i’m going so downhill. i need to love myself. i haven’t been able to do that bc of u . u don’t love me so why should i love me? but now i realize that my mental health matters more than what u think of me. so if u wanna leave my life then that’s fine. just don’t come back when u realize that no one is down 4 u like i am.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
Andrew, thank you. From when we were kids, and forever on, I love you. I will always love you. Thank you for loving me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:03 pm UTC
i will never be the same after you, thank you for teaching me all that you did. you hurt me more than you’ll ever know, but somehow i forgive you. i never hated you, i only unadded you on snap because it was too hard to keep seeing your name.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:54 pm UTC
I know how much I hurt you and how much you would’ve done for me but I gave up on you and I regret it everyday
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
Hey you dean kinnie,i believe in you,i believe you can change and...i know it's gonna take a while for me to fully trust you,but i know you got this baby,your strong,your amazing and,i love you,I love you so much you dork
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 2, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
I wish you wanted me as badly as I wanted you when I visited you - I’m always thinking about what could’ve happened. I guess now the tables Have turned
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:57 pm UTC
I hope you never lose that fire. And that you find that perfect person to make you feel the way you made me feel.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:40 pm UTC
honestly, I fucked up back in 6th grade, for some reason now, I love you but you don't feel the same way and it hurts me because these feelings are so so strong and I can't control that
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:54 am UTC
This was the color of my shorts and my bra when you sexually assaulted me. I still feel like it's my fault that you touched me. At least I can be upset about the fact that you only asked me to hang out just to have sex with me. I haven't seen my boobs in months so thanks for that
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:31 am UTC
You were my first love, that was 6 years ago. I’m glad we never went further than friends because I still need you like that even if you don’t need me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:42 pm UTC
thanks for showing me what real love was like. wish you the best in everything u do, i know youll be successful. i will always be supporting u from the sidelines.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 30, 2020, 12:21 am UTC
I’ve come to terms that I’ll never love someone as much as I loved you, even if we were young and immature. Years later and in my 20s and I’ve still never felt the love I had for you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:57 pm UTC
Why did you leave? I’m so confused....will you ever want me again, or was that the last goodbye I’ll ever say to you?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
You were my childhood best friend and I miss you everyday, you knew everything about me and you were the only person I could actually talk to. I miss you! Flag az, plz read this
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:21 am UTC
your the biggest dickhead i know but i love u more than anything and i hope for us to work out one day even though ik u want nothing to do w me
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
losing you helped me find myself again and i really think i’m happy again. i still pray for you everyday tho. i hope you’re well. i still miss you sometimes but then i remember that’s not who you are anymore. maybe one day our paths will cross again. i’ll always love you forever and always shark boy
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
i hate you. i hate you with ounce of my body. you destroyed me tore me down and broke me. i hope she was worth it, cause you are a terrible human being and you deserve nothing in life.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
this is me finally letting go. thank you for everything. I’m starting to realize I was never the one you really wanted
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:05 am UTC
i still think about you all the time. you literally could not care less about me, i’m blocked and we haven’t talked in awhile but for some reason i can’t get you out of my head. i have so many dreams about you. ones i wish were real. this all sounds really dumb but i don’t think you have any idea how strong my feels were or are for you. i’m in love with you. no matter what other people say i know i am. it’s a really shitty first love and you can be a really really shitty person but i know you aren’t as shallow as everyone thinks you are. there’s so much more, so much good no one else sees. but i do. i need to move on but it’s hard. i don’t think i’ll ever be completely over you even if i say i am or try to tell myself i am. there will always be something there for you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 28, 2020, 4:14 pm UTC
i always send my prayers to u, even if im an atheist, whenever i stop to think. i just want the universe to treat u well.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 28, 2020, 3:31 pm UTC
if i could go back in time, i would. i miss us and i wish we could’ve been better. ik i messed up, we both did but i wish it never came to us breaking up....i miss you. :(
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 27, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
It’s been so long I miss u! I miss staying up all night on FaceTime talking about our lives. I remember thinking u were my soulmate but Maybe I was wrong, maybe you’ll come back to me in the future. I hope so. You were the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you for being my first love
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 24, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
I’m literally fucking dying without you please come back I know you love me too please find yourself and come back pls
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 24, 2020, 4:40 pm UTC
Wow we've been through a lot. I could never understand why we get along the way we do but just know if another boy tries to fuck with you i'll beat their ass.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 24, 2020, 5:50 am UTC
thank you. thank you for everything you taught me, from how to love to how to let it go. you truly were my best friend and i will never regret a moment of the time i spent with you, no matter how good or bad. you loved me ferociously, always putting me first and doing everything you could to make me happy and i thank you for that. i loved our drives with the windows down and all your goofy moments and sayings, i’ll never forget it. thank you for showing me how to stand up for myself and thank you for showing me my flaws in order to make me a better person. i hope i made you a better person in the end too. i’m sorry we had to part in the way that we did but i really do wish you the best. maybe we’ll meet again and catch up some day because i do miss my best friend, but this is me saying my goodbye and finally letting you free. good luck, i love you baby bear
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 23, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
i couldn’t stop stuttering infront of you and i love your smile and just everything about you. you help me fall asleep and i think of you way more then i’m supposed too. i hope you haven’t forgotten me.
