Unsent messages to ANDREW
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 22, 2020, 8:41 pm UTC
your name is so fucking common, but i still read these submissions as if they're all talking about you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 22, 2020, 12:49 am UTC
I told you I had only liked u for a couple months during the school year but it was really the whole time, even though I had never spoken a word to you. I had never felt that way before about someone. Never. You were a stranger but you crept into my dreams and lived in the back of my mind always. Now we're almost 3 months into our relationship and I cry over you almost every week even though you are nothing but good to me. I adore you so much it hurts and I know it's impossible for you to love me as much as I love you. Even though you love me and I love you, I will never be able to tell you how I truly feel about you and it tears me apart. There will always be apart of me that believes you don't care about me at all, no matter what you say and I obsess over it. I just want you so bad.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 21, 2020, 7:33 am UTC
Around this time last year, we met. I wish I can text you and relive those memories with you. But what’s the point? Reliving those memories aren’t going to bring what we used to be back..or what we weren’t.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 21, 2020, 1:06 am UTC
We were so young idek if it was love, I’ve moved on but I’ve never been able to be myself with anyone but you. I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:54 pm UTC
dude...i like- really like u and kinda wanna be more than mutual friends?? i love it when u send me pics of u even if its just ur neon red hair- but i know you like annabelle more...and whats not to love? shes so much prettier than me ;>;
but anyway i hope u see this but at the same time i dont because im scared you wont feel the same ;>; also this is my laptop so no fancy little emoji things, srry ;.;
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 18, 2020, 2:30 am UTC
we're soulmates. all my friends still say we are after all this time. I am starting to believe it myself. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 17, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
you have been so sweet to me since the moment i've met you. Hopefully you feel the same as me. This is the first time im in love.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 15, 2020, 12:58 am UTC
i miss you more than you know. you were my best friend and i’m sorry we aren’t friends anymore. i miss you homie
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 14, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
i swear something was starting between us. what happened? everything seemed fine. i guess it was more one sided than i thought.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:57 pm UTC
You fucked me over. I nearly dropped one of the most important people in my life because of you and now you can’t even say hi to me over text never mind in person? Lol your loss
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
I wish you would send me flowers once in a while. that you'd surprise me with something or write me a note like you used to. I hope things go to the way I imagine them to be once the world gets back to normal
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 12, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
i wrote so many possible things to you in this message then deleted it and realized i have nothing to say to you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 11, 2020, 5:52 pm UTC
I tried so hard to stop you, but I almost lost you. You scared the living hell out of me.I love you so much ❤️
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 11, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
i really can't wait to have little curly headed babies running around with you . i love you baby amores apartes pero siempre juntos . this will be here 4ever just like us
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
it really sucks how things ended. it really feels like you never cared about me but i could never say that to your face. i hope you’re healthy and doing okay right now because i’m not.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
i miss you. i wish i could unblock you and things could go back to how they were but u have changed. u broke my heart but i still love you and i just want u to know i miss you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
i miss you more then anything. but we don’t talk anymore, everything i do reminds me of u and i wish we could not be strangers again.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 8, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
I hope you're happy with S. That's all I ever really wanted for you, was just to be happy. I forgive you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:22 pm UTC
You were a mystery to me. You gave me hope. I wish our story turned out differently. I wish you weren't a let down.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
Please stay for me baby, i can't afford to loose you. I cant wait until we can actually be together. Youre truly my other half. Ive never felt more complete than when we are together.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
I know we weren’t meant to be but sometimes I wish you were still here. I will never stop loving you. I’m so proud of how you’ve changed since I left. I hope we were the right people at the wrong time and one day you’ll come back to me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 7, 2020, 4:20 am UTC
i still think about you all the time and i don’t know why. i know now that you probably cheated on me and i shouldn’t be surprised by that but i trusted you with so much. 3 months later and i’m still pissed at what you did to me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
Maybe the whole time it was just nostalgia - we didn’t know we wanted something we couldn’t have. You haunt me
