You never loved me you loved my body. I didn’t want to do those things why did you force me to do it? It wasn’t even once, it was multiple times. Did you really love me? Were you lying?

thanks for making feel like i wasn't a horrible person for living and what it felt like to love someone truly.

I still think about the night we spent high at the fire at your best friends house when all I could think about was the first time I saw you.

You were my person I can’t even look at the color pink with out thinking about you come back please I miss you

were you laughing at me with her? did you have to do it so close? i’m sorry i never looked you in the eyes.

I know we've only hung out once or twice but I can't stop thinking about you. I feel so comfortable around you and even though I know you don't feel the same, I really like you :)

i like you. a lot. but it hurts because i know that you do not feel the same way. getting stuck in this friendzone is painful.

you could’ve told me that’s all you wanted for me for. you never meant it when you said “i love you”. I hate you.

I'm glad you and Alyssa broke up. I hope you're always miserable :) you deserve the worst in life and I genuinely mean that!

how can you tell me you love me and then act like you don’t even know me the next day. what’s wrong with you.

I’ve come to terms that I’ll never love someone as much as I loved you, even if we were young and immature. Years later and in my 20s and I’ve still never felt the love I had for you.

i still flinch every time a boy gets near me thinking he will touch me the way you touched me. i found a boy who loves and respects me but i still will forever hold onto the love you showed me even if it wasn’t real, i still remember the way you held me down. i hope he will never do that to me, he will never hurt me the way you hurt me. but he will love me more then you ever did.

I have to say something now because if I don’t say it now I don’t think I ever will and u have to know. I love you and I don’t mean that lightheartedly I mean I love u everything about u. You’re smile you’re laugh your curiosity your comfort your heart your mannerisms everything. Everything u hate about yourself I love because in my eyes u have no flaws, not a single one. And being my first love is the purest form of love because I had no expectations and I wasn’t looking for anything I just knew what I loved and it’s straight from the heart. After you I’ll start to look for things I’ll start too look for qualities to match the blueprint that u gave me but my first love is always the purest . I never thought I could fall in love with everything about a person until I met u. I’ve prayed about u and for u and you are the whole world to me. anyways gross

I’m not angry anymore. I’m actually proud of you, I’m proud of you for moving on. I know that was hard. I only wish the best for you for now on. You will continue to do great things. I will never stop loving you.

I've liked you for a while now, i don't know if you feel the same but ill never know, because i don't have the guts to say anything to you

Hey im scared to tell you this directly to you but i hope you’ll come across this some day and read it but im so fucking afraid of losing you right now and i keep imagining it and it breaks me im sorry

thanks for showing me what real love was like. wish you the best in everything u do, i know youll be successful. i will always be supporting u from the sidelines.

Almost a year later and I still think about you. Im sorry I hurt you. I have to love myself before I love anyone else. But ill never forget how you made me feel whole when I wasnt.

Almost a year later and I still think about you. Im sorry I hurt you. I have to love myself before I love anyone else. But ill never forget how you made me feel whole when I wasnt.

hey. i'm in love with you. this wasn't supposed to happen. but it did. but it's also time for me to move on. goodbye andrew. thanks for the memories

why couldn't you have loved me. like john b loves sara. like chandler loves monica. like you should've

im glad you were my first love. i miss you and what we had a lot. im sorry for how things ended and for everything i did.

I don’t understand what I did to make you hate me. And I’ll never know. And I think I’m ok with it now, but it hurt.

You were my first love, that was 6 years ago. I’m glad we never went further than friends because I still need you like that even if you don’t need me.

This was the color of my shorts and my bra when you sexually assaulted me. I still feel like it's my fault that you touched me. At least I can be upset about the fact that you only asked me to hang out just to have sex with me. I haven't seen my boobs in months so thanks for that

You told me you loved me and then left me a day later. 4 months have passed since you left and I still love you. Ur my soulmate ❤️ I love you noodlebug

I just can't take that you only live on though your organs in different people. I still need you. I still love you

You broke me in ways i didnt even know were possible and you gaslighted me so much i though it was love.

I wish we never gave up. if you ever said you wanted to give us a second try i’d be there in a heart beat

i loved you but there was someone else. you left and i went back to him. i wish things were different

I used to hate mornings. Then you started stopping by my desk to say hello. Now I’m never late to work.

You’re not even a first love, just a first boyfriend. And to be quite honest, if I could go back and stop that relationship, I would. That relationship was dumb and temperamental. However, I wish you well and hope you prosper in life.

i know it’s time to give up on us. but it hurts so bad not talking to you.maybe we’ll meet in another life. i love you

I never met a guy so compatible with me, but the one hour of FaceTime is not enough. I want to talk to you more, and I wish my friends didn’t also have a crush on you.

I really miss you, it’s been a while. I still remember when we had walked talkies in elementary school

i wish we worked out–we're friends now but i wish things could've been different. hope you're doing well x

I saw someone who looked like you today, and even though we haven't spoken in months, my heart dropped through the floor

you played me and you know it. i wasted 10 months on you and i dont think i can give you anothe chance because you hurt me so bad

It hurts having you in my life every day, knowing you chose her over me. But I’ll still always be there. Because isn’t that what love is? Staying, even though it kills you?

hey. i'm sorry. i know i probably shouldn't have lead you on, but in my defense, i really thought i liked you. pls forgive me. ur such a sweet guy and you don't deserve this from me. I'm so so sorry.

You hurt me a lot but I never told you. You seem so much happier with her and I am glad you are. You deserve nothing
but the best ?

sometimes i still think about you and it brakes my heart it hurts knowing your laughing with her it’s hurts knowing that you don’t think of my anymore

why does it hurt so much knowing he replaced me with my friend i know it was bound to happen but it hurts so much that it’s me close friend she’s the only one i actually really talked to it hurts knowing that she’s slowly leaving me for him it hurts knowing that there laughing with each other i don’t care i wish that was me god why em i so stupid why did i have to mess everything up she hasn’t called me in a week each time i ask her where she at she always says she’s busy it hurts when people lie why does everyone always lie to me why can’t someone just tell me the truth for once god i hate when people lie i hate it so much it brings up so many bad memories i sorry i wasn’t worth sticking through out friendship why do they always leave and why do i miss him so much do i still miss him why do i still have feelings for him omg why cant i get over these feelings it’s driving me crazy i hate it i cant sleep at night at all i hate knowing that he’s laughing with some other girl i hate this i hate how she had to leave me for him him of all people i hate when she makes fun of me for liking him but she’s willing to not talk to us for him i miss staying up till 6 am with them i hate how she had to leave us for him we had such a good friendship going on why why did she leave were we not good enough for her we’re we not fun enough i hate this so much i hate people why am i always getting hurt fuck sofia why do you always hurt yourself i hate this i want to hate him but i cant why cant i fucking hate him hes the worse he sucks he doesnt give a crap about anything why cant i hate him i hate her to no i dont i cant hate them i hate this i cant hate them i cant hate anyone exept myself its my fault i messed up i canf blame them for myself its all my faults. i want to hate you but i just can’t i think you might of be my first love but i don’t know maybe i just liked you a lot.

why did you stop loving me it was a whole three years you spent together and it just ended? please just give me a chance it didn't have to end like this I can't imagine living without you please
i understand you need time for yourself but we've been long distance two years, we could keep going, i would do anything for you and you know that, you told me not to wait for you but if there's even the smallest possibility you'd come back for me I would wait for eternity
this wasn't supposed to happen i miss you i love you please don't say it's over

I'm still appalled because I haven't felt the way I felt towards you with anyone since. I was completely in love with you. I'm not anymore. Thank you for showing me what that felt like.

I hate that all I did was love you and do everything for you and you still continue to be someone ur not just so some potheads can like you

i'm scared you're getting sick of me, and that you've already moved on. and of course i want you to be happy and move forward, but damn already? i thought it was special

you are so confusing. you’re hurting me and i don’t think you even know it. i care so much, but i know you don’t. i think about you a lot more than i should.

listening to that one song brings so much pain yet comfort at the same time it's hard to explain, but i know you'd get what i mean. i miss you so dear much. i hope we find each other again

I miss you so much. we could've been so good together. I miss your laugh, your jokes your smile. I would do anything to see you again and just have a moment together. from our first adventure to my last day, you were my person. thank you for being my yellow & making my days better. I chose this colour for you because I know you have a hoodie in kelly green, its your colour:) anyways, I miss you so much and I hope we talk again soon.
xoxo, julia