Unsent messages to ANDREW
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:15 pm UTC
you deserve nothing but happiness and i would do anything to give it to you. we were aligned for the stars i'm sure of it. but the stars aren't aligned for us right now. but one day they will be
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:19 pm UTC
I guess this is it. What sucks is that I prayed and prayed for you but I guess this is a sign. Thank you. Sad to say but it’s the harsh truth that I’ll be heading into 2021 without you. Goodbye Andrew.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:13 am UTC
I remember our first conversation, it happened around July or August of 2020. It led to some amazing things, one of the best times of my life, actually. Then it led to heartbreak, and heartbreak led to anger. It's really over, isn't it? All of that, for nothing? Was that a fucking joke to you? It was, wasn't it? Fuck you. I can't believe I ever wasted my time on someone like you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 30, 2020, 11:54 pm UTC
I’m not angry anymore. I’m actually proud of you, I’m proud of you for moving on. I know that was hard. I only wish the best for you for now on. You will continue to do great things. I will never stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 29, 2020, 12:31 am UTC
I don’t even know what we were or if we were anything in the first place. Stop fucking around with girls feelings and maybe understand that ur looks don’t get u a secure future. Just tell me the truth.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:36 am UTC
I can’t wait until the day you text me and I can ignore it. I can’t wait until I can finally block you. I can’t wait to be over you... but not yet
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 27, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
i liked you so much and you sucked all the energy out of me and constantly hurt me to play some sort of game and we’d just be in this toxic cycle but i miss you everyday and i wish things would’ve worked and life is hard without you but i actually love you so much it’s sad that you don’t feel the same
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 26, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
its been too many months since we went our separate ways but for some reason I still love you and I'm sorry for everything. I hope u know that I rlly did love you and I'm sorry if I didn't show it. I try not to cry about you but sometimes I can't help it. I really thought we were gonna last. and I hate myself for not being good enough for you. maybe one day we'll come back to each other.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 24, 2020, 8:45 pm UTC
I thought that letting you go was best for both of us but it hurts so bad. I still think of you every day
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 23, 2020, 8:06 am UTC
It’s only been a week but I can’t remember what ur face looks like anymore. It hurts because you forgot mine the second you got to the airport.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 23, 2020, 8:01 am UTC
I know that you’re going through some tough things right now, but was I some sort of temporary relief to you? Am I that replaceable?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 22, 2020, 6:27 pm UTC
i really hate you i hate you so much ur hurting me and you know it talking to me friend when you know i’m getting feelings for you and you know i get jealous fast and you still continue to do this to me we’re not even dating but i hate this so much i know you’ll never see this and never know how i truly feel about you but maybe it’s for the best maybe we’re just better off as strangers i wish we had never found each other on that stupid sh app. im sorta in love with you and i hate it you don’t even text me anymore i feel so stupid for loving you this is all fucking stupid. my love for you is like my love for hearing the rain at 3 am but you’ll never know that because im so scared to tell you anyways..i love you please never forget that..
love ur favorite izzy
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:58 am UTC
It hurts when you call me. You don’t see how I feel about you, yet when you call the pain melts away. Just let me move on.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:54 am UTC
I really liked you but sadly you didn’t like me like that. I’ll always wonder what we could have been.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 22, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. WHY DIDNT YOU JUDT TELL ME. “i didn’t want to hurt your feelings” BULLSHIT. YOURE A FUCKING CHEATER. i hate you. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 21, 2020, 5:38 pm UTC
i miss you a lot but things will never be the same between us. i hope you think of me too. i really did love you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:40 am UTC
i love u a lot and i just want all the toxic and dumb shit to come to an end cause im sick of that shit and just wanna go back to how we were before
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
hi! i miss you! thanks for all the funny memories. i hope you're doing well at your new school, even if its online. i dont know if it is tho, cause we never talk anymore. i want to talk to you again, but i dont know if u want to talk to me. anyway, i hope youre doing better. i've been thinking of you a lot lately, mostly cause i miss how it was last year. talked to you all the time at school, seemed like u were interested in me. but you werent, right? i wonder if i'll ever know. sorry this is so long, i've just got a lot on my mind.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 21, 2020, 1:42 am UTC
i thought being on/off for 2 years meant we were meant to be, funny thing is it showed me we weren’t.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 21, 2020, 1:40 am UTC
i thought being on/off for 2 years meant we were meant to be. funny thing is, it really showed me we weren’t.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 21, 2020, 1:30 am UTC
i miss you a ton but i know reaching out wont do either of us any good so i wont. just know i love you so much and i will always be here if you need me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 20, 2020, 11:46 pm UTC
im still really sorry. i know you said you forgave me but it still eats me up inside. i was so wrong to you and you were one of the most honest, genuine, amazing person ive ever met. im sorry for how i was and how i let other people influence me because you didnt deserve that. i wish you had kissed me. i wish you were here. i miss you, even as a friend.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 18, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
i still sway around my room like we once did, with the thought of you in my head, and our song on repeat.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 16, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
It has been a year... why did u leave... we did everything together... you saved me from a dark place but then put me right back
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 16, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
i wish you were the person i thought you were. i have no feelings left for you except disappointment.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:18 pm UTC
I really liked you, and you pretended to feel the same way. I don't even know why. What did you get out of it?
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:41 pm UTC
You are the type of person I would give my love away so you could find happiness, even if it wasn't with me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:14 am UTC
If you’re ever lost or need someone, you can always reach out. Even though I know, you don’t want me like that because it just cannot be like that because you don’t like attention. You’re still a great friend but I have a feeling you’ll pull away which makes me sad. But best of luck.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
You make me happy and i want to be around you, you and me are compatible I want to spend my life with you, anyway pink wig thick ass given whiplash
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:25 pm UTC
I miss you. I miss you so much you don't even know. I used to think what the future would be like if we were ever the same age and if I had an actual chance with you. or if you even had a chance with me... You were the greatest person that has ever come into my life and I thank u for that. but I havent been 100% honest with you... I've liked you since I first spoke to you. You were always so weird and goofy but thats what I liked about you. We have had a few ups and downs but haha it was fun. During summertime I didnt really like you because I knew you wouldn't talk to a girl like me. Then one random day you started talking to me. Man did I think I was special :,) People would ask me what was so special about this dude and I would say so much to praise you and it would make me smile everytime. Summer was the best time of my life not because of covid but bc I got to talk to you almost every single day. When the school year started everything we built in our friendship slowly faded away. I hate that that happened and thats one thing I regret that I allowed to happen. I know you never saw me more then a sister and thats fine I get it but I just miss talking to you and I love you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:58 pm UTC
we used to look up at the sky and wonder at our place in the stars, now we just look down and worry about our place in the dirt. look up again.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:05 pm UTC
i wish you didn’t break the promises. i wish you didn’t hurt me like the others. i wish you didn’t become just another sad love song. mostly, i wish you’ll come back to me, maybe one day.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:41 am UTC
um i miss u so so so much. you helped me and that’s why i got so attached and i’m struggling to let you go. i still love u and i hope you’re doing good
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:41 am UTC
um i miss u so so so much. you helped me and that’s why i got so attached and i’m struggling to let you go. i still love u and i hope you’re doing good
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
do you watch over me.. if heaven had visiting hours i’d be with you all the time. my room is empty without you. patty is lost without you too :/ we miss you so much. i cant go to your grave because i wanna dig you up and hold u :(
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
were they telling the truth? did you really love me ? if so then i was lying about him, it was you who i really liked
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:01 am UTC
i have finally found happiness without you, i am truly proud of myself. i thought i would never be able to. i'm glad we ended the way we did
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:47 am UTC
You’re so scared I feel, I’m so good for you and I want only the best for you. We get along so well but your ego and wanting to play me is so dumb. Just text me and let’s just see where this goes.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:47 am UTC
You’re so scared I feel, I’m so good for you and I want only the best for you. We get along so well but your ego and wanting to play me is so dumb. Just text me and let’s just see where this goes.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:42 pm UTC
I miss you and the memories so much, but i would never go back to you though. Just because i remember the happy memories, doesn’t mean i forget all of the pain you caused me.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
hi i hope you actually find this because that would be funny. one day we both said how we really had no motivation to respond to any of our snaps recently and joked about it for a while. but i really wish you would just respond faster because i lied. i really want to talk to you and i have the motivation to. idk why i didn't say that. whatever ig i'll wait the 7 hours for you to respond.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
You told me you loved me and then left me a day later. 4 months have passed since you left and I still love you. Ur my soulmate ❤️ I love you noodlebug
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:28 pm UTC
why couldn't you have loved me. like john b loves sara. like chandler loves monica. like you should've
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:50 pm UTC
Hey im scared to tell you this directly to you but i hope you’ll come across this some day and read it but im so fucking afraid of losing you right now and i keep imagining it and it breaks me im sorry
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:02 pm UTC
I've liked you for a while now, i don't know if you feel the same but ill never know, because i don't have the guts to say anything to you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
i still flinch every time a boy gets near me thinking he will touch me the way you touched me. i found a boy who loves and respects me but i still will forever hold onto the love you showed me even if it wasn’t real, i still remember the way you held me down. i hope he will never do that to me, he will never hurt me the way you hurt me. but he will love me more then you ever did.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:11 am UTC
you could’ve told me that’s all you wanted for me for. you never meant it when you said “i love you”. I hate you.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:46 am UTC
thanks for making feel like i wasn't a horrible person for living and what it felt like to love someone truly.
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:44 pm UTC
i was going through a lot and i’m not good with feelings but i told u i loved u shortly after we broke up and then you started dating my best friend, you were my best friend before anything and now you don’t even talk to me anymore, i still love you i miss you
From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:09 am UTC
I’m over the break up. I’ve accepted that you’re not with me a long time ago.The part that still keeps me up at night, the part I can’t seem to understand is
I still care about you so much, and I thought that no matter what you would always care about me too.You threw me away like if you never cared at all.
