From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:30 pm
why does it hurt so much knowing he replaced me with my friend i know it was bound to happen but it hurts so much that it’s me close friend she’s the only one i actually really talked to it hurts knowing that she’s slowly leaving me for him it hurts knowing that there laughing with each other i don’t care i wish that was me god why em i so stupid why did i have to mess everything up she hasn’t called me in a week each time i ask her where she at she always says she’s busy it hurts when people lie why does everyone always lie to me why can’t someone just tell me the truth for once god i hate when people lie i hate it so much it brings up so many bad memories i sorry i wasn’t worth sticking through out friendship why do they always leave and why do i miss him so much do i still miss him why do i still have feelings for him omg why cant i get over these feelings it’s driving me crazy i hate it i cant sleep at night at all i hate knowing that he’s laughing with some other girl i hate this i hate how she had to leave me for him him of all people i hate when she makes fun of me for liking him but she’s willing to not talk to us for him i miss staying up till 6 am with them i hate how she had to leave us for him we had such a good friendship going on why why did she leave were we not good enough for her we’re we not fun enough i hate this so much i hate people why am i always getting hurt fuck sofia why do you always hurt yourself i hate this i want to hate him but i cant why cant i fucking hate him hes the worse he sucks he doesnt give a crap about anything why cant i hate him i hate her to no i dont i cant hate them i hate this i cant hate them i cant hate anyone exept myself its my fault i messed up i canf blame them for myself its all my faults. i want to hate you but i just can’t i think you might of be my first love but i don’t know maybe i just liked you a lot.