I torture myself with this everyday, hoping it’s you. It’s not :( but i’d give everything for it to be..

I have peace in my life knowing you're gone for good. I feel like myself again, not trying to be who you wanted me to be.

"I'm sure we're taller in another dimension, You say we're small and not worth the mention" Maybe in our next lifetime we can be happily together. I loved you since the 6th grade.

I truly hope you find someone who loves you as much as I did. I hope they never let go, I hope it doesn’t hurt.. x

I want to hate you with every inch of my body but the love I feel for you is fire and I never want it to be put out

I wish you weren’t so bad. I wish you could be good for once, I want my parents to be proud of us. I love you.

I wish you weren’t so bad. Can’t you just be good for once? I love you so much and I just can’t move on.

Every country song I listen to reminds me of when would look into your eyes and see you looking back.

Hun, you knew what I was about as soon as you met me. The fact that you thought that someone like YOU could be with someone like me shows how blindsided you were. Always sending you the best

We are great friends. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s more meant for us. I wish I had the guts to tell you. I value our friendship way too much though. I wish we talked more.

I just think things should have been different. I wish we met at a different time. I hope you find your way back.

I love you, but we cant be together. Were no good and we make each other miserable. Doesnt mean I want you any less. I love you.

you moved on very fast but I do wonder if you really loved me like I loved you but I don't think you did. I think you loved the feeling not me as a person and you realised you could get that feeling from many other people. its hard seeing you at times because we are like strangers with memories. I guess this is my final goodbye. I do hope you are happy and and I miss you lost love S.A

I loved you but I was too scared. It's so stupid. I think about you all the time. I wish it wasn't too late. I wish you loved me. I wish I wasn't so fucking scared, to be hurt, to be rejected I don't know. But its been three years since we've been close since I had my chance and blew it and I think I'm still in love with you.

i will never regret meeting you. you will always have a soft spot in my heart. i hope we can meet again when we’re both grown enough to make ends meet.

I’m not mad you didn’t choose me, but if I was pretty would you have? We share a love for everything, just not each other.

i miss flirting with you and talking about how our days were we used to be so close and such good friends i miss how we would stare into each others eyes and try not to laugh now whenever i see you its like were strangers again come back

You’re a dream come true. There was always something in the back of my head that refused to forget about you...

i gave everything for you. i took everything anyone threw at me and for what. for you to just leave and not even try. for you to be complaining about not having someone by your side the way i stood there for years. you don't get to complain. you don't get a say in anything. that's it. you don't get to say how you feel. because you broke me not the other way around. i was here when you got with her, and then her, and even her, and you still couldn't see that it was me. i was the one. i had been there from the beginning not them me. i hate you so much that i cant stop loving you. you dont know how many time i wanted to text back. call you at 1 am. but i know your not thinking about me. i know your somewhere getting high to pretend your everything when you couldn't even see that the person you want and are always asking about was and always will be me.

I know I am supposed to hate you, but I just can't. You were always so nice to me, and we used to be so close. I miss that so much.

I would still choose you over anyone else...
You are my twin flame and I will do anything to reunite once all this is over.
Yours,
Lola

i wished you knew how much i cared about you. youre my happiness, my favourite song, my yellow. i love you more.

I love you. When I said it I wasn’t joking. When you asked me if it was mutual when we decided to break up I lied. I cried every night that week, I got upset when you left. I would lie awake for hours thinking about what ifs. How it could have been if I haven’t of been so unstable. I liked you a lot and I felt things could have worked. I just couldn’t open up. I just couldn’t be myself. I wasn’t working on myself enough for you to see me. I feel like all you saw of me was just a mask of instability rather than the things I actually am. I love you and I miss what we could have been so much.

Why did you never want me enough? Why was I the one left broken, after using all my pieces trying to put you back together.

When was forever over for you? When did I stop being the person you wanted? Was it for lack of convenience or loss of interest?

You just posted a throwback to this day last year. Having the time of your life after ruining mine. Fuck you.

sometimes i wish you liked me instead of her but then i see the way your face lights up when she enters a room and i understand. my face does the same.

i know you never think of me, but i think of you often. i hope ur doing well. you deserve it. i will never know why u had such an affect on me but you did. i hope we meet again someday

i dont hate you. its not your fault you didnt love me. i dont blame you for breaking my heart, i blame myself.

We could date but you think covid is a plan to kill you and you’re an antimasker.. an all around terrible person

i literally like u so much and it’s been that way for 4 years. i don’t want to ask you out for fear of rejection and fear of ruining our friendship.

I risked everything for you. We didn’t work out, but I will always respect myself now for chasing what I believed in.

You did exactly what the fuck I told you not to do to me. I don’t care if i’m mean you fucking ruined relationships for me. Hope you have fun diddling kids for life.

You did exactly what the fuck I told you not to do to me. I don’t care if i’m mean you fucking ruined relationships for me. Hope you have fun diddling kids for life.

bro i had a crush on you for three years only for you to turn into an unironic country boy that supports trump and wears ugly ass camo, what a waste of my time

I wish I can say you're not worth it. The fact that you're fucking me up until this time makes me hate myself even more.

u showed me what real love was like. every second on ft felt like i was really wanted by someone, and now your gone. and i don't know where to run to for that feeling again. i now sleep it all away and pick up these habits because society tells you it will be healthy. but they don't bother to tell u about the side effects, the pain it causes, the fact that this new substitute for happiness will only be temporary and in reality, the long run means just as much or even more pain than what you even caused. it seems as if you don't care if i struggle, whether its over you or not. its only when you're hi when you begin to care.

im so sorry i ruined it i did exactly what i told u i wouldn't do and i ruined it i ruined us i ruined u

everyday i keep hoping things would start to feel the same again between us but for everyday i wake up, things just keep on feeling more and more distant.

There’s still a part of me that gets butterflies every time my phone lights up, the part that still hopes its you coming back to me

i mean, i still love you and i always will, i’m sorry for what i did to you. but we have to move on. ily

Hey Matt,

So I’ve had these thoughts on my mind for sometime now and I feel like at this point I need to get them out my head and tell you how I truly feel about you. Matt, speaking with you these past few months has been nothing short of amazing. From vibing about our favourite singers to playing video games and having a laugh it’s honestly been so good to have your company. But because of all this it’s now led me further to developing feeling of love for you. I never thought things would get to that point but they have and it terrifies me. You are a unique, kind and caring lad and i’m so glad to have you in my life. Having the chance to talk with you whenever and just chill is something i’ll always cherish, it’s a shame we’ve still not had the chance to meet in person but I hope to someday. You mean so much to me you don’t even know yet. I’m glad you can console to me about your guy problems and other stuff but it also sucks knowing that from talking to me about other guys you don’t share the same feelings about me in return as the feelings I have for you. But if it means having any way of speaking to you then I don’t mind doing it. You deserve the best and nothing short of it, your laugh your accent and just everything about you is amazing. I love you to bits and always will do, I’ll always be by your side for you until you no longer need me to be.

i wish things were different. i wish you savored
more of our moments together. i wish you loved me the way i loved you.

you were the first person who had my heart and you didn't even know it. all she does is talk about you. it used to sting, but getting over you was the best thing i've ever done. i destroyed the pedestal you used to stand on.

I need to stop checking on here for a message from you. I just wish we could go back in time. I’m sorry I broke our promise. I’ll always love you, even if it was for a short while. Thanks for everything

I am sorry I fell out of love you deserve someone who actually likes guys and will treat you better than I could

You showed me men could be good but then ultimately broke my heart. I'd give anything for just one more cup of tea or bacon sandwich and smile.

You broke me over and over. You’ll never know the effect that’s had on me. You said you loved me but that wasn’t love

i think im falling in love with you but i dont want to rush things i dont want it to get bad again i cant lose you

The hold you have over me is devastating and you don’t even know it. The hold I have on you is nonexistent.