Unsent messages to MATT
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:23 pm UTC
I just asked you to be a decent person, don’t act like I tried to change your whole life. It’s annoying
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:27 pm UTC
You said you would always love me, I guess that was a lie. But deep down, I will always love you no matter what.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:40 am UTC
You know I love you but I wish I could tell you I’m in love with you without holding back. I don’t feel like I deserve you but I’m beyond grateful you waited for me I love you
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:40 am UTC
please leave val. you’re kid deserves better.
ps i’ve loved you for the whole time you were together.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:16 am UTC
I am sorry I fell out of love you deserve someone who actually likes guys and will treat you better than I could
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:32 pm UTC
There’s still a part of me that gets butterflies every time my phone lights up, the part that still hopes its you coming back to me
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:00 pm UTC
i dont hate you. its not your fault you didnt love me. i dont blame you for breaking my heart, i blame myself.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:56 am UTC
I’m not mad you didn’t choose me, but if I was pretty would you have? We share a love for everything, just not each other.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:49 am UTC
i will never regret meeting you. you will always have a soft spot in my heart. i hope we can meet again when we’re both grown enough to make ends meet.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:04 am UTC
I love you, but we cant be together. Were no good and we make each other miserable. Doesnt mean I want you any less. I love you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:31 pm UTC
I want to hate you with every inch of my body but the love I feel for you is fire and I never want it to be put out
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:40 am UTC
You ruined love for me, i’m glad we don’t talk either. I still have a hotel card, I can’t get rid of it.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:12 am UTC
it’s me. ik u will never see this but it’s u and it’s always been u. it hurts knowing ur #1 will always b her; mayb in another time we will meet again.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:49 am UTC
i can feel myself falling for you and it’s exhilarating, i’m going to love you it’s just a matter of time
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:32 pm UTC
you the first one that liked me back, and we could’ve been so good if it just matched up... but it didn’t.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:31 pm UTC
you were the first person I ever wanted to care about, and I laugh at how naive I was now, but thank you for opening my heart.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:56 pm UTC
i dont like you, you made me feel trapped in our relationship and you never trusted me, its super awkward between us but im glad i broke up with you, you were just immature and not good for me :)
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:28 pm UTC
I love you. I wish timezones werent a thing, we could have talked more... I hope your doing well. Hows your youtube doing?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:58 pm UTC
It’s been four years since you broke my heart, and one year since I last cried over you. But i still miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:37 pm UTC
i regret all of the times i went to call you beautiful, but i didn't. i am still falling deeply in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:11 am UTC
you’re gone and you’re not coming back. i am myself with or without you. i realize it all now. maybe in another lifetime it truly will be you and me in the end like we always said. i’ll always care
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 5, 2021, 11:34 pm UTC
i think i may have loved you in another life... i can’t shake the feeling that i am supposed to know you
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:13 am UTC
i’m sorry that i keep messing things up, but when i do i feel like i’m in control of things - like my feelings. i know that it might not make sense, but it does to me.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 4, 2021, 11:53 am UTC
I hate that I think about you all the time,I know you don't care about me but you pretend that you do. I wish things could be better but I cant help but think you're only using me
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:00 am UTC
The saddest part about us is that besides we both know that we like each other, we also know that we will never met
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:01 am UTC
Lol hi I really like you. Well liked ig. The day u said that u didn’t like me back killed me. I had all of these plans for us and ik you did too. We even talked about what we were going to do once you got your car. Did I do something wrong? I don’t think I did. I just wanna know what you’re thinking. Ugh. I’m never the girl that the boys want. Bye lol
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:00 am UTC
Lol hi I really like you. Well liked ig. The day u said that u didn’t like me back killed me. I had all of these plans for us and ik you did too. We even talked about what we were going to do once you got your car. Did I do something wrong? I don’t think I did. I just wanna know what you’re thinking. Ugh. I’m never the girl that the boys want. Bye lol
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:44 pm UTC
I wish so bad that you’d just come back and everything will be ok. I just know you don’t love me anymore.. it’s been too long x
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:24 pm UTC
i love that i don't love you anymore. i love that im questioning if i ever did. you were right, everything does happen for a reason.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:10 pm UTC
I can't decide if I am angry at you or if I miss you. Can't decide if you're a great guy or a horrible one.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:36 am UTC
I don’t know why I miss you and I don’t know why I still love you. I wish that you would come back to me
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:32 am UTC
If you hurt my meathead I could never forgive you. God forbid that happens but i pray that she doesn't go through that kind of pain.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:14 am UTC
matt i hate ur innocence and how easily u get manipulated, u let them destroy what we had by letting them judge me. its pathetic how u wanted things to work out between us again just for u to drop me. and for that ill always have hate for u and them. u mean nothing to me now, but maybe in the future ill crumble and reconsider our friendship once again. but you will always b like a sibling to me, all i wanted was to protect and make u happy.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:07 pm UTC
I think the most hurtful thing was you being able to completely leave me. With no hesitation, with such ease. I’m so hurt still. But you’ll let it go.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:26 pm UTC
I wake up every morning with an urge to reach out to you. It’s been like this since the day we parted.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 31, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
I hurt you. But you fucking ruined it for me, I haven’t even been near a new guy since you and I. I thought I had trust issues before, you multiplied it. I know now i’m not that good of a person, I know whatever shit you spewed to me was a lie. You tried to change my life and you fucked it up. I don’t think i’ll ever be able to look anyone else in the eye again. I hope your soul can be saved.. because of YOU I know mine can’t be. Best wishes x
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 29, 2020, 10:27 pm UTC
There is a special place for people like you and its not a nice one. All you do is lie. Im surprised people like you
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 29, 2020, 2:23 pm UTC
I wish I realized how much you were worth, I’m sorry I was too afraid to try.
Hope you’re happy with her.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 28, 2020, 2:57 am UTC
I still think of you. Not in a lovey way, but I hope you’re doing well. I wish we could’ve met at a different point in our lives. I think we would’ve been great friends instead of breaking each others hearts. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 26, 2020, 12:29 pm UTC
I just wanted to thank you. Thanks for changing my opinion on love. I will never settle for less. You always have a huge chunk of my heart. Love always
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:54 pm UTC
You showed me men could be good but then ultimately broke my heart. I'd give anything for just one more cup of tea or bacon sandwich and smile.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 22, 2020, 5:03 am UTC
i know you never think of me, but i think of you often. i hope ur doing well. you deserve it. i will never know why u had such an affect on me but you did. i hope we meet again someday
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:33 am UTC
When was forever over for you? When did I stop being the person you wanted? Was it for lack of convenience or loss of interest?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:30 am UTC
Why did you never want me enough? Why was I the one left broken, after using all my pieces trying to put you back together.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:40 pm UTC
i miss flirting with you and talking about how our days were we used to be so close and such good friends i miss how we would stare into each others eyes and try not to laugh now whenever i see you its like were strangers again come back
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 21, 2020, 2:43 pm UTC
I loved you but I was too scared. It's so stupid. I think about you all the time. I wish it wasn't too late. I wish you loved me. I wish I wasn't so fucking scared, to be hurt, to be rejected I don't know. But its been three years since we've been close since I had my chance and blew it and I think I'm still in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 21, 2020, 12:10 pm UTC
I just think things should have been different. I wish we met at a different time. I hope you find your way back.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 19, 2020, 7:37 am UTC
I asked your favorite color. You said blue because it reminded you to be happy. You’re my blue, even after all this time
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 18, 2020, 9:40 am UTC
Thanks for slowly ghosting me/ leaving me on read, but being the first person to watch my story when I post. I really did like you but I guess you didn't like me enough. I really wanted us to be something. I liked talking to you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: December 16, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
I gave myself to you, everything I had, and when you left you took everything with you. Left me with nothing.
