Unsent messages to H
From: ABC
To: H
You were the first person to make me feel like maybe the idea of falling in love wasn’t so bad after all. It’s a shame you broke my heart before I even got the chance to properly give it to you.
From: ABC
To: H
I love you,you use to be the light of my day i use to tell you my problems and how i was feeling most of the days and now it's just us always arguing and ignoring each other you have not showed me love these past days but i know you love me deep down inside
From: ABC
To: H
one day me and you are coming back together and will talk about everything we have done wrong that we know we can make right only if we try hard enough but just know i still love you :)
From: ABC
To: H
Please just love me again I would do anything to have you back and see you all the time like I used to I miss you so much
From: ABC
To: H
being with you gave me complete happiness. but with that it became darkness. i tried to hold on for dear life for you.
From: ABC
To: H
I love you and no matter what happened you need to know that i will always love you in some type of way. I will always have your back.
From: ABC
To: H
my heart aches when i see you smile, i hope we're happier in another life. i've missed you, i've cried for you. you made me happier than anyone else could yet sadder than anyone else could. you were once my love. will you ever come back? i hope one day we'll connect again and have that same bond as we did a year ago. i love you.
From: ABC
To: H
Hi, I hope you and your gf are doing well now. Its been about a year and a half since I last talked to you. I'm sorry I never added you back and just ghosted you like that. You really didn't deserve that. But I just couldn't after what I had gone through at school. They made fun of me for liking you and I lost my friends because I never told them about you. I knew that they would make fun of me so I didn't tell them about you, I wanted to protect you. But I guess I couldn't.
From: ABC
To: H
Honestly, I missed you at first. a lot. I cried like I had never done before. But I've realized it was your loss all along.
From: ABC
To: H
It was all a misunderstanding, but it literally led to healing of both of us. I don't want anything to do with you anymore
From: ABC
To: H
i wish you loved me again. i wish i was enough, & that you cared instead of acting like there was never an us.
From: ABC
To: H
i wish i could say that i would be happy for you, but i wouldn't be. i can't imagine you with someone else, it makes it hard to breathe
From: ABC
To: H
you wasted my time i honestly thought i was going to fall in love with you but you only wanted 1 thing from me and you knew exactly how to do it you built up my confidence just to tear it down in the end you told me from the beginning what you been threw and i was trying so hard not to hurt you while you were out here hurting me in the long run you taught me a lot of stuff and actually made my confidence a little better i will always love you for the person you use to be not the person you are now i can not lie you showed me stuff but taught me to never trust anybody ever again so for this thank you my trust issues are at a all time high way more than they were so thanks
love your beautiful Ex
P.s- i know you cheated on me no matter how hard you lie about it sir i might be dumb but just not a dumbie but you know i still love you but i will not be stupid for you
From: ABC
To: H
If you got me in this horrible mess can you please get me out of it? I've lost so many precious memories.
From: ABC
To: H
I can never forget the second time we met, when I turned and saw the most beautiful girl walking towards me.
From: ABC
To: H
i´ve noticed you don´t say my name much, like you don´t want to waste it, like it means something special to you. you say it so carefully and so deeply, that i know my name is safe in your lips.
From: ABC
To: H
they say that if you love something, then set it free. and if it is it meant to be, it will come back to you.
but it’s been 402 days and you’re still not here.
From: ABC
To: H
i think the scariest thing is you could do something so fucking horrible to me, and i’d still look at you as if you were the person who put the stars in the sky.
From: ABC
To: H
you took that very important piece of me that i can never have back, please stay with me and take care of it. don’t break your promise and leave
From: ABC
To: H
You still make me smile like an idiot when I think of you. I love you, and I can’t wait to live my life with you.
From: ABC
To: H
you made me think i was in love with you and we would last a long time but the only thing you wanted to use me you built me up because you know how insecure i was then left me when i needed you,i was trying to not hurt you and tried to give you my all then you used me the whole time just to try to get me to give you something that you knew i was not willing to give up so easy. we use to be friends before we became lovers and know we are just strangers
From: ABC
To: H
it kills me to think that it could’ve worked out if you weren’t all up in your teenage fantasy bs. i loved you but you had to wake up.
From: ABC
To: H
I just want to sit with you while you play with my hair and watch a bad tv show because we’re both so indecisive.
From: ABC
To: H
I can’t walk down roads without thinking about us dancing like idiots. I felt like I was in a movie.
From: ABC
To: H
its been a long old while, but the history we have is what allows me to remember the way your face forms into a smile and the way that you laugh
From: ABC
To: H
I love how kind you are. I love you how you always apologise after you think I'm hurt.
I love how you kept my secret. I love how you saw the movie. I love how you have faith in me. I love how you keep up with my annoying self. I love you.
From: ABC
To: H
ever since I've started talking to you I've been so happy. I forget about everything . You tell me I make you happy, you tell me I make you forget about everything else... you express how much you adore me but why . Why do you make me feel this way. You're hers. So why do you make me feel special.. I love talking to you and you love talking to me. you say we are a perfect pair of best friends but I don't want to hear that. Why do you say all those things to me when you should be talking to her but you spend most of your time with me. Please don't make me fall for you when you're taken by someone . please.
From: ABC
To: H
hey hubby. im really happy to have you in my life. you make me really happy. you give me butterflies and i smile every time i get a snap from you. i love you. please don't hurt me.
From: ABC
To: H
i dont know how or why it happened because it's not like me but i can't get over you. i've liked you for months now but have been unable to say a word about it because i know you don't feel the same and i know you hate me for being so terrible to you. truth be told i hate the way i feel about you. i hate how it feels to be so in love with you knowing that there is absolutely no way anything would ever happen or work between us. and because i hate it, i feel angry. not at you but at myself; im frustrated, i don't know why i cant move on and get over you. and because of this, i push you away i find reasons to make you hate me because maybe if you hate me then i can finally move on. maybe then i'll realize that there is nothing salvageable and no point to continue holding on to the delusional hope that i have. but despite all this, i still find myself wishing you talked to me the way you used to. when you would tell me how excited my presence made you feel. but now i know something's changed because that energy isn't there anymore and i dont blame you. i'm no longer your favorite person to talk to even though you will always be mine. i've ruined everything and i'm sorry for the ways i hurt you. i hope one day i can redeem myself and you can see me the same way you did at the beginning because i'd do anything to be that girl for you again.
From: ABC
To: H
hey i don’t know why you let them change me but i can tell you still like me and the only reason you don’t show it is because of them. stay safe
From: ABC
To: H
someone said if you live long enough you see the same eyes in different people, i have yet to find the same chocolate honey in anyone else
From: ABC
To: H
It sucks that you won’t miss me like I’ll miss you, but it’s not your fault. Have fun in UK. No amount of time with you could ever be enough.
From: ABC
To: H
hosny, i still really fucking love you so much. i never stop telling my friends how much i love you and how much i admire you. i love you so much, and i still havent been able to get over you, even though its been over two months. anytime you text me at all, i get butterflies, and anytime i think about the fact that were not together anymore i cry, including right now. hosny, ive never loved someone as much as i love you
From: ABC
To: H
So many promises and you broke everyone one and yet still I forgave you and you go and do that to me TWICE
From: ABC
To: H
I look for you everywhere; in bustling malls, busy streets, and deserted parks. I became completely immersed in your love, to the point I can't let go even after letting go.
From: ABC
To: H
I hate you H, or at least I wish I could... besides placing to much value on love on of my biggest flaw is that I care to much. I care for people to much, even when they don't care for me the same way, I do things for people knowing they wouldn't do the same for me. I sit there and take shit thrown at me because "oh they're acting like this because of x reason so it's ok" and I hate it. like every sleepless night I have I lie there and wonder: why tf am I alone? I just feel cold inside my heart because the flame of love is gone. normally when people break up they cut contact, but I never did that, even if you're gone 95% of the time it still feels like back then when we were together, and it pains me. I wish I could just give up and move on like you did so easily, but I can't, I have so many reminders of the past and it's killing me. I know you probably won't read this, and if you did you probably wouldn't give a shit cuz that's just the way it is, you moved on, and like you said you found better friends who you'd die for, so it doesn't matter. I'm adjusting to being alone just fine, I don't need people in my life who don't care about me, but damn, it doesn't stop me from wanting somebody in my life, but the truth is I have no one. I'm like a drone, I copy the same routine everyday and nothing changes, I'm starting to hate life all because I can't hate you, I wish I could feel something other than lingering love for you because then it'd be so much easier because I could rationalize that I hate you so I could move on, but I fucking can't. and even with all the shit that happened during our relationship I just can't stop, motherfucker why can't I stop. why were you able to move on so fast? why don't you care? why did you say forever if you didn't mean it? did you ever actually love me? why do you hate me for my depression? why are you so vitriolic? why is everyone better than me in your eyes? I guess I'll never know. I just wish I could hate you, I really do...
From: ABC
To: H
I gave u so many chances do not knock on my door when you feel lonely permently out soon I will delete you from my life
From: ABC
To: H
If life was a movie I'd tell you that I love you and you jump out of the airplane and would not move to Germany...
From: ABC
To: H
i love u and i don’t want to and idk why. i always let u use me because i think it will change something every time, but it never does and i keep going back like a fool every time
From: ABC
To: H
i hurted you by loving you but i'm finally moving on, thankyou for everything, i'm here if you need. wish me luck, sorry
From: ABC
To: H
Once again the time isn't the right one. Till we meet each other again. It's time to let you go for now.
From: ABC
To: H
I love you and think we are compatible completely, but we both know it will not ever work again no matter how much it’s going to hurt us both.
From: ABC
To: H
I’m so sorry. I loved you but convinced myself I didn’t. I was at war with myself, and I’ll always regret that I let you get hurt in the crossfire.
From: ABC
To: H
i wish i could’ve been better for you my love. i just wish you knew that nothing you did ever had to do with you. it was all me. i will always love you. thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: H
Sometimes when I dream about you hugging me, it feels so real and warm and comforting and then I wake up and I just have to imagine for the rest of the time how good it felt
From: ABC
To: H
I know we aren't meant to be, and you can't support me the way i need to be but i still wonder why you did the things you did if you never felt for me, and i'll never know what i even meant to you. i miss you and i just want to be with you again. even if its just as friends
From: ABC
To: H
I helped you when you were hurting over another girl, when I would have willingly dropped everything to be with you.
From: ABC
To: H
I miss you. So much. Even just being best friends like we were is better than how it is now. Just to see you smile again. To hug again. You gave me so many signals yet you left before I could tell you that I love you.
From: ABC
To: H
Why do you hurt me like you do. Why do you pretend to like me and then switch up. What about me is so embarrassing that you can’t be friends with me
From: ABC
To: H
I can't tell if you still want me as much as I want you.
So I've decided to let go and let fate decide what happens to us.
Here's to hoping for the best.
