From: ABC
To: matt
I'm still foolishly holding onto the hope that this was just a case of right person wrong time. That I'll call you mine again one day.
From: ABC
To: matt
I miss you.. We didn’t even date but you broke me. And i still can’t get over you... I will always be here for you no matter what.
From: ABC
To: matt
It's been a year now, you have a new girlfriend and I'm happy for you. I hope you know that I will love you till the day I die.
From: ABC
To: matt
it's a freeing thing, really; being finally able to say your name casually and not wish you were still mine.
From: ABC
To: matt
When I met you it was like I had known you forever. There was no awkward stage and I instantly trusted you. We connected the minute we met. I fiercely cared about you in the short time we had. A part of me still wants you back.
From: ABC
To: matt
I hurt you. But you fucking ruined it for me, I haven’t even been near a new guy since you and I. I thought I had trust issues before, you multiplied it. I know now i’m not that good of a person, I know whatever shit you spewed to me was a lie. You tried to change my life and you fucked it up. I don’t think i’ll ever be able to look anyone else in the eye again. I hope your soul can be saved.. because of YOU I know mine can’t be. Best wishes x
From: ABC
To: matt
i think i may have loved you in another life... i can’t shake the feeling that i am supposed to know you
From: ABC
To: matt
i really did love you. but in those last few months you showed me who you really were. please don’t talk to me ever again.
From: ABC
To: matt
i know i don’t mean much to you anymore. how? one day you were in love with me, the next you were looking for someone to replace me. i want to see you happy, but not with someone else other than me.
From: ABC
To: matt
I miss you, but I think if I keep trying to reach out you'll push me further away...and that would break my heart
From: ABC
To: matt
sometimes I read the texts that I wrote when you were here and they hurt in that hole that you left when you left
From: ABC
To: matt
you’re gone and you’re not coming back. i am myself with or without you. i realize it all now. maybe in another lifetime it truly will be you and me in the end like we always said. i’ll always care
From: ABC
To: matt
your hurt me so bad. you made me lose myself. my friends. I gave up so much for you. and you didn’t even care. how could I be so dumb and so selfish to let you take over me but you know what. I wanna say thank you. thank you for helping me realiza that you ain’t crap. thank you for helping me find peace with her. we we’re friends you know before you and now I have that all back so thank you.
From: ABC
To: matt
You were the first person I felt like could actually be "the one." I seriously did not expect it at all; how could I have known that I'd be meeting you right after getting into a relationship? How could I have known that I'd eventually fall for you? Back then, I kept thinking "if I knew all this, I never would have rushed into that relationship." But, oh well! Ya live and learn lol
From: ABC
To: matt
I let you come over today. After months of pain I still wish it was you every day and you don't even know. I think I'll always want it to be you, no matter how much it hurts. I'm still so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
I let you come over today. After months of pain I still wish it was you every day and you don't even know. I think I'll always want it to be you, no matter how much it hurts. I'm still so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
It was only when I let you go that I became worthy of you. Some things are more important than how we feel.
From: ABC
To: matt
It was only when I let you go that I became worthy of you. Some things are more important than how we feel.
From: ABC
To: matt
I know u took advantage of me and I know u never really loved me But I loved you and I miss you and I would do anything to go back to when it all began.
From: ABC
To: matt
I liked you for years. It was pretty obvious and I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable during that time. I never got the confidence to tell you that I liked you. I wish I had so I could spend more time with you. That sounds weird but, you’re funny. I would know, I liked you for 4 years.
From: ABC
To: matt
you were my soulmate, you were "the one". there isn't a day that goes by where I don't wonder..what if?
From: ABC
To: matt
you were my soul mate, you were "the one". there isn't a day that goes by where I don't wonder..what if?
From: ABC
To: matt
i wish you hadn’t used me as a distraction for when you were lonely. i miss the person you were before
From: ABC
To: matt
i loved you so much but you hurt me more than anyone. i wish things were different. i hope you never put the things on her heart that you put on mine. i’m still broken from it.
From: ABC
To: matt
You went from making me feel like the world to worthless in less than a week. It's crazy how you can go from being someone's everything to not even crossing their mind so fast. I can't help but wonder if I did something wrong to make you change your mind so fast. I miss you
From: ABC
To: matt
how can you not think about me? it’s been like 2 months. i guess our relationship only mattered to me.
From: ABC
To: matt
i regret all of the times i went to call you beautiful, but i didn't. i am still falling deeply in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
I wish you were a better man so I could have an excuse to give my friends for getting back with you. Instead I’ll have to miss you.
From: ABC
To: matt
our relationship was a childish one, but you made me start thinking that none of my problems are valid or important. Now i feel like everyone is going to tell me the same things.
From: ABC
To: matt
i can already feel us drifting apart, day by day. i just wish i can go back to the time things weren't like this.
From: ABC
To: matt
i guess i'll keep writing about you here. i'm sorry i lied when you asked if you made me sad before. the truth is i've been sad over you before but i didn't want to tell u hoping it will hold back the fact that you're being more distant with me.
From: ABC
To: matt
I learned that sexual coercion is actually a form of assault. Look it up. You should be familiar with it... you did it to me.
From: ABC
To: matt
It’s been four years since you broke my heart, and one year since I last cried over you. But i still miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: matt
i have a feeling that you treating me like this is your way of soft ghosting me already. it's okay, i'm not mad, just a bit sad. but i'll be fine. i'm sorry if i keep wanting what we used to have when i know in the first place, i'm the reason why it got all messed up. i know you'll never see this but thank you. sorry if i've been so tiring and needy ever since this month started. it's cause i got so used to talking to you for hours on end everyday before but i guess our time is up and it's no longer the same. i guess you got bored but just couldn't admit it. i'm thankful i was still given the time to be a somewhat special friend to you. :) thanks, bud.
From: ABC
To: matt
i miss how we used to be. but i know you're probably happier with someone new and you're just too nice to let me down. i appreciate your kindness - but the more that you hold back that it's no longer the same with us, the more it hurts me. so please, just let me down slowly so i can move on. i'll be okay, i promise.
From: ABC
To: matt
you keep saying nothing changed but your actions says otherwise and it says a lot. i'm trying my best, i'm sorry if i can't do it.
From: ABC
To: matt
I love you. I wish timezones werent a thing, we could have talked more... I hope your doing well. Hows your youtube doing?
From: ABC
To: matt
i dont like you, you made me feel trapped in our relationship and you never trusted me, its super awkward between us but im glad i broke up with you, you were just immature and not good for me :)
From: ABC
To: matt
I am homesick for hands that don’t even know how to hold me. tainted fingerprints that my mind struggles to forget.
i miss you..
From: ABC
To: matt
I am homesick for hands that don't even know how to hold me. Tainted fingerprints that my mind struggles to forget.
From: ABC
To: matt
you were the first person I ever wanted to care about, and I laugh at how naive I was now, but thank you for opening my heart.
From: ABC
To: matt
you the first one that liked me back, and we could’ve been so good if it just matched up... but it didn’t.
From: ABC
To: matt
i can feel myself falling for you and it’s exhilarating, i’m going to love you it’s just a matter of time
From: ABC
To: matt
everything reminds me of you. there has not been a day when i don’t think about you. and i fucking hate it
From: ABC
To: matt
it’s me. ik u will never see this but it’s u and it’s always been u. it hurts knowing ur #1 will always b her; mayb in another time we will meet again.
From: ABC
To: matt
You ruined love for me, i’m glad we don’t talk either. I still have a hotel card, I can’t get rid of it.
From: ABC
To: matt
I don't think i'll ever stop thinking about you. And all of the things I could have done better. You will forever occupy my mind. Every single day. Nobody has and will ever compare to you.You deserve the world. I'm sorry I couldnt give it to you. My eternity will be me regretting what I did to you. I still have the lock you gave to me. You have the key to my heart and I hope you know it. I remember the song too you told me goes along with it. You probably wish now you didn't love like there is no heartbreak. My only wish is that I never broke your heart. To my twin flame and my soul mate I am so sorry.
Love,
J
From: ABC
To: matt
I have never wanted someone like I want you. I have never done for another what I have done for you. I continue to stay with you on your terms because it is the closest I can get to you and it terrifies me to think that one day even that minuscule connection will cease to exist. In another life, we would end up together, for real. But, nonetheless, I cry myself to sleep knowing that in this one, we are not meant to be.
From: ABC
To: matt
i wish i showed i cared more when i had the chance. i cared, care, so much about you. it hurts me so badly that you are with someone who isnt me, but you look so happy and to know youre happy makes me feel at least a little better.
From: ABC
To: matt
15 años de conocernos, eras mi mejor amigo, no sabes cuanto me dolĂa verte con otras personas, cuando me decĂas que tal persona te gustaba, realmente la pasaba mal, Âżpero que podĂa hacer?, Ă©ramos amigos, solo eso, al darme cuenta de lo que realmente sentĂa por ti, decidĂ alejarme, tu no me veĂas como algo más, aunque a veces creĂa que si, pero solo era en mi mente. Hoy, despuĂ©s de un año sin verte puedo decir que te he superado, te amo (como amigo) eso nunca cambiara pero mi dolor se ha ido, jamás supiste lo que realmente sentĂa por ti y asĂ estaba bien, al fin de cuentas te he superado.