Unsent messages to MATT
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 24, 2020, 2:42 pm UTC
how can you not think about me? it’s been like 2 months. i guess our relationship only mattered to me.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 24, 2020, 1:41 pm UTC
You went from making me feel like the world to worthless in less than a week. It's crazy how you can go from being someone's everything to not even crossing their mind so fast. I can't help but wonder if I did something wrong to make you change your mind so fast. I miss you
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 24, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
you were my soul mate, you were "the one". there isn't a day that goes by where I don't wonder..what if?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 24, 2020, 2:36 am UTC
you were my soulmate, you were "the one". there isn't a day that goes by where I don't wonder..what if?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
It was only when I let you go that I became worthy of you. Some things are more important than how we feel.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:44 pm UTC
It was only when I let you go that I became worthy of you. Some things are more important than how we feel.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:43 pm UTC
I let you come over today. After months of pain I still wish it was you every day and you don't even know. I think I'll always want it to be you, no matter how much it hurts. I'm still so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:36 pm UTC
I let you come over today. After months of pain I still wish it was you every day and you don't even know. I think I'll always want it to be you, no matter how much it hurts. I'm still so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 23, 2020, 2:12 pm UTC
your hurt me so bad. you made me lose myself. my friends. I gave up so much for you. and you didn’t even care. how could I be so dumb and so selfish to let you take over me but you know what. I wanna say thank you. thank you for helping me realiza that you ain’t crap. thank you for helping me find peace with her. we we’re friends you know before you and now I have that all back so thank you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 21, 2020, 7:25 pm UTC
it's a freeing thing, really; being finally able to say your name casually and not wish you were still mine.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 21, 2020, 1:55 am UTC
It's been a year now, you have a new girlfriend and I'm happy for you. I hope you know that I will love you till the day I die.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 21, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
I miss you.. We didn’t even date but you broke me. And i still can’t get over you... I will always be here for you no matter what.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 20, 2020, 2:55 pm UTC
The world still stops when I look at you. Only I learned that at some point it has to start spinning again with or without you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 20, 2020, 2:54 pm UTC
The world still stops when I look at you. Only I learned that at some point it has to start spinning again with or without you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 19, 2020, 10:58 pm UTC
You were the best thing to happen to me. I only ever wanted to love you, but you wanted her. I still hope your happy.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 19, 2020, 6:30 am UTC
Please text me back. I think I'm falling in love with you and I'm scared that you're just forgetting about me.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 18, 2020, 7:38 pm UTC
u literally broke me... i felt so good with u and now i feel like shit and i have no energy to live.
thanks for being such a stupid idiot.... :(
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 18, 2020, 2:17 am UTC
I miss you so much that I can feel my soul in pain. I haven’t spoken to you in a year and it still feels like it was just yesterday.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 17, 2020, 2:16 pm UTC
I think about you even when I’m with him. I just wish you were a better man so I could have been with you. It’s too late now.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 13, 2020, 3:15 pm UTC
we had a nice relationship, even though i thin you knew, for my part it was getting bad, sometimes i cried because i felt it wan’t good enough for you, i was boring im sorry. You deserve to be happy, i don’t know if everything you said you felt is true, i don’t know if you just played with me, that happens through my mind and makes me frustrated. You were the most beautiful and sad way in life to tell me that you can’t have everything, even thpugh it already surpasses you, you were that distance relationship taht i will treasure in my heart forever, i hope it goes well at college, From C.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:07 pm UTC
You would always whisper the sweetest things in my ear and wrap your arms around me and tell me you would never let me go and you would always keep me safe. And now that you've left, instead of your warm body pressed against mine, there's nothing but cold empty space. It makes me wish that I told you how much I loved that warmth.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 12, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
You hurt me worse than anyone on this earth. Thanks for being an asshole and for not giving me the benefit of the doubt. You're a fucking bitch ily
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:30 am UTC
I’ll never forget how you fucking ruined my life. I’m glad we will never talk again, i really hope God brings you peace
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 7, 2020, 5:08 am UTC
i didn't know i loved you until it was too late. you're my person, but i'm not yours. you're the one i think of when i lay with him, when i close my eyes, when i wake up in the morning. i can't help it. i need you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 7, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
you're my person. when i lay with him you're the one i think of. i can't help it. i need you while you need her.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:21 am UTC
sorry for being distant by the end but you didnt have to make feel like i was incapable of love...married for 1 year now i hope youre doing ok
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:04 pm UTC
i truly hope she's everything you wanted. and i hope you never break her heart the way you broke mine.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 2, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
i only had so many minutes before you let go. sorry, can’t hear you, the connection is dying. i really wanted to be yours. i really wanted it to work.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:10 pm UTC
You were my first love and I will never regret our relationship. I’m sorry I broke your heart twice. Never forget me.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:32 pm UTC
I fell in love with u and never told u to this day u have no idea how I feel. When I am with u make me feel secure and I don’t know but I hope u felt the same.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
i loved you so much but you hurt me more than anyone. i wish things were different. i hope you never put the things on her heart that you put on mine. i’m still broken from it.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:32 am UTC
i wish you hadn’t used me as a distraction for when you were lonely. i miss the person you were before
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
I know u took advantage of me and I know u never really loved me But I loved you and I miss you and I would do anything to go back to when it all began.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 30, 2020, 4:58 am UTC
When I met you it was like I had known you forever. There was no awkward stage and I instantly trusted you. We connected the minute we met. I fiercely cared about you in the short time we had. A part of me still wants you back.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 29, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
it sucks because i thought i was falling in love, and you just liked the attention. yeah, it hurt, but im over it
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 29, 2020, 2:46 am UTC
I've always wondered if you knew how much I cared about you. You're so wonderfully honest and REAL in the best way. It's been years since we talked but as much as I miss your presence, I can't bring myself to text you. I'm too afraid I'll mess it up. You were a great, funny friend, and I want you to know I'm in love with you. I hope you don't mind. Blue for all the busy summer days
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 27, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
I keep going through everything in my head and I just don’t get how you moved on like that. It killed me to see it. How are you okay and I’m falling apart?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 27, 2020, 7:54 pm UTC
my man you have to decide whether you want to follow my spotify or not, none of this follow/unfollow every other day
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 23, 2020, 7:37 pm UTC
I still wonder sometimes if I would have been happier learning to love him instead of staying with you
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 22, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
You broke me over and over. You’ll never know the effect that’s had on me. You said you loved me but that wasn’t love
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 21, 2020, 2:09 pm UTC
i wish things were different. i wish you savored
more of our moments together. i wish you loved me the way i loved you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 16, 2020, 8:16 am UTC
You’re a dream come true. There was always something in the back of my head that refused to forget about you...
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:52 pm UTC
I miss you. I always have the same dream...that we meet again in 5 years and we have another try once our lives are all sorted. I wake up happy like I’ve actually spoke to you, had some sort of connection. Then I’m instantly sadder, we haven’t actually spoken no connection, not for 7 months now. Will I ever see you again?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
I know everything was my fault but would it have killed you to wait a little longer before going back to her?
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:57 pm UTC
you’re my first real love that’s made me feel safe and wanted. I’m so in love with you. please don’t go.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 12, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
You really think the candy you left for me will make up for you treating me like shit for the last 9 months? Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 11, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
I never thought I would fall so deeply in love with someone in my life. You are perfect in every way and I will love you forever.
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 10, 2020, 3:20 pm UTC
Hi, i’m sorry its been a while, i hope you know i truly do care and i hope you do okay you’ll be better without me
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:29 am UTC
i don’t know why you had to end things. I was doing my best to help you. I still love you so much and I’ll be waiting for you forever
From: ABC
To: matt
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:04 am UTC
You’ve been my crush since 5th grade. I said I hated you but I don’t... now I just watch you from a far dreaming of what could be.
