I cant stop crying because i know that this is the last day ill call you mine. How can i love you so much and know this isnt right for me at the same time?

I wish you knew what you wanted, cause all I knew that I wanted you, and you weren’t sure if you wanted me back.

You really think the candy you left for me will make up for you treating me like shit for the last 9 months? Fuck you.

I wish I was your type but I know that I never will. I hope you’ll find someone and I hope I can be there as a friend.

you’re my first real love that’s made me feel safe and wanted. I’m so in love with you. please don’t go.

maybe i’m dumb or maybe i was in love but i really thought you were the one but now we just stopped talking as if we never even knew eachother i miss you so much and you don’t even seem to care thanks for everything and nothing

I have feelings for you, and I don’t know why. You’re not the type of guy to settle, but I can’t stop thinking about you.

I wish I hadn't spent so much energy on you while you gave me nothing, and I wish I had cried over you less.

i know you don't know about this website and i'm glad you don't because if you knew who i was and immediately recognized my writing i'd feel so indescribable, i know you don't feel the same way i do but i couldn't help it. after being in a toxic relationship and being cheated on constantly over and over again and being told i was crazy even though you were friends with him you told him in front of me that you told me you cared about me and would put me first when i had my daily mental breakdown from all the depression, and that you would always be there for me, i could tell you anything i wanted to because i knew you wouldn't judge me but just see my feelings first and make me smile even when nobody else could something about you made me smile, even thinking about your words it made me feel ways i've never felt before. after being hurt by every guy i told you that i would kill myself and that i wouldn't ever possibly find someone that would love me and even though you were just my friend you were there to call me baby and say i love you and saying you care about me being okay and would not just double check if i were okay but made me promise because he knew i could never lie to his dumbass and if i weren't you'd go out of your way just to stay up till four am just talking to me even when we were both so tired until whatever time either of us felt better at without worrying about missing school because we always picked each other first. im sorry i had to ruin stuff with us because if we were actually a thing i would never let you go and i do hope you find someone that you feel the same way with that will do that with you. i loved our laughs and how we'd always joke around, i loved how you loved me and how i found you an actual decent guy. the little things you did asking me if im okay, telling me to stop crying on my worst days, being able to tell you i miss you, your lisp, the way you said i love you, the jokes, the promises, thats what made me fall in love with you and ill never forget the dark place you pulled me out of. you were my forever and my person. my lover and my best friend. something not a lot of people can find and even if you don't love me back i will always love you and im sorry, im sorry i picked up the wrong message from us and ruined it all. i love you. forever x.

I'll just have to accept that I'll never measure up to her. It just hurts to know you probably treat us the same way. I'm trying to believe you for every time you tell me I'm special, but it's getting harder.

I’ll never forget how you fucking ruined my life. I’m glad we will never talk again, i really hope God brings you peace

Thanks for slowly ghosting me/ leaving me on read, but being the first person to watch my story when I post. I really did like you but I guess you didn't like me enough. I really wanted us to be something. I liked talking to you.

I wish you never blind sighted me and even though you still come up in my dreams, I try not to let it get to me and I wish you didnt hurt me the way you did but I also dont wish anything bad upon you and there are some times I miss you but I know I need to let go BUT DO I ACTUALLY MISS YOU AS A PERSON OR JUST YOUR COMPANY

You hurt me worse than anyone on this earth. Thanks for being an asshole and for not giving me the benefit of the doubt. You're a fucking bitch ily

I know everything was my fault but would it have killed you to wait a little longer before going back to her?

I wish so bad that you’d just come back and everything will be ok. I just know you don’t love me anymore.. it’s been too long x

You would always whisper the sweetest things in my ear and wrap your arms around me and tell me you would never let me go and you would always keep me safe. And now that you've left, instead of your warm body pressed against mine, there's nothing but cold empty space. It makes me wish that I told you how much I loved that warmth.

I miss you. I always have the same dream...that we meet again in 5 years and we have another try once our lives are all sorted. I wake up happy like I’ve actually spoke to you, had some sort of connection. Then I’m instantly sadder, we haven’t actually spoken no connection, not for 7 months now. Will I ever see you again?

You are the light in my life. Maybe not the first that I loved but I most certainly lusted over you. You make my heart happy and after reopening our friendship, I am beyond grateful to be able to hold you close to my heart. Thank you for always accepting the raw, unpolished version of me that not many people get to witness. You deserve as much happiness as you bring into my life and I hope you find a person who always holds your heart close to theirs. You weren't my happy ever after but you come close second. I love you as a friend loves a friend, platonically. All yours , my favourite harry potter marathon partner.

we had a nice relationship, even though i thin you knew, for my part it was getting bad, sometimes i cried because i felt it wan’t good enough for you, i was boring im sorry. You deserve to be happy, i don’t know if everything you said you felt is true, i don’t know if you just played with me, that happens through my mind and makes me frustrated. You were the most beautiful and sad way in life to tell me that you can’t have everything, even thpugh it already surpasses you, you were that distance relationship taht i will treasure in my heart forever, i hope it goes well at college, From C.

I asked your favorite color. You said blue because it reminded you to be happy. You’re my blue, even after all this time

Lol hi I really like you. Well liked ig. The day u said that u didn’t like me back killed me. I had all of these plans for us and ik you did too. We even talked about what we were going to do once you got your car. Did I do something wrong? I don’t think I did. I just wanna know what you’re thinking. Ugh. I’m never the girl that the boys want. Bye lol

Lol hi I really like you. Well liked ig. The day u said that u didn’t like me back killed me. I had all of these plans for us and ik you did too. We even talked about what we were going to do once you got your car. Did I do something wrong? I don’t think I did. I just wanna know what you’re thinking. Ugh. I’m never the girl that the boys want. Bye lol

I wish it was summer so we could go to our place to smoke at night & talk. It’s been months & I am still heartbroken

you told me you were always going to be my person no matter what because of my anxiety, and you lied. you never answered my calls so I blocked you

I pray everyday you’ll forgive me for breaking your heart. I know you don’t but I hope you find someone who makes you happy. Love always

i know you will never see this but i think i finally do love you the way you wanted me to. i think i finally understand how u feel about me and i feel it right back. i promise.

The saddest part about us is that besides we both know that we like each other, we also know that we will never met

my man you have to decide whether you want to follow my spotify or not, none of this follow/unfollow every other day

I keep going through everything in my head and I just don’t get how you moved on like that. It killed me to see it. How are you okay and I’m falling apart?

I still think of you. Not in a lovey way, but I hope you’re doing well. I wish we could’ve met at a different point in our lives. I think we would’ve been great friends instead of breaking each others hearts. I miss you.

i fucking hate that i love you so much. i never told you. but youre so toxic and i feel so good now. i just hate that i even like you in the first place. but i would take it all back in a heartbeat. i would just go through all of it i dont care. u put me through shit but i cant hate you for it. i cant even see anyone else the way i see u bc of it. hopefully we start over sometime .

I hate that I think about you all the time,I know you don't care about me but you pretend that you do. I wish things could be better but I cant help but think you're only using me

I found someone new, he doesn’t judge me and convict me like you did. It’s different when someone understands, I still wish you the best. x

I think about you even when I’m with him. I just wish you were a better man so I could have been with you. It’s too late now.

to the next girl that that gets to love you i hope she realizes what a blessing it is to love you bc i would do anything to get it back.

Tbh ur the reason why I've been so happy my heart burns every time I think about you I think I like u.

I miss you so much that I can feel my soul in pain. I haven’t spoken to you in a year and it still feels like it was just yesterday.

I've always wondered if you knew how much I cared about you. You're so wonderfully honest and REAL in the best way. It's been years since we talked but as much as I miss your presence, I can't bring myself to text you. I'm too afraid I'll mess it up. You were a great, funny friend, and I want you to know I'm in love with you. I hope you don't mind. Blue for all the busy summer days

You’ve been my crush since 5th grade. I said I hated you but I don’t... now I just watch you from a far dreaming of what could be.

u literally broke me... i felt so good with u and now i feel like shit and i have no energy to live.
thanks for being such a stupid idiot.... :(

I wish you didn't pick her... you were the first person I've wanted to be with since my ex broke my heart, I opened my heart to you and finally let myself feel something after spending time being afraid to get heartbroken..and now we don't even speak anymore and you picked her over me...I wish I could go back and stay with you that day she showed up to confess her feelings, I wish things were different, and now I'm back at square one.. afraid to open my heart to someone and let them in and be loved because you took that away from me, the fear of being heartbroken was gone while I was with you, and now that you are with her, its back once again. I hope she makes you happier than I could have.

i’m sorry that i keep messing things up, but when i do i feel like i’m in control of things - like my feelings. i know that it might not make sense, but it does to me.

I wish I realized how much you were worth, I’m sorry I was too afraid to try.
Hope you’re happy with her.

Please text me back. I think I'm falling in love with you and I'm scared that you're just forgetting about me.

There is a special place for people like you and its not a nice one. All you do is lie. Im surprised people like you

You were the best thing to happen to me. I only ever wanted to love you, but you wanted her. I still hope your happy.

The world still stops when I look at you. Only I learned that at some point it has to start spinning again with or without you.

The world still stops when I look at you. Only I learned that at some point it has to start spinning again with or without you.

it sucks because i thought i was falling in love, and you just liked the attention. yeah, it hurt, but im over it