its been almost 2 years, you still don’t know that I cheated. i don’t miss you but I hope you’re doing well

hi shawn. i literally thought i was asexual before i realized how much i loved you. we are best friends and our friendship has always been really strong. of course i have made several mistakes, but our bond is strong. so strong. i know you don’t feel the same about me. i just know it. but i really wish you knew how much i care for you. i haven’t found anyone else that i feel the same about. it’s you. it will forever be you. i’ve loved you for years, and each day before i start the next i think about you. words can’t express how much i love you. you’re my best friend and honestly... someone who i will always have feelings for no matter what at this point. i love you.

Why didn’t you apologize sooner? I wish I can just move on but I can’t help thinking about how we could have lasted.

We both know the relationship wasn’t perfect, but why didn’t you act on it? Did you really care? Why did I have to reach out again even after we fought over communication? Was I being too much?

you asked me what to do next time so your future relationships can be better than ours. here it is: don't fucking guilt trip people into talking to you again. don't use your parent's "divorce" as a way to get your future girl friends back.

I wonder how you are all the time. I don't miss you, but I hope you're better. I hope you've gotten better.

You broke me, I told you everything and you used my words against me. I thought we were more than that...

ilysm and i’m so glad you’ve stuck with me all these years i really don’t know what i’d do without you

its been almost a full year my love and i miss you in every second of the day that passes. come back.

i'm sorry. you would've been a great person to be with but i didn't recognize it. i love you forever.

why are you still with me if you don’t love me??? why can’t i leave even though i know i’ll never be good enough for you?

you probably don’t know about this website. and hey to the strangers that do. i miss you. i always will. the way you complimented me got rid of my insecurities. i went back to you every year. that made me think we really were soulmates. i never believed in soulmates... until i met you. again you won’t see this. but if you ever gave me another chance i wouldn’t ruin it. i made a big mistake, and you probably won’t ever talk to me again huh. you did change over the years, but once i started talking to you again i knew you still were the old shawn. maybe you have an idea of who this is:)? i hope you do. i hope you would text me and everything would be normal again. i’ll always be here. you’ll always have a place in my heart

it's been a year since we split up. i've pushed a lot of people away because they weren't you. i can't keep doing this just so i can find my way back to you. i have to let go of you for good. so, this is my goodbye. i wish you the best in life. i hope you get everything you've ever wanted.

i've moved on. i have a boyfriend. he makes me happier. but i can't get you out of my mind. all i wonder about now is if you're with her or with someone else. i know i shouldn't care but deep down we both know that you and i had a "twin flame" or a soulmate connection. it was just the right person , wrong time type of situation. its been a year since we broke up. ik you probably could care less about me. i cant blame you. but i hope youre doing okay. i hope your 3 dogs are doing okay. please don't hurt yourself anymore. i love you even though you may not love me back. - "watermelon"

I'm sorry I lead you on so much. I love you more than anything but i'm still not over you know who. i'm so sorry

It’s funny how you hope one of these is about you when deep down you know no one will ever feel that way about you

I thought it was just a little silly school girl crush in 2nd grade....until I realized 7 years later that maybe it was more. I should’ve acted on it when I had the chance

its been almost 2 years, you still don't know that I cheated. i don't miss you but I hope you're doing well

i don’t know if i can really describe my feelings but i think i’ve always loved you. sorry i was to late

Sometimes I wonder which of us was the bad guy? Although, maybe it really wasn’t as simple as that. We both made a lot of mistakes, and I doubt anything can be remedied. Nevertheless, I hope you are doing well, and I hope you don’t feel guilty. I’m okay.

you are a manipulator, a womanizer and a asshole. I am and always will be worth more than your words. I’m getting my life together one step at a time.

Your the missing piece of my puzzle yk the one that gets lost making it but then u find it and your happy you have a complete puzzle until it breaks

After everything that happened, I still love you and I still believe you’re my soulmate. I’m always going to be waiting for the text that you want to try again. I miss you.

why did you delete your account :/ i really missed being best friends and i know i ruined it but i was hoping you would feel the same. now we wont ever be able to speak again because u deleted the only way on communication we had :/

I can't believe what you did with my mother behind my back. It was despicable. I thought you loved me but then I found out that you two were seeing each other. I hate that I found out all because I had to come home early from cheerleading. Your best friend Lucas kinda hinted at it but I didn't quite understand. I always that you were at my house because you wanted to spend time with me. but what it more? I just hope you're happy that you're going to give me a brother and I hope you know that Lucas and I are very happy together. Fuck you.

I just wanna thank you for everything you have done for me. You have shown me what true love is. Yes, we may still be together, and yes I may have had other boyfriends before you, but I never felt the way I feel towards you. You have shown me what true happiness feels like, what actually loving someone and myself feels like. We may still be together, but I don't know when our time will run out. I don't think it will anytime soon but nothing really lasts forever. Promises are just words and it worries me that one day you're just gonna leave. You're gonna see that I'm not worth it and that you can do better.

shawn i really miss you. i’m sorry i ended our friendship, i thought you didn’t care anymore. Once you deleted i realized how much i really care about you. please come back /:

i watched as we drifted apart, slowly turning into strangers once again. but even then, i think about how beautiful it was that our two souls had the chance to exist in harmony--even if it meant just for a second. i miss you

I wish you hadn't made me believe that I was going to be your person only to be discarded. I wish I had hugged you a little bit longer and tighter that day on your couch. I wish I hadn't been so blind around you. I wish I could take all of my tears back. But I hope you heal as I'm trying to heal too.

i liked you since the day we met. the way you say my name, the late night conversations, and the star gazing every other night from miles away. i dont think you know how thankful i am to know you and to have met you that night months ago. i dont know whats going to happen in the future, all i know is that i want you to still be in my life.

im sorry shawn.can't watch you lovin' someone else anymore. i hope you find me someday.

I wish it was you instead of him

I hope you’re out there finding peace and loving yourself. Take care

It hurts to know you don’t see me as a boy. All I want is for you to see me as one.

What a wicked thing to do.

I got you something from my travel abroad. I can’t wait to give it to you. I really miss you bro.

u will be my first love even though we didn’t have the chance to be together.

I wish we could have met ten years sooner.

u pushed me away so much I finally let you. I hope my absence brings you the peace my love couldn’t.

It’s been this long and you still have that way of making me want to drop my life to be in yours

do you like me or not like i can’t ever tell with you just ttm

I don’t think my heart ever left you. It’s killing me.

i miss you so much. i rly wish we could go back in time

why did you lie? I wished you liked me enough to stay.

im in love with you already and we've known eachother for less than a day

I still love you

I want you in so many more ways then you want me

I can't believe how much i miss how you loved me. You did it right. And that will always stay.

I think I'll always miss you♡

Don’t forget me. Don’t act like all we had was nothing. I’ll see u after summer.