Unsent messages to K
From: ABC
To: k
you aren't my first love but you seemed to be the only person I trusted enough to tell you about me wanting to unlive myself. I think I need to let you go though.
From: ABC
To: k
im terrified ill never love someone like i love you. i want to marry you but i doubt you feel the same.
From: ABC
To: k
it made me so happy when you said you could sleep peacefully with me. but what if you find someone else to do that with too..
From: ABC
To: k
you hurt me and made me think that no one will ever love me. you made me think I will be alone forever
From: ABC
To: k
im trusting you to not do what all of the others did. if you do i dont know if i can cope. please dont break me k.
From: ABC
To: k
i found someone who makes me feel like the only person in the room. i wish you could feel this happiness with me. good luck in life.
From: ABC
To: k
you confuse me and i like it. but we could be so much happier if you just told me what i should feel.
From: ABC
To: k
Are you okay? I’m sorry I wasn’t the one to let my arms be the security that you needed.
Why did you do that?
From: ABC
To: k
Why haven’t you told me she’s having a baby?
In our month.
Going to use one of our names too? My middle name? That gets taken a lot too.
From: ABC
To: k
my toxic trait is that is that i’d let you hurt me over and over again if that means i can have you a bit longer
From: ABC
To: k
i miss when the first day we hung out. you made me walk in the rain.. i always think about how beautiful you looked in that moment.
From: ABC
To: k
Maybe for you shouting everything you hated about me fixed all your problems, but that only worsen mines
From: ABC
To: k
You know what hurt the most? That I actually thought we were soulmates. Maybe in another life, but I no longer love u in this one.
From: ABC
To: k
I thought it was love, but it hurt so much that you didn't even know my name, and the "soulmates" I created, were just fake.
From: ABC
To: k
Se que te conozco hace poco, pero conecte contigo rápidamente, espero que no salgas con nadie, porque realmente quiero conocerte.
From: ABC
To: k
there’s so many things i wish i said to you. i wish i told you how you smell like cigarette smoke on a warm night. deathly but intriguing. i miss you, but i’m over you.
From: ABC
To: k
I don’t think we knew that we weren’t in love though we thought we were. And I’m sorry. I’m glad you’re happy now.
From: ABC
To: k
Thanks for coming into my life and teaching me the hard lessons I needed to learn. You leaving the way you did forced me to learn to love myself before loving others. I learned how to become more independent and comfortable with myself. I'm so happy I'm no longer with you but thankful for the lessons I learned while trying to love u.
From: ABC
To: k
i know i say i love you a lot and you say it back, but im always so overwhelmed by the feeling, it makes me cry. you'll never know how much i really love you and how much i mean it every time i say it and how i fall in love each time you say it back
From: ABC
To: k
we clicked so fast and so unexpectedly, now i really pray we end up spending our lives together forever
From: ABC
To: k
well actually you were not my first love(i haven’t got one tho and i don’t think you were so idk)but it’s almost been three years and i just can’t manage to let you off of my mind, so ridiculous. i just wanna say that i miss you, every day. turns out i always do. please, be honest from now on and never hide something just to make yourself looks fine or even lie to your own feeling just to protect others’. that’s all i request.
From: ABC
To: k
every time i think that i can recover from what you did to me i fall into another pit of reliving that night over and over and over again. i can't tell you how many years it's been because that entire month has been blocked from my mind apart from that night. i wish i had never been on that couch. i wish that i could get justice for what you did but it's been far too long for that now and i'm too far away. not that anyone ever believes me when i talk about it anyway. i can't even visit my mom without the fear of running into you and even the thought of your car makes me want to cry. you ruined me and i wish that i could forget you.
From: ABC
To: k
sorry i'm not good enough but im trying my best to make you happy, i know i'm not perfect or funny and i know i might not see u all the time but hopefully i can see you soon , thank you for not giving up on me sisko i love you :)
From: ABC
To: k
remember that night we spent watching shooting stars for hours? i used every wish hoping you’d finally notice me.
From: ABC
To: k
I have a crush on you and i know you like me back but i’m sorry i can’t do this to my best friend. You hurt her sm
From: ABC
To: k
You told me if I ended it again you didn't know if you could start over again..
I'm glad you couldn't.
From: ABC
To: k
i hope we can be happy again together with people supporting us instead of having to keep it a secret. why can't people be okay with us making each other happy
From: ABC
To: k
you're on my mind and in my heart again. I wonder if I'd be strong enough to walk away if you came back. N
From: ABC
To: k
you made me feel something after a long time of no emotions, but then you left and I went back to being numb.
From: ABC
To: k
i needed to know the difference of being inlove with you and having love for you because you were my first love
From: ABC
To: k
you say you'll stop for me and the scary thing is, i don't believe you. and i have every right not to.
From: ABC
To: k
I hope you stay forever , ur growing on me and no matter what I can't stop myself from being effected by u and liking u . I hope it's not a game for some fuck boy satisfaction and if it is , well played it work . Tho I have my doubts they shortly go and whether that's good or not well soon find out . Things are going well and growing better daily , and I'm very very happy atm, so for that I thank u n hope it doesn't go to shits lol X
From: ABC
To: k
Being with you the other night reminded me of how much fun we had in such a short time. I still wish you would have chose me instead. But I’ll be your friend
From: ABC
To: k
Your were not my luv, but I just wanted to tell you that I dedicate "I should've kissed you" by 1d to you and I hope you're happy with her.
From: ABC
To: k
it’s getting bad again. you was always here to help me. knew the right thing to say but now you’re gone. how do i cope
From: ABC
To: k
Hii its me I am just telling you that I miss you so much but I am glad I moved bc I probably could not stand seeing you with her but I know I was just a rock in the way because you truly love her but I really wish you would have let me go slowly, that day when you gave me that look I still can not forget about it and I am so sorry for bothering you but it still hurts ad I still think abut you even after whatever happened between us was in sixth grade and now were in high school I still know your name and how you looked like back then. I miss you and maybe who knows, we might meet once again I am planning on moving back to Seattle once all of this is over with all my love A
From: ABC
To: k
You keep telling me you’re torn...
You don’t sound so torn while you’re fucking her in the next room.
From: ABC
To: k
you broke a broken person and left after i tried to get better for you, now its hard to believe u ever actually loved me
From: ABC
To: k
you made me feel good about myself and my body when no one else could and for that i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: k
please don't let me down like everyone else has please say this is real i cant get hurt like that again.
From: ABC
To: k
its official. i found you. you're the one, all the hurt others have put me through its led me to you. im grateful to call you mine, you mean the absolute world to me. i hope that we last for a lifetime. i love you and nothing nor nobody will stop that. you are the one. you've truly saved my life, without you i wouldn't be here rn. ive never been this happy. you have showed me what real love is, ill see you soon. i love you, thank you for everything
From: ABC
To: k
I hope that you'll get over her and see that she's not worth it and theres someone much better who actually loves you
From: ABC
To: k
i hate that every time i see u it has an expiration date. i really just want to be with u all the time
From: ABC
To: k
i miss u all the time. when i pass your street or hear a song that reminds me of you. it literally hurts
From: ABC
To: k
i thought i loved myself more than anything, and then i met you. but you still loved yourself more than anything, even me
From: ABC
To: k
This is the color of your walls we started painting together, & the comforter you gave me. I really thought you were the one. I loved you with everything I had. At least I thought. Now I don’t think I ever loved you at all.
From: ABC
To: k
A month after we broke up you told me you never stopped loving me. The next day you want space and tell me that it'll never be the same. And the day after - you love me again and im the only one for you. I cry almost every night, i'm hurt and exhausted, but i don't wanna lose you nor push you away from me. I love you so bad.
From: ABC
To: k
i wish we didn’t change. i still have love for you, but wishing for the old you isn’t doing me any good. i need to let go.
From: ABC
To: k
Why do you keep coming back into my life? It’s been six years and you still make me feel like I did the day I met you.
From: ABC
To: k
today you told me that there's no school on my birthday, but i don't think im gonna make it that far.
