You broke me in so many ways and still you refuse to see it. I’ve grown now and don’t think about you that often. I hope you can be a better person to the next girl.

You may not want me, you hadn’t back then but I am completely convinced that one day I’ll be the only thing in your head. Just watch. The universe will bring us together.

I will never admit it, but I will always love you. Our relationship was toxic, and my love for you consumed me because you didn't feel the same. I'm so tired, Sometimes I wish I could just go back to the day we met, when you loved me so much it felt like a dream. I feel like shit because I hate that a part of me still loves you after all the pain you put me through, the loneliness I felt and the sht you did.

thank you for saving me. you have been a bitch sometimes but I love you still and you are always going to be someone I think about calling.

‘’Memories, good days, bad days
They'll be with me always
In these old familiar rooms
Children would play
Now there's only emptiness
Nothing to say’’

‘’Memories, good days, bad days
They'll be with me always
In these old familiar rooms
Children would play
Now there's only emptiness
Nothing to say’’

Si algún día llegará a leer esto, que creo imposible, quiero que sepa que es la persona más linda que he conocido y tan interesante como ninguna :)
Tkm

Sper sa nu uiți de mine când intri la Arhitectura. M-a durut când m-ai intrebat ce facem când găsești pe cineva nou, fiindcă eu as fi fost dispusa sa fiu cu tine și atunci.
-left back pocket

thank you for showing me new experiences and new people.
i still love you even though you picked her.
i see you in my dreams every night.

I've never had a first love, but still, you hurt me that much as if it was you. You'll never know cause I never told you but I'm sorry, it's been six months and it's still hurting.. I had to stay away from you and you never really knew.

I am thankful for everything. I don’t regret anything. I wouldn’t be who I am today without you. Even tho I promised my self that you were gonna come back which you did.. and I’m happy.. but u came back for the reason you needed and not mine.. although I’m pretty upset about it and every time u text me it’s like u came back to make yourself feel better about yourself and when you do u leave. But I’m fine with it. As long as you wouldn’t feel like you have no one. I’m slowly loosing that feeling where you get butterflies when that special someone texts you. Maybe because I expected so much when you can back and found out that you did it for urself . But it’s ok. I’m here for you..

you know you don't have to lie me right. i'd much rather you tell me the truth that sugarcoat and hide it. i always knew damn well there was something off about you. i've already tried so many times and i'm just now realizing how blind i've been.

i really liked you. i'm sorry if i seemed obsessed. i miss you. i know i was 11. i almost hope you read this. xo, brooke

part of my memory is slowly forgetting what you sound and look like, i wish things ended differently.

six months later, i cry to the thought of ur name, what we used to be and the memories of the day u left rush back like it had only happened yesterday. first loves are always the hardest i guess. i miss you but some things are better being missed.

Sometimes you just stand there and I get mad at myself for how much I love you when you're just existing.

You were the best, I hope we can meet in the future because I miss you so much everyday. I love you still.

It hurts to know I will never be more than a friend to you. It hurts to know you will never love me back. It hurts seeing you talking to other girls . It hurts seeing you without me.

I loved you but I know you never loved me. You're a terrible person, but I'm thankful for the lesson you taught me.

thank u for being my first love, my first everything. we didnt work out at the end, because you stopped putting in the effort but its okay. i hope you're better now, i was in a mess when we broke up but now i'm better, im happy, i found my happiness. i wouldnt have found them if it hadnt been for you, so in a way thank you for ghosting me and breaking my heart.

Your love felt like sunshine. Waking up knowing I had you was like waking up to the sun shining through my window. I never would have thought that eventually I would grow tired of basking in the sun.

bem, eu sinto sua falta, nunca soube se o seu nome era John, João ou Lucas, mas saiba que até hoje lembro seu gosto, isso dói.

u have no idea how special u r and how much better my day gets every time u smile. i get butterflies every time i see you, every time we kiss and every time u look at me.

You said you would never leave and you knew I was in a bad place but you still chose to leave but I guess it just shows that no one ever really sticks around.You were the first person I opened up to and now I’m back to not being able to open up to people.And I hate the fact that I want you back in my life but no matter what you don’t want to be in my life and that’s fine but I wish you could have told me where I went wrong instead of leaving me to think about everything that I might have done.

you were my first for everything,you were the person i really loved and who i could trust and i would do anything to be with you again

I love you. And I’m sorry if the things I did hurt you, but the truth is I wasn’t sure I was ready for love. I wasn’t planning on falling in love with you. I got scared. And to be honest...I’m not sure I believed in love until I thought I lost you forever. I never wanna lose you again.
- Your forever, always, and...

I wish I would’ve known that was the last time we’d be happy together. I still want a future with you but i think you hate me now. Maybe in another life.

I've liked you since 7th grade. I like to think you like me back....but I know it would never work out. We're two different people. I'm afraid I could never give you what you need or desire. I'm sorry.

i'm sorry we never clicked the way you wanted us to. i love you, but there is parts of you that i hate. i mostly reflect on you with embarrassment and disappointment, but i know you loved me and meant well for me. i think i cope by pretending i hate you and associating you with this evil image that doesn't exist. while i don't think we were meant to be, you did a lot for me. you really cared for me. you really hurt me, but i hurt you in the same ways. you just never found out about it like i did. i'm sorry for never telling you. for making you the scapegoat of our relationship problems. i don't miss you, but sometimes i miss who i was with you. i went through hardships with you and blamed them entirely on you and that was unfair. it wasn't your fault. i was mentally ill. i'm getting help for that now, by the way. realizing my black-out anger and depressive episodes weren't caused by my environment, but rather my brain. i constantly overreacted to your faults and i'm so sorry for that. i unintentionally gaslighted you constantly and made you out to be the bad guy when it was mostly the way my mind worked. the break up was too hard on you and too easy for me and i'm so sorry about that. i think my irrational anger and hatred for you manifests in the guilt i carry and within secrets i kept from you. i don't want to get back together ever again and risk hurting you once more. i regret our relationship because it hurt both of us for so long and was almost entirely my fault. you weren't the bad guy and i'm sorry for convincing you, my friends, and myself, that you were. and most of all i wish i could tell you all of this. i wish we could've had a normal, healthy break up and hashed it out. i shouldn't have just texted you and then ignored you while you were in need and hurting. i'm sorry for not being the first intimate love of yours that i should've been. i was ridden with insecurity, jealousy, and undiagnosed mental illness. you deserved better. you deserved her. and this time, i'm not just saying that to be petty or hurtful. i hope you guys end up together. she was beautiful and kind and everything you wanted. and i was sickly jealous because i knew she was a better match for you. i'm sorry for tearing you away from her and manipulating you into believing i was what you wanted. i hope you found her and won her back. you deserve it.

you decided u didn't want anything and there nothing i can do about it even though i did. i wish it didn't end like this

I’m sorry. I’m sorry for giving you only part of me when you deserved everything & more. Hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do. Your heart is so pure. Thank you for your patience and kindness. I shared some of my most vulnerable moments with you and I wouldn’t take it back for the world. I hope you find a girl who can beat u at chess because Lord knows I never could. With Love...

Did you mean to hurt me? The worst part is that I always come back to you. I can’t live with us not being ok. But then it happens all over again, and I wonder why I ever forgave you. It’s a never-ending cycle. What did I do wrong? Why wasn’t I good enough for you?

Did you mean to hurt me? The worst part is that I always come back to you. I can’t live with us not being ok. But then it happens all over again, and I wonder why I ever forgave you. It’s a never-ending cycle. What did I do wrong? Why wasn’t I good enough for you?

right so any john seeing this, this does not apply to you. my john will never see this message, as he is not real. JOHN I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH. everything's going to be okay, alright ? come get mango boba w me sometime

i don’t miss the person who you are but i miss the things we used to do and having someone to talk to shits lonely without you even tho u suck lol and it’s been like what two years now and i still think about what we were

youre absolutely pathetic to post things under my name. couldnt be a big boy and tell me. you know how to reach me. you did it for months. i used your weak memory against you? i made you think i had changed? excuse me? i have changed and the fact of the matter is, is that you used me and i realized that i deserve better. i deserve someone who will actually want me. you used me. you only wanted me when it was convenient for you. i had to fix myself and the whole time i was trying to figure out if i was even okay with being friends you kept pushing and pushing and pushing for more. flat out i dont think youre ready for a relationship. you kept fucking around w my feelings and im the bad guy because you didnt want me. you told me ab the girls you talked to. the girls you went out with. the girls you had sex with. the girls you sexted. when did i ever do that with you? just leave me the fuck alone. stop throwing dirt on my name when youre the reason i stopped caring.

i would still drop things to be with you, i just wish you’d make up your damn mind and get over yourself

I can't believe I ever let you go. Seeing you with someone else hurts in a way I never could have imagined.

I've never had feelings as strong as I did for you. I wanted to say I love you so badly, but I couldn't.

If only I could take away your pain… If there was a way to transfer it from your soul onto mine. I would take it. Without hesitation I would take it all. Maybe that’s how you know you love someone.

You said I was your guardian angel and would always be, till the end of your existence in this world. But if you don't let me, how am I supposed to be.

We were best friends and you were dating my friend so I didn’t want to say anything. Even when you guys broke up and admitted you liked me I acted as if I didn’t.

I’m sorry that after years of you telling me you didn’t love me back, that I eventually fell out of love with you and decided to love myself instead.

im back and i want to see u and hug u like crazy, but you have a gf and it's wrong, it's okay
I still love you

this is the color of the couch we met on, fell in love on, were happy on. now i have to sit there without you,knowing you’ll never be there next to me again. i miss you

I can’t stop thinking about you. I know you said you just wanted to be friends, but ever since we made out I’ve wanted more. I’m scared to ask because I made the first move and I don’t want to come off as clingy because we agreed to stay friends. but I’m over being friends

If I never meet you we would have never made memories and that’s all I have now is our memories. So I’m happy we made them while we did. I miss you, hopefully we’re meant to be someday. I love you.

You were the first boy I dated that didn't physically hurt me.
But you were also the first to tell me it was my fault that the others did.

Yes, it’s me. We were young and weird and you were insane. I think it’s funny now but why do you have to be so mean? I still care for you. You’re just a prick

you broke my heart. you said you’d love me forever and planned on marrying me. i thought we’d last forever and you just left, and for what?