You made me feel like I belong again. I hope you realize how much you made me happier. You are perfect and I’m sorry if I don’t show you how much I love you

I'm sorry if you find all of your clothes at the goodwill by my house...my mom accidentally gave them away...I tried to tell you but you never answered my text.

I’m sorry for loving you the way I did , i never wanted my love to feel unhealthy or toxic but ik In the end that’s what it came out to be . it felt like forever with you, you truly were a main part of my happiness and I knew with you I was safe . You’ve created me into the person I am today. God knew I needed you in my life because without you I’d be lost . It hurts me to see you get into the habits you’ve gotten yourself into . Everyday I pray for your safely and you have no fucking idea how much it would hurt me to hear that you didn’t make it home . Please know no matter what i truly do care for you always remember that . You’re heart is so pure please be safe.

thank you for leaving my pregnant mother for some other whore but thanks to you it helped me develop my sense of humor.

i don’t understand why you don’t care. it hurts so bad. you did everything you said you’d never do. sorry i wasn’t good enough.

thank you for hurting me bc i realized i don’t need a man to pick me back up and get me back on my feet. all i needed was myself in the long run. thank you for teaching me what loving myself really is.

John I love you so much and I wanna live life with you and just being with you feels so unreal I love it sm. I feel like im in a dream, when I kiss you I feel like the world just stops and all of the sudden its just me and you. im scared to lose you but im learning to trust again and you pinky promised that you wouldn't hurt me. yes, I may be scared but ik we'll get through whatever it is together. I have faith in you in i. I think well make it. you r eyes make my heart melt and your laugh makes me laugh and you r hand in mine gives me butterflies. I love you john

ur notif on my phone was the only one i cared abt. i ignored all opportunity, waiting for what we could’ve been.

i love you from a distance now. i hope one day you will see the world the way i do, maybe we can talk about it then

i think deep down we both knew we wouldn’t work - still , no matter the pain you put me through - i’d do it all over again .

i love you so much you have no idea and i don’t want to see you leave me i want you to stay forever as long as you can pls idk what id do without you pls

I miss u... I want u back . I now we didnt have a relationship but can we try? I've changed and I like u since I first saw ,it's been 5 months . I guess see you in August .

i pray to gods i dont believe in for you, and beg devils i cant see to leave you alone. please think of me once more.

Why did you have to change. We had so much fun together, I miss wearing each others hoodies, the trashy nicknames for each other, going to knotts.... I miss the old you before everything happened. Even if you didn't return my feelings I still loved you.

You were not my first love. But I feel in love with the idea you had planned out for me. I fell in love with the suburban town you raised me in. When you took all of that away from me, i wanted to die. I still do, but it wasn’t until now i realized that i didn’t wanna die. i wanted a chance to live again. i hope you know you did not win. i always find a way. i always do.

I wish you knew how much it hurt when you chose her over me, when I was the one who would’ve done anything for you always.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I fucked up, but now I realize it was you I wanted. I didn’t even want to kiss them. I just hate feeling alone and you find the need to never respond. Ik that’s an excuse, but that’s all I have left.

I’ll never sleep as soundly. I’ll never laugh as hard. I’ll never love as much. Without you it’s all shit.

i hate u so much. i was nothing but nice to u, all i ever wanted was to be there for u. u caused so much trauma. to the point where i cant get into relationships. fuck u . i deserved so much better

Te amo, eres la segunda persona a la que amo... espero que en el futuro te lo pueda decir sin miedo a perderte, mi vida es más brillante a tu lado, me siento fuerte e inteligente ... deja de verme como tú amiga y arriésgate a todo conmigo

You knew you still loved her, but you made me believe you could love me. Thank you for six months of heartbreak, it’s finally time to love myself more than you ever could.

god i wish i could find the words to tell you how much i love you. you’re everything to me, i never want to lose you

idk how to tell you but i just don’t feel that way anymore like i do sometimes but then i don’t but there is someone else i feel that way about

I was hurting so bad and I wish I had just let you in.. you deserved to know. You deserved better.

you will always be my pizza guy

I loved you like I never loved another and what we had in March was special. I’ll always miss you. I’m sorry I wasn’t sure.

im your sister not your nanny not your slave. im so tired of being forced to belittle myself for your sake all my life

is first love even the right word? i think that i just desperately wanted to make you see me as a person. were we friends? do i hold any space in your heart or your mind? you were the first person that made me realize that i am only meant to be an afterthought. i am a last ditch effort when all else fails. you were the first person to put me last. i guess that i was always no one to you yet here i am sending an unsent message to you as my first love...

i miss you everyday. pls come back i need you more than everything. i wish we were meant to be because you're my person but i'm not yours. ily forever

You were my first, first love. I sometimes wonder how we would have seen each other grow up had I never moved away. Maybe we would have stayed in touch. Thanks for my happiest memories.

I loved you so much and I think you loved me 2. I always wanted to tell you how bad you messed me up and how much you actually hurt me, you broke me into a million pieces... I hated being your second choice. Why did you pick her? Was I not enough? Was I not pretty enough? I know we had a connection, we weren’t just 2 people who liked each other we had more then that. We had a beautiful relationship both and friends and more I hope one day I can say this to you in real life but until then. I still love you but you don’t love me anymore. It still hurts..

Kissing you made me get butterflies. But now that you’ve changed I feel like I will never feel the same way again.

I still miss you, or maybe the idea of you.. I miss feeling home, and how safe you once made me feel. I loved you more than anything; and though I’m not as in love with you as I once was if it was you or someone else I would choose you. I miss you, my love.

It’s you.from the moment we first touched on the dance floor at school,I knew we had a connection we couldn’t leave each other alone.I’m so hurt we never got to try but I really see us in the future we deserve a chance .I miss you and I wish our lives weren’t so different from when we first met.I love you John I can’t wait till it’s our time.

I am mad, but not because of the way you treat me but for the way you always needed it to be my fault after. Now you get to be happy and I am here in pain all the time because of you.

i dont think i have ever felt as strong about someone as i do you. please dont go far for college. and dont ever forget about me. i love you.

I just want to know what i did wrong. I wanted you to like me.... Thats what a dad is supposed to do?

Im sorry I wasn't enough for you. I miss holding your hand even when it'd sweat. I want to reach out but i don't want to get hurt again.

i still love you, and i haven’t stopped thinking about you since the day i met you. i wish you didn’t hate me.

i only realised how much you loved me when we broke up. i'm sorry i didn't know how to appreciate you back then.

the feelings that i have for you have been stagnent since the first day that i met you. something drew me to you and never let me go. often times i have wondered what it was. i still do not know what is it?

Even after I broke up with you, you continued to gaslight me and I bet you're doing the same to her. Funny how you were worried about me cheating, and now you're dating the girl you first met at college. So predictable, at least I had some respect for you. Mark still wants to fuck me, and I told him no because I had enough respect for you back then, but now who knows? I also see you followed Sophie again after you thought I stopped looking at your socials. You really are the fucking worst. I hate you and I hope you choke on your ego. I bet you're only dating Kara because she doesn't know any of the girls from Mass that you follow and thirst over you fucking whore

I wish I could erase you and the abundance of sad poems in my notes;you hurt me so bad I wish you were sorry.

I don't think I like that much anymore, but maybe it's just quarantine speaking. You are a good buddy though. Hope we stay friends :)

I know you were scared, but you let that ruin us. I wanted you. I wanted us so badly. I was the girl you should have jumped for, I would have caught you. ??

I really like you and I know you do too, but we're still young. I can't wait to get older and be with you. I want to grow old with you. If you aren't my soulmate then I don't know anymore. xoxo

what hurt the most was that i didn't care that i was inviable till you showed me how amazing it felt to be seen

what i dont understand is that you could look at me and tell me you love me but tell me in the same sentence you didn't and couldn't be with me. because you did it often. leave it to you to block me on everything but POST ON THIS WEBSITE UNDER MY NAME. leave it to you to HARASS ME until i came back. leave it to you to tell me about how you had sex with other girls, how you sexted other girls, and EXPECT ME TO WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU. oh god forbid i went out on a date, you never even acted like i was your girlfriend. you would use me for attention and for help with your internship. you never stuck around and you would run away when things got hard. you made me feel like no one was going to ever pick me or want to be with me because it seemed like no matter what i did, no matter how long i stayed on the phone with you, no matter what i said, you never were going to want to be with me. this is why i said in august for you to leave me alone. i didn't want you to do this shit to me again. and you always do. I'm done arguing and I'm done with you posting shit online about me. leave me alone once and for all. I'm over it.

i liked you for some reason, like really liked you. maybe it was love, idk. but what i do know is that you broke me

I’ve always liked you but I know you have never felt the same. I hope your life is full of joy and happiness. You deserve the world and I hope you know how much of a kind hearted and respectable guy you are. I know things haven’t been great and I hope your life becomes better. You’ll find the one. I’m sorry it couldn’t be me.

words cant describe my feelings for you... those feelings are now gone due to youre shitty life and personal choices you descided to make.