Unsent messages to JOHN
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 17, 2020, 3:17 pm UTC
I can't believe how fool I was to believe everything you said to me. And I can't forget and forgive you even now that's been three years.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 15, 2020, 1:42 pm UTC
Hi i really like you, but there are so many things stopping us, so many unsent msgs because I am scared to open up na and i just really would love to have a hug from you. Go home na:(
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 14, 2020, 5:38 pm UTC
Nightmares? Sweet dreams? Or perhaps both?
I don’t know...
It seems
I just can’t stop dreaming of you.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 12, 2020, 4:35 pm UTC
I’ve always liked you but I know you have never felt the same. I hope your life is full of joy and happiness. You deserve the world and I hope you know how much of a kind hearted and respectable guy you are. I know things haven’t been great and I hope your life becomes better. You’ll find the one. I’m sorry it couldn’t be me.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 12, 2020, 4:49 am UTC
i liked you for some reason, like really liked you. maybe it was love, idk. but what i do know is that you broke me
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 11, 2020, 11:03 am UTC
I wish I could erase you and the abundance of sad poems in my notes;you hurt me so bad I wish you were sorry.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:18 pm UTC
I still miss you, or maybe the idea of you.. I miss feeling home, and how safe you once made me feel. I loved you more than anything; and though I’m not as in love with you as I once was if it was you or someone else I would choose you. I miss you, my love.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 8, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
I’ll never sleep as soundly. I’ll never laugh as hard. I’ll never love as much. Without you it’s all shit.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 8, 2020, 8:20 am UTC
I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I fucked up, but now I realize it was you I wanted. I didn’t even want to kiss them. I just hate feeling alone and you find the need to never respond. Ik that’s an excuse, but that’s all I have left.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:17 pm UTC
Why did you have to change. We had so much fun together, I miss wearing each others hoodies, the trashy nicknames for each other, going to knotts.... I miss the old you before everything happened. Even if you didn't return my feelings I still loved you.
From: ABC
To: John
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
i love you from a distance now. i hope one day you will see the world the way i do, maybe we can talk about it then
