i should have wrote this a long time ago but i didn’t. ever since i was 13 and in 7th grade i knew it was you. everyone knew i was pretty much “in love with you”. of course i was 13 and didn’t know anything about love. quite a bit of time has passed and we’re talking again. but what even are we? do you like me? do you just text me because you know you’ll get the attention you want? i moved on from you slowly over the summer before 8th grade but you were still a linger in my head constantly. i found someone to distract me from the thought of you while i was in 8th grade. i realized they weren’t you. i’m not even sure what is it about you jaxson but i’m crazy for you. in every way possible. maybe moving on would be better but right now it doesn’t seem like that. you asked me to hang out a few days ago. i just want to know how you really feel. you’ll always be a thought back in my head when i do something that reminds me of you. please i just want to know, what are we?

i will forever miss you. the late night facetimes, seeing you, and you showing up and seeing me. i wanted it to work, i was just in a bad spot in my life but you never gave me a chance to open up and explain why. i wish it never ended. i miss you. i told you i wouldn’t break my promises and you thought i was lying when i promised i didn’t do the thing that split us apart and you still didn’t believe me.

oh jaxson i wish i could explain to you how much you ruined me. i loved you in all the ways you couldnt love me, and i let you off the hook for it everytime and i wish i could just go back and just ignore you that first day you talked to me in the sixth grade. maybe i would be happier if i had never met you. we do the same thing so often it hurts, one of us will text the other and we go from there. i mean i dont love you anymore but you still changed my way of seeing things, i almost feel like i should thank you but i know that i could never thank you for any of the shit you did, caused, and said. i have moved on, im with someone else now. but i just needed to tell you all the shit you did to me. you left me crying in bed for days before coming back and saying that your sorry and that youve changed and you still love me. and i took you back, every single damn time. because i loved you and i thought if i loved you enough, maybe it woukd make up for the lack of love you showed me, and maybe, just maybe, i could change you into a better person. well it never worked cause look where we are now, im changed into a better person because of you and you are still the same, telling the girls youve changed and you still play them in the end. i hope that one day you find a woman you love and youre gonna take care of her and never let her go and someday you are going to ask her to marry you and shes going to say yes. and i hope you realize in that moment all the mistakes that you have made, and that you vow never to hurt that girl like you hurt me, and so many other girls. jaxson i hope you grow up and live a happy, full, life. because no matter how much you hurt me, i will always care about you in the smallest bit. good bye jaxson.

i thought u were good for me for the first few months, but in the end u did nothing but hurt me more than anyone ever has. i hope u get what’s coming to u.

If moving back is what you need then you should do it. I know you hate change but you've got this, you'll be okay.

u will always be in the back of my mind.

you deserve to be happy. i forgive you

I'm sorry you were just too much

i wish i didnt do that, sorry my love

i wish we could go back to the way it was i don’t even know if you love me anymore

You made this place less boring. I don’t think you get it. that means everything.

I'm sorry for liking you because it ruined our friendship maybe we'll talk again one day...

how do i forget you. i miss you so much it hurts

happy late birthday stinky I still think of you

Your always going to be Jaxson with an x to me thank you for everything, I love you

come back and dig up holes to find worms with me. Imy

u are everything to me and more. I love u so, so, so much. I miss u despite not knowing u irl yet.

i’ll always love u

i love you so much baby. i am so lucky to have you my love.

Im sorry but I don't think I ever loved you

i wish you still loved me.

i still love you regardless of what you put me thru.

i like you so much but idk if u feel the same

I like you. ik i haven’t known you that long but i really like you

I was Never able to get my point across to you u sent those pics for why..?

hey!!! I lvoe you!! u are amazing and I don’t know what I’d do without u. u mean the world to me

I’m so sorry for being so distant and not wanting to see u I jus liked u so much I had to leave

In another life maybe we knew how to be together. I love you.

sunset orange :) imy i hope all is well

ive always loved you honestly

I’m afraid of romance because love gets in the way of love

i love you so much but i don’t know how to be with you after everything. i wish you lived closer

i let you treat me like this because i love you and can’t lose you.

i have liked you for a while

I want this to work more than anything but I don’t know how you feel I honestly love you so much

i miss you so much. i wish you wouldn’t have given up on us

i really hated the way things ended between us. maybe its for the better so we can learn to let go.

though you didn’t save my life, you made it worth living. I love you. I want to grow up with you

I love you

I hope you're in my life forever. You're my best friend and I love you.

Ur hair used to be this color. I miss you. I hope we see eachother again one day.

ill wait for you

theres actually a chance our lives might cross paths again. praying for it to happen soon. imysm

hi jax i miss you. but i know us being together won’t work. i still think about you like crazy.

i know you never wanna speak to me again, but i can’t help but still hope for us.

i miss you lots

2 years have passed and i still think about you. my biggest regret was letting you go. pls come back

Text me.

I miss you. A lot and seeing you with other girls breaks my heart even more then it already is

I don't know if I can live without you. Call me when you love me and not her. I love you Jax.