All your favorite songs were my favorite songs. Now I can't listen to anything without thinking of you.

you said it yourself, after everything you have done there was no way i should've forgiven you but here we are

whenever i see you, you are a 14 year old boy with a smile and i’m a 13 year old girl who got butterflies over every accidental touch.

I’ve decided to officially let you go. I waited long enough for you to try and be in my life and you’ve made it obvious you don’t mind living without me. Goodbye my past love

i will never be convinced that we weren’t soulmates and i wonder if it would change anything if u knew how much i love u

i will never be convinced that we weren’t soulmates and i wonder if it would change anything if u knew how much i love u

i wish you wouldn’t have let me hold on for so long. you should’ve let me go when you stopped loving me

i wish you wouldn’t have let me hold on for so long. you should’ve let me go when you stopped loving me

we never really talked but when we would it would make my day and i would never forget about it. even now i still think about what mightve happened if i just talked to you without overthinking it 1000 times in my head to the point where i just wouldnt say it. We had something it was just wrong timing. i dont know if i love you but u made me feel butterflies when i hadnt felt anything in a while. We didnt text and we only talked in class and maybe factimed 3 times bc of group facetimes. But we were nothing without somebody there around us so yeah, wrong timing. but if i could go back to last year and relive it all i wouldnt change anything but i would cherish the moments. I dont know if i loved you but i sure as hell liked you.

missed my chance. idk if we could've been something but u made me feel something and its been a while since thats happened

I told you how I felt... you felt the same. But somehow we didnt end up together. The conversation ended right then and there. I wanted to text you but I thought you wouldnt care. Now weve lost touch and im so mad at myself. Its my fualt. It always is...

you made me the happiest girl ever. please cherish the love I gave you... even though you still hate me. I love and miss you deeply

i’m so sorry i ghosted you... a few times. u didn’t deserve that, i was just never ready for a relationship

I have never felt uglier in my own skin until you broke up with me after calling me too fat. I haven't eaten since. Fuck you.

I miss you. I hate that I hurt you and wish I did better. I couldn't imagine what a lonely life I'd live without you. I still love you and always have.

Goodnight my love. Sleep well. I hope you have an amazing Monday tomorrow and discover how to enjoy each day
I love you just as much or more as the first time I told you.

I still listen to the songs we listened to from when we were together. They give me this bittersweet feeling. It reminds me of everything we went through together, then I remember you're not here anymore.

I was always terrified you would start to see me the same way I saw myself. You promised you thought I was beautiful. Well, now you see me the way I see myself.

Sometimes I think the universe already decided we will be together, even if we haven’t made it there yet

i thought we matched. maybe that's why we burnt out. now i've come to realise that your flame can roar & mine merely flickers.

I’m sorry. I don’t know what to do anymore because I love you and I can’t even tell you. I ruined everything before it got good.

you're so fucking difficult to talk to. you used to be infatuated now i have to play stupid petty games i should block you but i cant bring myself to lose the only person who shows interest in me these days

you didn’t hurt me as much as you think you did. i know it sucks hearing that but you’ll never find someone like me again

I wish we hadn’t fizzled. I wish u meant it when u said u loved me. I wish you had wanted me more bc I still love you and would die for u. I rlly thought u were my twin flame I thought we would get married and have kids

I really miss you. even tho you might hate me, I want you back. you were so nice and loving, I miss the old you. please.

If i would’ve known you liked her as much as i did to you i wouldn’t have waisted my education away talking and calling you for hours.

i really just want to meet your parents i want to meet your whole family. i want to be apart of it. i want you.

I doubt you’ll see this. I’m dying without you. It’s been over a year since I’ve heard your heavenly voice. I forgive you. I want to start fresh. We needed to grow, I needed to. I’m ready. Please come back. Call me.

I love you always. Chips and salsa.

You were my best friend. You made me laugh, made me cry (the good way), and made me feel like I was the only girl that ever existed. Yet I ruined it. Don't lie and say I didnt. I was dealing with my own family problems and ruined us. I became so toxic. I lost myself, and hurt you. You risked everything for me, twice. Twice. I loved you, i'll admit, but.. I dont know. I dont want to say right person wrong time because I dont believe in that shit. When I broke your heart like it was nothing, I didnt feel remorse at the time. What the fuck. I dont know. I was so out of it, but you saved me so many times. I'm sorry for all the times I made you cry, im sorry im so so so sorry, im sorry. Im so sorry Jake. Im sorry for everything i've put you through and you still stayed. I still havent even said sorry to your face yet, how fucking pathetic of me, im so sorry. Im glad we dont talk anymore, so I can never hurt you again. Im glad you are safe from me. I realize, that I learned this too late, when I didnt have you anymore, and Im glad I did. I deserve everything I feel about this. I also cared about what people thought of us, my best friend, literally didnt like you being with me, and made me second guess myself, but if I ever loved you i wouldnt have cared. im sorry. Im so sorry. Im greatful for the memories you gave me. The lesson you taught me. You saved me, and I am so greatful. Its 1am right now. I shouldnt be up, Im sorry. Its fine if you never forgive me. I wouldnt forgive myself tbh. Im sorry

I still cry and have nightmares from what you did to me. I can’t forget. I hate you so much and yet I can’t do anything.

you dont know how much i wanted you and then I let my walls down and you then broke me. you used me for pics then told me you had no intentions with me after me sending you pics. and I cant believe I let someone like you do that to me. i hate myself not just because of you because you cried over me because I rejected you in the first place and then I let you into my life just to destroy it. but I hope you find someone you truly love because you deserve it way more than me.

this is super weird but i keep seeing you in my dreams not in a creepy way or anything you’re just there

You two look good together. I mean it. I’m happy you are happy. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart I hope we never cross paths again, but that yours be exactly everything you want. I love you alwaysssss

When I realised you weren’t who I imagined you to be... it was such a weight off & I knew I could finally let go.

i know this isnt gonna work, but you changed my life. you made me wanna be alive again. i love you so much. but I know you dont.

You have a part of me that you don't even know you have. I hate that you do. I hate myself for it and I really wish I could hate you too. But I don't and I really fucking hate that.

I just know I would go right back.

i thought my first love was someone else until i met you. i thought i was just messing around, until i realized i had no way to describe the way i felt for you.

i hate you. you were a terrible person and an even shittier bf. what u did was wrong and u can’t even apologize.

hi jake I like/ liked you so much we had the same birthday your so good at hockey and I loved coming to your games I just wished that we both knew that we liked each other and didn't take it as a joke because I really really really like you and I want you to be my bf i just don't know how to tell you or the next time ill see you.

I think of you when I listen to the Beatles, you've ruined them for me. I miss you

And I think, after almost three years they’re gone…my feelings for you.

I went to red river tonight. I wish we could re do it

I’m so happy my love!! I’m so so happy. I wish you could see it because you’d be so proud

i keep looking for someone else but i’ve realized i’m just trying to find you but a different font.

I hope it’s you in the end

i miss you. i’m sorry for leaving you like that. you were like a brother to me.

i love you. i wish i could be better for you. i wish we could get ourselves together and work out.

if you ever change your mind i’ll be waiting for you.

I will never understand how someone can get so attached so easily..feels like a forbidden crush.

More than anything, I want you to be happy. I know you’d want the same for me. Take care.