Unsent messages to RED
From: ABC
To: red
I hate feeling pathetic. You know I hate exposing myself in any way and thinking that you might be laughing at me like you did makes me feel sad. One of your followers (i block him/her) sent me an SS of you where you expressed yourself about me as if my feelings had never mattered to you with that "long ass essay". A part of me understood everything. That's why I'm not gonna do anything bc I'm confused about it. Even if I'm doing it indirectly, btw. you know, no hard feelings because I said some hurtful things to you too, in that essay.
From: ABC
To: red
Don't be so hard on yourself, life is hard and we can't control that, be who you are. Because you shine brighter than a million stars.
From: ABC
To: red
I miss being yours. I truly do, but your mixed signals aren’t helping me at all. It hurts me more than makes me happy.
From: ABC
To: red
You took advantage of me, emotionally I mean. You knew how vulnerable I was and how deeply and badly I longed to love and be loved by someone, that you made it your mission to somehow become that someone for me. We fought a lot and you somehow always convinced me that everything was my fault but then you'd swoop in with reassurance and make me feel good again. You were toxic, but I was too in some ways. You still stick around in my dreams, and that's how I think it'll stay for a while.
From: ABC
To: red
this site didn't let me search for red as a name, so i'm hoping i'm safe from you ever finding this lol. anyways, i think i still love you, probably more than i should. um... right. so. without reading too much into that, i wasn't kidding when i said would still do just about anything for you. even if i kinda suck at comforting you, and knowing what to buy you for christmas. i know that these aren't even close to being my worst qualities, but i wish you knew that i would try my hardest for you, if we had the possibility of a future together. i would do my best for us even though it doesn't always show, and though i don't really try that hard for even myself. you mean so much to me, and despite wishing that you felt the same, i'm ok with the fact that you don't. though it's a few years later, i still miss what we had.
From: ABC
To: red
i was gonna write a message to u earlier telling u to reach out, but you texted me today. i also searched my name here and saw something for the name only you call me, if that was you (which i think it was) i forgive u but don’t worry ab me, u stay safe kid
From: ABC
To: red
Again! I saw your message. I’m the girl in the red dress. I’ve been looking for you too.
From: ABC
To: red
I'm grateful to have you in my life, and you are doing amazing I'm so proud of you!
From: ABC
To: red
For this love to never fade, my soul shall forever be etched in time.
From: ABC
To: red
Sometimes I wish you’d really just run away to me and leave him behind for good.
From: ABC
To: red
I wish you would call me and tell me how much you miss me... I miss you so muchhh
From: ABC
To: red
I cant stop thinking about you. Youre the only person Ive felt this way towards.
From: ABC
To: red
i cant forgive you i miss who we used to be i wish you cared more i never imagined a life without us
From: ABC
To: red
Its you. It has always been you for me...tell me you feel the same way too.
From: ABC
To: red
im still living in the fantasy where it's me and you... but ik that in reality it's her and you </3
From: ABC
To: red
I love you, I love you more than anything. You’re my best friend, and I miss you.
From: ABC
To: red
i realise now im better off without you than i ever was with you
From: ABC
To: red
I tried so hard but it was never enough. I was just an accessory to you.
From: ABC
To: red
I have feelings for you and have for awhile. I know you know. I’m scared of commitment. I want you.
From: ABC
To: red
I miss you red, I think about you every day. Right person, wrong time, isn't that what they say?
From: ABC
To: red
do you still care for me? do you still love me? why you make me feel so unwanted :(
From: ABC
To: red
remember when we used to stay up all night doin stupid shıt? Now, you’re just another stranger.
From: ABC
To: red
i fought hard against my feelings, just so i wouldn't lose u. but now i'm about to burst.
From: ABC
To: red
I love you. Please don't leave me here. I can't follow you if you go. I'm too scared. Please live.
From: ABC
To: red
youve been in my head for weeks now, but do u ever think of me?
From: ABC
To: red
I miss you so badly dude. I don’t know why, we aren’t friends- you proved that..
From: ABC
To: red
I miss you, thinking of you. text me? Idk if you wanna talk ; (
From: ABC
To: red
i miss you so much. i’m sorry. i’m trying so hard but it all leads back to you
From: ABC
To: red
Even after decades and centuries, I’ll still love you to the moon and back.
From: ABC
To: red
I’m sorry for the way I left it couldn’t have been different no matter what I still think about you
From: ABC
To: red
I remember when we met in that game and from then on, we used to stay up all night playing together
From: ABC
To: red
you said I deserve someone better, so why can't you make yourself better? :')
From: ABC
To: red
i feel very lonely, i missed you so much. im here if you want to talk.
