Sometimes I miss you, but luckily you take every chance to remind me how much of an asshole you are. The universe did me good in separating us. I’ve never seen you choose peace but I’d pick it every time.

i never want to leave your house. but i remember that one day we’ll have one of our own. luv you always

i’m home and i miss you and i know you won’t be back but that still doesn’t stop me from wishing it was different

Fuck you. Fuck you for coming home and messing with my feelings for your own pleasure. I deserve better.

I was really exited and flattered when you asked for my number but you suck at texting (I hat waiting 5 hours for a reply)

Um.. hi I guess we just weren't meant to be. But I'm assuming you knew that the whole time. I really wish we could have lasted longer and we both know I am still caught up on you even though you have moved on and got a girlfriend. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you and I'm sorry that people made fun of you for going after someone two years younger than you. But I feel like I should have known that you didn't really feel the same about me when you wouldn't defend me or at least try and stay with me. But it's ok, now you are happy with her while I am still trying to find my happiness but I will hopefully find it soon. Bye for now Jake.

I'm sorry for holding you to such high standards, ones you might not ever understand. I loved you and I will continue to love you from afar. I know you think I left but I'm only a phone call away always.

I should have known and i’m so sorry. but it’s too late for apologies and it still hurts to see the pain in your eyes as you force yourself to laugh at my jokes.

I love you more than anything in this world. I still would do anything for you. If you asked me back I’d run right back to you

i never actually thought we would come as far as we did. i thought we were just going to be one of those 8th grade relationships. until that one day. until that one day when something clicked. it will be 2 years in january. i really dont understand where we went wrong. i think it was the fact that you werent as willing to fix us as i was. and thats something that comes with maturing. i do really believe were meant for each other. maybe just not right now. i really do love you. everyday youre on my mind. im always reminded of you. im happy to have you with me in some way. i love you forever.

I can’t bring myself to accept things are over. I still fantasize of bringing you home to my family. I beat myself up everyday trying to find where things went wrong. I just want you back.

we let ourselves believe that there are happy endings for people like us, that hope is what tore us apart

i hate that no matter what you say to me i will always get excited when you talk to me even thought you dokt even want to hangout with me as a friend. even though what you did to me was wrong and i can’t believe i forgave you, and now you only talk to me when you want something from you. i have to act like i don’t care and i’m ok with it but i want you out of my life even though i can’t have you back and i will always be your last choice, it’s not like we ever dated but we built that relationship over the course months and i want to remove myself from what we’re doing right now but i’m so addicted to it and it’s hard to say no.

U were my first real crush. It was fun liking you. You never hurt me at all and all though u rejected me cause at the time you liked someone else, you were super nice lmao and i like that about you. You with chloe now I think, how yall doing? Ur an okay person and honestly i respect you

you were my first love and first heartbreak. i hope one day you find someone who loved you as much i did almost. i’m moving on but i will always love and care about you.

I gave you my flower and I can't get it back, and it hurt to know you didn't take it out of love, but purely LUST. I had you locked into the back of my mind, but still, you found a way to crawl back and pollute my thoughts. i just want you back!!!

I can feel you drifting and honestly I hope you come back. I've never felt like that ab someone so just please come back.

I know you hate me, but five years down the line I hope we reconnect. Hopefully you still don’t hate me then

I was never a priority to you, only an option. I hope you never treat someone else how you treated me.

fuck you. thank you for wasting a year on me just to leave me. i hope you get as hurt as i was and you’re a dick but i love you

love is a...confusing term to say the least. the meaning of it has been twisted way too many times for it to even mean anything anymore. Yet when someone puts the words "first" and "love" together, my mind always jumps to you. Every song that is slightly nostalgic forces me down a path of instant regret as I attempt to steer my mind away from the thought of you. Certain smells take me back to two years ago, and much simpler times. Its really hard to let go, and it has only gotten worse as the years have passed. as ive grown older and matured ive realized that its not our relationship i miss, it was our friendship. who do i tell my secerets to now? who do i talk to when no one else is willing to listen? who do i call at 2am sobbing because my parents are fighting again. i miss you everyday. i miss the thought of you. i miss knowing that no matter what happened, however bad i fucked up, you would always be there with me. sleepless nights that are the result of me staring into the details of my ceiling, analyzing every aspect of my life, questioning all of it. ive questioned the term "love" for as long as i can remember, and i never grasped the concept of it. i do now, and its the worst realization of my life.

I think about you a lot, and I wish I had it in me to tell you how much I admire you. Hope to get to know you better someday

i chose red because it's the colour of your car. even though i know your favourite colour is lilac. i like the way your eyes crinkle and you bend over when you laugh hard. i like your green eyes and your big smile. i like how laid back you are and how you don't get annoyed easily. i like how you're everything i'm not in a good way the best way but also somehow that we're so similar. i like that i've picked up some of your mannerisms. it makes me feel closer to you. you make me happy when i'm with you. i love you jake :)

there is a certain beauty that comes from setting the world on fire and watching from the center of the flames.

i don't know what love is. how could i even like you if we barely even talked? i kept thinking i saw signs too. but now it's over, i'll never see you again.

you’re literally one of the prettiest people I’ve ever seen like you make me feel butterflies that no one else has made me felt ?

I love you and I miss you and I miss what we had, no matter how weird and crazy it was. I think about you all the time. You’re one of my best friends I wish we could just go back to that. I’m so sorry for everything

I miss u and i love u and i’m so sorry for everything. i’ve tried to fix things i don’t know what else to do. but i think about you all the time and i miss you.
love,
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Why did you tell me all that stuff if you were just gonna leave me. you made me feel like I'm not good enough for anyone

I didn't realize what I had until I lost you. You were my motivation, my everything. I truly didn't believe I was gonna fall in love until I talked to you. But you told me you loved me Jake, then you were gone. I allowed myself to fall for you because you were anything and everything I wanted. You made me believe that there was more than darkness in the future. And then you left, and you did it so easily. You helped me at my lowest until I was okay, and then you moved on and I dropped back down.

i’m pretty sure i’m in love with you? i don’t know. but you make me feel something no one else is able to do.

i linger on all the things you said to me, i miss you sometimes but it’s easier without you. i’m glad she makes you happy

It’s 3 am and you are on my mind. The thing is I stay up trying to figure out where we all went wrong. And I guess it’s simply because I can’t change the past, no matter how badly I wanted you in my future. Thank you for teaching me a life lesson. Forgive, Forget, Move on.

i love you and i don't want you to ever doubt that.
i wish you weren't so insecure. you are so funny and attractive and caring. i also wish you would open up to me. i know you are hurting and i want to help.

and im glad u woke up. ill never forget how relieved i was to hear that you were okay. or the pain i felt when i thought about what couldve happened. i love you jake and i want to be with you forever. you makeme so happy. i dont need anyone else. i want you forver and always lol

maybe one of these days i’ll heal properly and i can send you a message directly instead of putting it on here. but god jake sometimes i miss you so much it hurts

you said you couldn't smile properly before you met me, and i didn't think i could feel this way about anyone before i met you.

I still think of you, not because you were my first love, but because you were my first real heartbreak.

I will let you go and move on with my life, but you will always be welcomed back if you ever decide to come back to me.

i know it wasnt my fault you left..but i still wonder if i could have done anything different? I love you still, even if i mean nothing to you

You made me feel all of the best emotions at once and on top of the world and then ripped it all away.

I want to hate him so much. I hate that I'm attracted to him. I hate how much I romanticize. I like the IDEA of him. I've not even scratched the surface of his personality. And yet I still find myself craving his validation.

I'm sorry. for everything. I miss you so much. Sometimes late at night I lay in bed and think about you. I don't even miss you romantically. I just miss our friendship. You always knew how to make me laugh. I know how you struggle and I wish I could still be there to support you. Maybe in the next life.

i just wanted to make you happy and you went for my best friend. who you knew would make you sad. why did you chose that?

yea we kissed and you were sweet and then you ghosted me after saying I dont like you and that we could be friends. you were just a little weird. im sorry. youre also so awkward.

im finally in the process of forgetting you. after months of manipulation ive decided to make a change for myself and live my life for me. i thought what we had was love but you just used me for your own needs. i wish you all the success and happiness in the world.

i have a huge crush on you. you only see me as a friend, and we’ve never even met in person, but a text from you is everlasting.

i have a huge crush on you. you only see me as a friend, and we’ve never even met in person, but a text from you is everlasting.

you weren’t my first love but you were my bestfriend and i wish i could hate u but i don’t but ur a sick cunt for ever touching me so this is a fuck you from me

You knew how I felt but you didn't love me enough to stay. Not only did I loose my best friend, but my first love too.

i hate that our story ended but you weren’t good for me. i miss you but i need to let go of my claim on you, for good.