Unsent messages to DYLAN

I love you. I didn’t even realised I did, until she came into your life, and you forgot about me. I don’t know how to talk to you. I miss us.

talking you is so unbearably painful. like a sinking feeling in my chest. i want to run away from you as fast as i can yet i care so much about you. i know that to you i’m just another girl in your friendship cycle. i’m not special to you or significant. if i randomly stopped talking to you, not a lot of impact would occur. why couldn’t i of been her. it really was foolish of me to think i had a chance at some point.

Im so scared to do this tomorrow without you. I love you. I want to talk but I dont know if ud even want to.

Hope breaking me was worth it. Cause I loved you more than life itself man. I wanted forever with you.

did you really care about my feelings? or did you just like the sex?
thanks for convincing me to lose my virginity in a field.

I helped you put on the necklace he gave you. I was in love with you but it was then where I realized it was too late.

You made me the happiest girl in the world. Then you left me. You left me alone, wondering where I went wrong and why I wasn’t good enough. Crying myself to sleep every night wishing you would’ve kept those promises. You were my person. We had everything planned out.

I think I am gay. I don't know how I am going to tell you. You are my best friend and I don't want to lose you. I'm so sorry

Hi, you are one confusing boy, and i say boy because your immature. But theres something about you, and i have no idea what that is. I hate that you have control over me, and i hate that i have no control over myself. Whether we become one is not guaranteed but if we do end up there, i hope we treat each other well.

How could you just leave me like that? No goodbye, nothing. I just want a hug from you even though u hurt me in ways I couldnt imagine

you’ll always have a special place in my heart even tho you couldn’t care less about me. i’ll always love you.

I still love you and i wish you never left. i dont care if youre afraid of hurting me i want to be with you

In my mind I know you’re not good for me, but my heart still calls you home. It feels like I’m dying inside.

I was in love with you for three years and you didn’t even notice. Even though ur 1000 miles away I am still in love with you and always will be.

i just want to sit in the rain with you again, on the swings singing ''shake it'' by metro station at the top of our lungs.

i dont want 2020 to end because its the year i got to know u. shows how much i care, i wish u did too.

i miss you a lot. you were here for me when i needed you and its all i could wish for at the moment. i miss you.

where do i even start? you made me feel so happy, you brought back butterflies i havent felt in a while. i've never met someone more perfect for me than you, and it hurts when i think of you and what we could've been. maybe in another life, i love u.

Mysterious, all you'll ever be to me. I believe we were soulmates in another life, but not this one, we'd take over the world :)

I know you didn't mean it when you told me you'd love me forever. I'm okay, if you ever ask me again.

I still love you. and it's ok if your straight. a kiss means nothing as you said. our connection and friendship is gone, I'm just glad you stayed.

I am so tired of fighting for you and forgiving you when you could'nt care care less. Why do you always have to lie

Your purpose in my life may have only been to teach me about God but I wish your purpose was to stay forever with me

i let my insecurities take hold of me & you let me leave you told me you didnt love me why wasnt I enough why does it have to hurt so god damn bad

I wish I was able to piece myself together for you. I would give you everything. But right now I can barely breathe.

Y did u change nd LEAVE just like that? AFTER EVERYTHING i did to you? Nd u told ME to not play the hurt one? lol.

Y did u change nd LEAVE just like that? AFTER EVERYTHING i did to you? Nd u told ME to not play the hurt one? lol.

Y did u change nd LEAVE just like that? AFTER EVERYTHING i did to you? Nd u told ME to not play the hurt one? lol.

I wish I realised how good life was with you in it, I’m sorry I was toxic and I’m sorry I hurt you. Dyl, you will forever have a special place in my heart, I love you.

I know breaking up with you will be the hardest thing I ever have to do. But trust me. It will be worse for me than it will be for u

I wish we didn't have to end out of hatred, I want you to know how much I miss you but I know you hate me, tell your kids about me one day.

I miss you so much. I hate that we never said goodbye, it's just over. Happy 18th birthday kid, I hope I see you soon

I miss you. I miss our long walks. Our long face times. I miss your mum. I miss you staring at me and just smiling. i love you.

i hate you. i'm glad you're out of my life you shit bag. you had no right to prey on me like that. fuck you. selfish prick.

I still love you, we were just in different stages of life I really hope we can try in the future :(

I loved you and I’m sorry she was enough and I wasn’t. I wish I could’ve been what you wanted and what you needed. I think I have to let go of you now.

You broke up with me a few days ago and I both want you to show up but also never want see your face again. Please unblock me

You were my first love and I can’t tell you how much fun I had being with you but you pretend that never happened but I know it did. I still like you

hi dylan, i love you so much that seeing you suffer makes me suffer. youre constantly going through too much shit no one should have to go through. im mentally exausted suffering with ur problems on top of mine but i love u too much to make u suffer without me. idk how much longer i can last but for now my mental health will have to wait, i will help you get through this bubs.

you're always messing with my head and we're not even together.
I know you're bad for me but god want you so so bad.

It hurts when your little brother ignores me. I wish he knew I’m still on his side even though he’s not on mine anymore.

I don’t think I meant much to you, or maybe anything at all but sometimes I still hope. Still can’t look at orange the same.

i want to feel loved for more than just how you touch and admire my body.. i only do it to keep you happy. i love you.

i wish u knew how much i like you. i think about you all the time, but i'm too scared to tell u, bc i don't wanna lose our friendship :(

you were my first proper boyfriend, even after you left me twice and didnt treat me well, i still loved you as much as i could, even in the end.

i wish you noticed me. i know that you like me, why not show it? i want you, but i can’t have you if you don’t pay attention.

I still love you. I wish we could still be together but as long as your happy, I’m happy, even if it’s not with me.

I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry my family was so fucked up. I wish I could have you but you chose her instead. Now I see you with her happy while I'm still trying to replace the love I had for you...i miss you

dyl, you make my heart beat a million times per minute. im so infatuated with every little thing about you. i want to always know how you are, how you’re doing, how you slept. goodnight and good morning texts wake me up and help me sleep. thank you for helping me through so much. i wouldn’t be alive without you. im falling so hard for you. you have no fucking clue. everytime you say these things to me my heart bursts. but then i realize you don’t think i’m enough for you - you don’t like me even though you flirt with me so so much and it hurts so bad. one day. one day you’ll realize. color is pink for patrick.

i wish u knew how much i like you. i think about you all the time, but i’m too scared to tell u, bc i don’t wanna lose our friendship :(