talking you is so unbearably painful. like a sinking feeling in my chest. i want to run away from you as fast as i can yet i care so much about you. i know that to you i’m just another girl in your friendship cycle. i’m not special to you or significant. if i randomly stopped talking to you, not a lot of impact would occur. why couldn’t i of been her. it really was foolish of me to think i had a chance at some point.
