Me duele tanto esta situación por la que estamos pasando....eres mi primer amor....o eras, no lo se, todo es tan confuso, millones y millones de preguntan pasan por mi cabeza.... ¿en un futuro nos conoceremos? ¿sigues enamorado de mi? ¿me extrañas? ¿te dejo ir? ¿me aferro a ti? Es muy difícil la distancia, tu eres de Costa rica y yo de México.... Será que algún día nos podremos conocer? Y si es así y si no lo es? Tu madre ni siquiera quiere escuchar mi nombre en estos momentos "Daniela" creo que es mejor dejarte ir y que seas feliz...muy feliz....siempre tendrás un lugar muy especial en mi corazón.

I’ll stop writing them specifically to you again. I’ll come up with all of the other ways I thought to again. That way you can stop thinking about me. I hope you’re okay. I am truly sorry. I’ll stop complaining and being sad to you. I’m not your problem. I’m so sorry. I miss you so much

Sorry, 1 more. I’m eating pizza rolls with bbq and I’m thinking about you. I also saw a ghost which I wish I could tell you about. I got into my first college and my first scholarship. Just wish I could tell you all of this

I was in love with you for three years and you didn’t even notice. Even though ur 1000 miles away I am still in love with you and always will be.

i still have feelings for you and no matter how many times i tell myself that i'm better off, a small part of me won't let go.

I don't even know who you are anymore. I miss him, I wish he could've come back so I could atleast say goodbye.

i dreamt about you all night and woke up feeling so strange. i saw the song you posted on your story last night and wondered if it was for me, but i feel like i have no right to think that. i miss you so much but i keep telling myself you’re doing better without me. i’m trying to do better for you. i love you always.

In my mind I know you’re not good for me, but my heart still calls you home. It feels like I’m dying inside.

I just meant that there are so many of these dedicated to you that you will never see because you would never think to look them up haha but yeah. I hope you have a good rest of your day

i really like you but i can't tell the difference between my platonic and romantic feelings because of things in the past, but to avoid me confusing my feelings i'll never tell you how i feel most likely but hope we'll always remain friends. i can see its became increasingly difficult for us to remain in contact but i hope you dont forget about me so i can figure out my feelings in time, and though there is a possibility of me feeling nothing other than loving you as a friend i know its more likely its romantic feelings. its hard to distinguish because of my first relationship in having my emotions toyed with but i know you'd understand. i'm happy that we came to be friends and grateful for you but now i feel us slipping further and further apart and all i can ask is you don't let me go, because i never plan to let you go. thanks for being a good friend who listens and gets me through difficult times and hopefully soon my feelings will becocme clearer.

you once told me that i meant the world to you, and that i was the best person you had in your life. if that was true why'd you leave me. you were the best of me.

What is meant to be is meant to be, I can no longer let my thoughts ponder about the way you feel about me anymore or if there is any hope. I will always care and have a certain type of love for you, but I need to be me.

You made me feel so much in so little time. I didn’t think I would like you at first, you seemed like you would be one of those stuck up boys that ruins girls, but then we spent every night talking for hours at a time, and having sleepless nights over the phone. You opened up to me and made me feel safe in a way no boy ever has. The worst part was knowing I was terrible for you. You have such great aspirations in life and will go so far, you told me about your sister and how her actions affected you, and the substance issues that run in your family, and your fear of substances for that exact reason, and how to this day you haven’t had a sip of alcohol. You showed me your insecurities, and made me laugh. I talked to someone effortlessly for what felt like the first time in years. But I am everything that could ruin you, unstable, insecure, an addict, passionless, and until I met you emotionless. I thought people like you didn’t exist. You made me want to work out so you could carry me effortlessly, do my work so that I wouldn’t get kicked out of school and we could share our rides to school every morning. I researched jobs so that I could plan a future where I wouldn’t just be the failure, I sobered up because with you I felt intoxicated. With you I craved the feeling that I’ve been repulsed by since the day I was taken advantage of. The thrill of talking to you brought me raw emotion, a form of pure happiness that before I met you I could only dream of feeling. You quickly became my favorite person. Your emotions directly affected mine, I felt it in my heart when you were sad, and when you were happy I could reach the moon. For that I’m sorry. I refuse to open you to the damage I bring, the disorders I cannot treat, the fears I cannot face, and the life I cannot bring. I am an exact replica of the person who damaged you the most when you were so little. I noticed the hesitation in your voice when you mentioned her, and I felt your pain when you told me what your so called friends had to say. I would only be a sequel. Still you’ve changed me, I might sober up, might start doing my work, might start working out, and might start fixing myself, because you showed me that life isn’t a straight line. Its a rollercoaster of hormones and emotions that control you and move your body and bring forth words with deeper meanings that can only be understood between souls, and though we aren't soulmates, you may be my twin flame. Thank you.

i'm kinda hurt by the way you talk to me do you even care anymore? yet im still so attached and cant let you go

Different names kinda but also numbers or letters just things you'll never find. Btw it’s our bedtime, so once you read this you have to go lay in bed and get off cod it’s the rules haha (please laugh like how I used to tell you bed time) I’m jk do what you like haha. Goodnight.. sweet dreams... most :/

I’m still awake but I should sleep and it’s not like you’ll check this again anyway but in words you may have won but in actual feelings I’ve got you beat haha. Ugh at least in my dreams you’ll be here with me. Why so many miles??

stop thinking about me. stop looking at me during school. i have no feelings for you anymore. let me move on.

I remember the night we found out ur middle name is pronounced the same as my name, you said it must mean we're meant to be together, where did that boy go?

I miss you so much. But things will never work for both of us. I hope you are happy. I love you forever.

why the fuck did you have to come into my life?? why did I feel the need to look at you you smiled at me and ruined my life!

Tú fuiste mi gran crush de toda mi infancia, Aunque no Te lo dije nunca.Y capaz no leas esto jamás pero vale la pena decirlo.

I still love you and i wish you never left. i dont care if youre afraid of hurting me i want to be with you

you were the first person i actually loved and still do love. it breaks my heart that i’m not with you but i hold myself back bc of the way you treated me. you always knew the right thing to say, and showed me off, i just don’t know how u could end up cheating. i miss you everyday and beat myself up for it bc of how much u hurt me. but i still love and miss you.

i didn’t even have you to lose you. but i still somehow lost you. it hurts every day. we went from talking every day to never talking. it happened so fast. and it hurts. i just want you to love me. like you used to. i want your energy to be the same when we first started talking. i just miss you. please talk to me.

I cared about you and you pushed me away. I hope you feel great. I was trying my best sorry I wasn't enough.

do you still play the guitar? i hope life is treating you well, as long as you're happy, i'll live with it.

i wish i stuck up for u when u needed it. you didnt ask and i was aware but i did nothing. its too late for me too apologise

If you ever see this you know who it is.. nvm idk. I do love and care about you even tho I don’t really show it. Text me:)

Goodmorning boy! Yes you were nice to me. It was a weird dream tho. I moved out of my house and I was living with my grandma and you came over to visit after everything but you brought Ricky with you which was strange but in the end you just hugged me and I was calm haha. Also no at this point in time I win. My heart literally hurts so bad and all it wants is you so I win. I like the color you used btw

Thank you for the hug. Though we haven’t spoken in a while, I always return back to that moment when I need to be reminded of home. You were always my home. Thank you for letting me love you.

Hi Dylan. I hope u start talking to me again. All I’m trying to do is help u and ask if ur ok and I get that u don’t like that but u told me some fucked up shit abt u and all I want is for u to talk to me again. I’m just trying to help and care for u. I love u (as a friend) and don’t want to lose u. Anyways I hope u can get over ur fear and talk to me.

i cant believe i let you into my life twice when you went and played me again like you said you wouldnt. youre not getting your hoodie back.

I don't I love you anymore. I can't, it's so hard to. I am sorry but if you weren't such an ass to everyone around you, maybe you could've been the one. Goodbye

you’ll always have a special place in my heart even tho you couldn’t care less about me. i’ll always love you.

Ricky was the weird guy who quit from Jexals, I told you all about him. In this one you weren’t yelling at me so I didn’t punch you haha. Also I’m sending you a virtual hug through this because I want one but you don’t have to accept it if you don’t want it. 2 questions: 1. Do you like Christmas music? I have a song for you if you do.
2. Do you want a hint for one of the things sent on here that you don’t know about?

I wish I still saw you the way others see you, but you've ruined yourself for me. You hurt me, especially because you were my friend. I've never felt weaker and more powerless.

I just ran a mile and I think I’m dying so yeah. I hope your day is going well. I think I’m gonna jump in the shower And 1. Another year by finneas
2. A=1 good luck

i miss you. and i want to hug you all the time i wish we weren’t so far and that you could show me the same love i give to you

this’ll be embarrassing if you ever find this lol. but i think deep down in my heart i’ve always loved you, we really fell for each other back in september of 2018, but you know how that turned out. you were the first proper relationship i had and the only person i’ve ever loved that strongly. nevertheless i’m glad i got you back recently, you really make me feel safe and i look up to you in a way. even if nothing ever properly happens between us again, i’m so glad i got you back as a friend, you’re cool. and ily. you probably know that anyway

i hate how much i miss you, but you really made me feel something and then left me like it was nothing to you.

How could you just leave me like that? No goodbye, nothing. I just want a hug from you even though u hurt me in ways I couldnt imagine

I would be so pissed off if you die. I miss you and I wish I could tell you. this show is making me emotional.

Yes, are you? And fuck, I’m so screwed! I hope you are having a good day and that work is going well as well. Have a good night

Another word? What? And yeah I’ll stop talking to you if that’s what you want. Thank you for responding until then. Goodbye! And yeah work went well I hope the same for you and get home safe have a good night. And I just am idk why

i would have done anything for u and all u did for me was leave but i hope u r happy in life and i am glad u broke my heart

hi :) there’s something about u i can’t explain and i like u lot i know i’ll never tell u but for now i’ll keep talking to u in our book n quill on minecraft :)

You are and always will be my home... might sound dumb but I still have hope one day you'll be mine again.

I felt so much happiness and love after the first time we talked on the phone. I hope you’re doing fine without me now.

I love you. and I'm never ever gonna stop. you're too perfect to let go of. you're everything I could have ever wished for.

i think of you every day. you made me feel something for the first time in a long time. i wish i could see you more often