imy and i miss what we used to have tbh. i didn’t luv u but u meant so much that ppl thought i did. don’t deny it, ik something was there. what changed tho? why did we become distant. sry i’m not her, i’m not one of the other girls. i just want my friend back :(

I am so tired of fighting for you and forgiving you when you could'nt care care less. Why do you always have to lie

I regret 99% of the things I said to you. They were weird and rude, but my fav memories were when I made you laugh and I miss that

I wish we could just start things over. I hope ur doing well!! Have fun tmr turning 16. You always will hold a special place in my heart.

I don't know how to say this but we are getting distant... I can feel us slowly drifting apart and its making me wanna vomit , when we met i felt this electric unexplainable feeling . I thought we were soulmates Dylan . Am I just not enough? Am I getting annoying ? God tell me what I am doing wrong ...

its so hard to look you in the face on our good days and pretend things are how they were because i know you dont love me anymore but i have to keep telling myself i do because i cant lose you ever

hey. i know we're just friends, but I really like you. I've liked you since we became friends in 5th grade and I wish i could tell you. We've drifted apart, even though we've told each other things we couldn't tell anyone else.

I still love you. and it's ok if your straight. a kiss means nothing as you said. our connection and friendship is gone, I'm just glad you stayed.

I hope this will be the last message that I'll "send", I'm not fully over you but I know I'll never see you again

i love you so much
im sorry i constantly hurt you with my self hatred, but im finding really hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel

I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I just needed room to grow. I hope we'll find our way back to each other.

agradezco mucho tu amistad y lo bacán que eri, gracias por estar ahí para cuando necesitaba hablar, gracias por los memes y por todo en realidad, por cierto intenta no tomar tanto kdkdk eso,tkm

I will always love you with all my heart and you will forever be my person but we just aren’t meant to be and I’m okay with that. I just wish we were still friends

I’m so fucking pissed off. I found texts from the first year we were together. you said you couldn’t imagine yourself ever breaking up with me for any reason. you told me that I was stuck with you for the rest of my life. I’m drunk and I’m fucking pissed off because that wasn’t true. here we are, not together and I’m so fucking angry. I’m so mad. I was never supposed to have to feel like this. I picked out bridesmaid colors and we chose our kids names together and we chose where we were going to move as soon as you graduated from college. I’m so fucking pissed off because that future isn’t going to happen and I’m going to have to miss you for the rest of my life. I miss you so much I would give anything to get a hug from you right now. I miss you making some stupid fucking joke that would make me crack a smile. I miss how much you loved me at the beginning. I can’t breathe. I don’t know how to live without you. I loved you so much, with every single part of me and now I don’t know who I am. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I don’t want to hurt you but I wish you were here more than anything. I want you to hug me and kiss me even though I’ve been crying and there’s snot coming out of my nose and tell me you don’t care because you love me. I’m so mad. I’m so fucking angry. this was never supposed to happen. everyone always said wow it’s so crazy that you guys will never have to go through a heartbreak again. here we fucking are. here I am. I’m so fucking mad. this wasn’t supposed to happen, we were supposed to move to portland and have baby rosaline and wyatt. we were supposed to be happy and we were suppose to grow old together and we were suppose to die at exactly the same time because I never wanted to live a second of my life without you and I never wanted you to have to mourn me. I miss you. I’m not okay.

I know what’s done is done but I woke up today feeling this need to tell you that if I could just know what went wrong, then maybe it could’ve worked out. there was so much left still to be said.

u won’t see this but i just want to thank u, i now have a reason to live, but i feel like i’m loosing u, and idk if i can deal with that... i love you.

You know, if Covid-19 didn't happen, we could've been in a relationship and you wouldn't have lost feelings for me.

I know you didn't mean it when you told me you'd love me forever. I'm okay, if you ever ask me again.

i know you told me you dont love me anymore, but part of me is still holding onto the idea that you could be lying. you were pretty good at doing that

hey dyl,
happy 17th birthday sweet boy. john and i miss you more than you know. i hope that you aren't suffering anymore. one day we will meet again.
xoxo

it’s like the more of me you know, the less of me you love. and the more of u i know, the more of u i want. please stay.

Mysterious, all you'll ever be to me. I believe we were soulmates in another life, but not this one, we'd take over the world :)

I know you hate yourself for what you did. I want to grow with you. I never take off the necklace you gave me. I love you.

where do i even start? you made me feel so happy, you brought back butterflies i havent felt in a while. i've never met someone more perfect for me than you, and it hurts when i think of you and what we could've been. maybe in another life, i love u.

I am slowly starting to realize that in a way, you kept me safe. idk what's going to happen now. I just wish that I could talk to you.

i said i didnt want to date anyone but something ab you is different. my life is falling apart rn and i dont think you know that. i want to hang w you and at least be friends but i dont think you want to. i want to be with you and i think you do want to be with me sometimes but idk. i miss you dylan. ask me to hang or at least maybe text me. ik you prob wont read this but i read some under my name and think it could be you. i hope it is. please just tell me how you feel. ok bye miss you. (making it pink bc thats my fav color:))

i know we never dated but i miss you so much. i still care about you, i wish we didn’t live so far away. :/ thank you for always being there, i wish i could talk to you one last time.

hey you're probably never going to see this. I just wanted you to know i love you. i know we weren't anything really, but i'd give up so much for another shot. i made this purple bc i know it's your favorite color. please be mine again

I love you more than you know. I’m sorry I was not worth enough to you and that you left. I will always wait for you. I will always love you. I’m so sorry. Please come back. I hope you come back. I feel it.

i miss how i felt about you. i haven’t felt that way about anyone since. i just wish u had cared as much as i did.

You’ve treated me the best any guy has ever treated me but there are so many odds against us. I want to be with you so bad and just escape everything else but I know it’s never going to work out. In another universe, we are together forever. I envy myself in that universe.

i dont know if youre reading this right now, but yes if you see this its from who you think its from and if you need a clue im a fag but i promise you everything will get better ily and u deserve the world

i think about you every day still. i don’t know why you suddenly disappeared? you’re in a relationship and so am i. i shouldn’t be this hung up on you. yet, here i am. the winter we had was one of the best times in my life. i think your girlfriend looks like me. my heart still hurts

i think about you every day still. i don’t know why you suddenly disappeared? you’re in a relationship and so am i. i shouldn’t be this hung up on you. yet, here i am. the winter we had was one of the best times in my life. i think your girlfriend looks like me. my heart still hurts

sometimes i still think of you, the good memories and the bad, but the first thing that comes to mind is how you left.

Just because you’re sexy now doesn’t mean you have to be an asshole. Can’t you at least be my friend.

i didn’t want to admit it but i think i’m in love with you. what could i have changed to make you feel the same?

i miss you a lot. you were here for me when i needed you and its all i could wish for at the moment. i miss you.

remember when you said you would always love me ? what the fuck happened to that ? i question everything about what we had now . we coudla been so good for eachother but whatever . imy lets be toxic again

i should have realized i liked you sooner. now you are with her. i will always love you so much, we never got our chance to see what we could be, it’s all my fault. just want you to be happy .

i dont want 2020 to end because its the year i got to know u. shows how much i care, i wish u did too.

i relish the way i would feel when you looked at me. the silence. the eye contact that never made me feel uneasy but rather loved. your hands. the way you would hold mine and i would hold yours.
the way i would hold your face in my palms.
the sureness of it all. (even though we were 15)
“so when we get married,”
“we’ll have two dogs and one cat”
“two kids; a girl and a boy,”
i know it’s silly
and i was under the impression that we would last “forever”
but i was happy

when you love, you do it with your whole heart. thank you for being the first person to show me how good love feels. never stop loving.

i just want to sit in the rain with you again, on the swings singing ''shake it'' by metro station at the top of our lungs.

i am one of the only girls to never admit to liking you, and yet i have always thought it would be you and me in the end.

i cant do this shit anymore
i stopped liking everyone for you, I stayed up nights talking to you, I told my family about you thinking you actually fucking liked me, i cried over you when you hurt me and god damn i was a loser going back to you i regret saying i have feelings for you when now I know I clearly do not. fuck you fuck you fuck you.

I am not happy. I pretend every day and then I cry every night. I am sorry for the pain I caused you and everything that happened. I miss you so much. I wish we could go back. I wish I could have one more hug. I wish we could fall asleep together because I haven't been able to sleep without you on the phone. I almost added a link to this for one last time but I know you wouldn't join so I didn't. now I can't stop crying so I'll stop typing. goodnight

i am not in love with you, but this seems like a good way to get things out. i just feel like things could be so easy if you had any feelings for me back. i think we'd be good together. but maybe i'm wrong and this is just me being into toxic guys again. i guess we'll never know.

im sorry it was just a cute picture. i was showing you off bc i liked you. it was my fault. im sorry. the things i would do to have you back. anything.

You were right... We just needed to spend more time together. I miss you, i'm not giving up on you. I won't tell you that I still like you, that would be cruel, for you. I'll try to get you back, but if you don't want me then i'll continue watching from far away.