You really were my first love, I loved you for a long time, it hurt a lot to see you so far away and in love with someone else ... I'm just writing this farewell. It was a pleasure to coincide although it was so ephemeral

We were young and small and we took a chance and it failed. It failed because I was scared, confused, not ready. We were gifted another chance and again I fell hard. Then,
maybe then I was ready for something but even among the whispers of our friends saying we’d be cute together (you know, how they did) I was certain you wouldn’t feel the same. I let you slip between my fingers like grains of sand and I’ll regret that forever. I know you won’t see this but if you do, at any time and theres even a chance you feel the same, please text me?

Probably will never see this but I like you a lot. We have only been talking for a bit but you're really fucking cool. I'll miss ya when you're gone on the "trip" but look forward to hopefully spending time together when you get back. Can't wait to get extra goofy ☺️?

I wonder if we would still be together if you never moved schools. I wonder if you think about me from time to time and if you are good.

You know, this whole time, I have loved you. From your jokes, to you singing and ability to do so well in everything, you made me happy. You pulled me out of a very dark place and I'll forever be grateful. You make me feel warm. This might be one sided for as long as this can be. I don't know if I will be able to confess. Maybe you know... Who knows? In the end, I just want the best for you. I love you.

we never dated but i think i loved you. you told me to get light blue nails which is basic but still reminds me of you.

You are one of the biggest assholes I’ve ever met. Yet I’m still inlove with u 5 years later and we haven’t even dated

I wanna be with you, more than friends but then again if i ever did end up telling you, you’d leave and I’d be heart broken again

I don’t think I meant much to you, or maybe anything at all but sometimes I still hope. Still can’t look at orange the same.

I can’t wait till our bodies intertwine with each other’s. I want to breathe ur air. I’ll forever love you.

I can’t wait till our bodies intertwine with each other’s. I want to breathe ur air. I’ll forever love you.

I wish I could carry on being your favourite person every day. I wish I could be the one to make you smile. I wish I could give you heartwarming kisses on sad days and make you laugh on happy days. I wish I could hold you so tightly in my arms again. I dream about you every night. I love you. Only you.

It hurts when your little brother ignores me. I wish he knew I’m still on his side even though he’s not on mine anymore.

don't forget all the things we did, the places we went, the kisses we shared. tell buster and penny i love them. i love you

you're always messing with my head and we're not even together.
I know you're bad for me but god want you so so bad.

I really liked you. I liked you the most I’ve ever liked anyone I think I might have loved you. I miss our friendship I miss getting so nervous to say something to you. We don’t talk but I miss you

hi dylan, i love you so much that seeing you suffer makes me suffer. youre constantly going through too much shit no one should have to go through. im mentally exausted suffering with ur problems on top of mine but i love u too much to make u suffer without me. idk how much longer i can last but for now my mental health will have to wait, i will help you get through this bubs.

You were my first love and I can’t tell you how much fun I had being with you but you pretend that never happened but I know it did. I still like you

I don't wanna start a long distance relationship,they just don't work out. But I feel like we would work well together like you understand me. If only we lived closer.

You broke up with me a few days ago and I both want you to show up but also never want see your face again. Please unblock me

im so sorry that im not good enough for you. I'm so sorry i made you worry, you should be with him not with me i know I'm toxic and it kills me to think about you feeling the pain that i do. i cut everyone out for you, i travelled to you when you couldn't come to me, i was there when your mam was shouting at you, i listen to our song "this is home" on repeat everyday but knowing that he's better than me in every way hurts so bad i feel worthless whenever i talk no one seems to care, no one listens to me anymore I'm so sorry I'm not the person you deserve. i hope u know how much i love you

i hope youre happy. and you have everything you wished for. and i hope you dont miss me like i miss you. even after 5 months i still miss you more than i could ever imagine. com back. please

Last night I had a dream about us cuddling in bed together. Waking up and realizing I'll never have that with you hurt. I wanted to text you and tell you about it but I know you don't want that anymore.

I loved you and I’m sorry she was enough and I wasn’t. I wish I could’ve been what you wanted and what you needed. I think I have to let go of you now.

I still love you, we were just in different stages of life I really hope we can try in the future :(

hey, how are you?
uh i dont really know if we're on good terms or not but i hope you're doing well and that you're happy.
to be honest, i dont even know if what we had was love i really hope it wasn't because our "relationship" was very embarrassing but then again we were very young and we didn't know what we were doing and we didn't even really know what love was. anyways you probably don't care but i'm doing way better now, i'm just so much happier than i used to be and i hope you are too.
uh i dont know what else to say so i hope you have a nice life lol. byee

i'm sorry i hurt you and left you heartbroken. you were bad for me and i know you were trying to change. i just couldn't handle us anymore... i'm sorry i love you.

i hate you. i'm glad you're out of my life you shit bag. you had no right to prey on me like that. fuck you. selfish prick.

I’ve always been interested in you, but so has my friend. I didn’t want to jeopardize our friendship. I’m sorry for not flirting back at the 8th grade trip. Please give me a chance.

I didn't say it before because I didn't know if you wanted me to again so I haven't in awhile. I am sorry. I am also going to say why this time too. I am sorry that I lied to you throughout everything and that I made your trust issues worse. The lying made me very suspicious and I understand now. I am sorry that I was texting him and I didn't tell you. I am sorry that you found out by taking care of me. I am sorry that I hung out with him. All we did was talk. I am sorry that your mom got brought into all of this and I am sorry that I didn't try harder to stop that. I am sorry that I didn't realize what I had when I had it. You were pretty much everything that I wanted and I wish that we could have just taken a small break. I am sorry that I didn't show you how much love and appreciation I had for you. Still have actually. I am sorry that I don't know how to be loved. I wish that I could have just one more chance to do it right and grow with you as people. I am sorry that I hurt you so much. I had a dream last night about you and there are so many memories that I miss so much. I miss you tho the most. I am sorry Dylan. I am so so sorry.

we don't know what we want but can we just be together because i think holding you will make my problems go away

I miss you. I miss our long walks. Our long face times. I miss your mum. I miss you staring at me and just smiling. i love you.

so I've been wanting to talk to you about this for a while, I was going to talk to you about it if i came over tonight cause i wanted to do it in person but i'll just tell you now. Last weekend once you guys all left, I was talking to Cody and we somehow go on the topic of you, he was telling me about you and stuff cause I told him I still don't really know that much about you. He told me that you are quite shy and you take time to open up to people so I just have to be patient and take it slow. Cause I like you, I'm just getting some mixed signal from you and I can't tell if it's cause you don't feel the same way or? (I'm the typa person to just ask shit straight up instead of just sitting there wondering what the answer is) Idk I just feel like i'm not getting the same effort you know. I'm not telling you this to make you feel bad , I just wanna tell you how I feel. I just wanted you to know that If you do feel the same way about me you are just taking a while to open up, that'll I'll be patient and I'll wait for you.

Yeah I wanted to stop and figure out how to say hi but I didn’t. And not that it matters anyway but I’m not hanging out with anyone like we used to or even talking like that. Tbh I don’t want to haha. That’s also added to the list of reasons I cried today. I got it into my head that you were talking to and hanging out with someone new and if you are... I’m happy for you. You deserve it. There’s so many things that I wish I could talk to you about: to name a few: having a seizure, my parents, possibly getting concussed, delivery experiences. Also this is so I don’t do it and make it worse because now you’ll know but I’ve wanted so badly to “mistakenly” google duo you and say it was meant for someone else just to hear your voice and see your face. See if you’d even answer haha but I know, bad idea

I don't want to keep living my life like this but I don't know how to actually live and be happy when I'm totally numb and nothing I do feels real.

It hurts when u ignore me make me feel like I'm not good enough for you but I love you with all my heart bubs

I miss you so much. I hate that we never said goodbye, it's just over. Happy 18th birthday kid, I hope I see you soon

I wish we didn't have to end out of hatred, I want you to know how much I miss you but I know you hate me, tell your kids about me one day.

If we had gotten our timings right and told each other how we felt, do you think we’d be together today?

I know it was my fault too. Im sorry for letting my insecurities get in the way of us. I know I was toxic too. But you’ve left me so insecure, so broken . I don’t know if I can ever fix myself. But everyday Im trying and everyday im scared to lose myself to another man. Im sorry for what I did and I hope you find happiness.

u were my everything and u slipped right through my fingers. i only wish that you’re happier with her because that’s all you deserve. i’ll never forget the way u made me felt, good or bad. i hope your mental health got better and i wish i could see your dog one more time lol.

I don’t know why I still think about you. You were one of my closest friends at the time and I feel like I ruined what could’ve been a longtime friendship. I hope and wish you all the best. Maybe we’ll meet again, maybe in another lifetime or soon. I’m happy for you and I hope the universe treats you well.
Love,
Angela

Hey, I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you. I did love you but you didn’t love me. And that’s ok please just be happy , I’ll always love you

i wish you loved me like i loved you. it hurts that you dont but hurts more that you made me belive you did. fuck you, but i miss u.

I want you to know how thankful I am for you showing me how to love. Even if you didn’t love me back.

Yeah, the other day I tried to wave because I thought that that would help me from crying right next to you haha. Luckily you missed me wiping out in the persons driveway tho. And yeah I don’t want to get in trouble I just can’t seem to let you go or anything and idk what’s wrong with me. I miss you so much like more than you probably think. I would give anything for one last phone call or one last hug. I’m hurting so badly. I’m sorry that you are hurting too

You never liked me back, maybe that was the part that hurt so bad, or maybe it was knowing how no matter what I still loved you. You will always be my best friend.

I have not sent a picture and I have not talked to anyone like we did I don’t like anyone else if I’m being completely honest given I did try I tried so hard to like someone or even take interest in someone else like there was in you I tried so hard but you know, it didn’t work. I haven’t showered on FaceTime with anyone. people have got pictures of my hair in a spike in the shower but nothing else. I have received a dick pic I didn’t send anything tho and I have been called pretty I told Zach(friend from school) he was hot. But everything I’m saying to you is only to you and I mean what I say but at some point I guess I’m just gonna have to stop because it doesn’t matter what I say or i do at this point. It’s a bad idea and I’ve been full of those lately Hahahha but I’m sorry that I messed you up that bad I’m sorry. For what it’s worth though I am working on my honesty and I haven’t lied to you on here. I feel very lonely and I don’t talk to anyone about anything important that’s why I come on here because I want to talk to you about it but I know it would be better if I just stop so I’m not gonna quit writing this but I’ll quit writing them to your name or anything that you can find it under.

I wish you could see what you mean to me, I wish I knew how to tell you...when your past breaks you, your future never quite heals your confidence and I know I'm silent proof of that...

you were one of a kind. not the kind I was looking for tho, your still very special even if we don’t speak. I love you.