i still haven't had my first love yet, and i don't think i'd consider you as mine because we haven't even dated. you said you've always liked me but you're talking to someone, make it make sense. did you get over me that fast or are you using her as a distraction? i'm genuinely confused, but honestly. if you're happy i'm happy. i'm not gonna hold you back, i'm just gonna wish you the best and get what you finally deserve. i hope she helps you find yourself, knowing your're so lost in your thoughts that you feel like its the end. i hope she can do whatever i couldn't for you. maybe one day you'll find your way back to me, but a girl can only hope. :/

I love you. I would seriously do anything to stay this way forever. and if something ever changes i’ll always love you.

I never meant to do that to you. I know that it was about 4 years ago but I can't stop thinking about it. I never knew you liked me at the time until my friend told me. I never thought anyone could feel that way but now I know that you did. I didn't recognize what was happening at the time but now I do. I remember catching you staring at me across the class and saying bye to me at the end of the day. Your friend told me that you hated me and I believed that and I was so scared to talk to you, I didn't know what to say. There were times when I told myself that today was the day that I would talk to you but that never happened and I regret that so much. I just wished we talked more. I don't have your number but this is honestly what I would say to you if I did. I'm really sorry and it's basically my biggest regret of my life. ps. I remember you saying that orange was your favourite colour, not sure if that's right or not but I remember some things about you. I just wish I knew more. I doubt that you will ever read this but I hope all is well and I wish you the best.

I think you've dated 2 people after you liked me and I know that's a sign that you moved on but the thing is, I never moved on.

I really wish that I could go back in time and undo everything that was said and done by me, I made a huge mistake and I don't think I ever gave you a proper apology. I just wish we could go back to 2016 when everything was simple and we were all innocent. I wish I could talk to you again but I don't think I ever will, so for now you'll just stay in my head

Hi, you are one confusing boy, and i say boy because your immature. But theres something about you, and i have no idea what that is. I hate that you have control over me, and i hate that i have no control over myself. Whether we become one is not guaranteed but if we do end up there, i hope we treat each other well.

ik you like me, and i like you too. but i love what we have so much right now i'm super scared to tell you. well, just wanted to let you know that you mean a lot to me. ik you're going though a lot right now, and just know i will always be there to listen to you whenever you need it. i miss you and love u so much okay bye

I think I am gay. I don't know how I am going to tell you. You are my best friend and I don't want to lose you. I'm so sorry

i wish things were different; i still love you and i'll never give up on us. my right person, just the wrong time.

You made me the happiest girl in the world. Then you left me. You left me alone, wondering where I went wrong and why I wasn’t good enough. Crying myself to sleep every night wishing you would’ve kept those promises. You were my person. We had everything planned out.

You can be a bit odd sometimes, but i'm in absolute awe with every little thing about you. I'm so glad i brought you to my favourite place in the city because now, all it reminds me of is you.

love you forever and always, A

in drama we have to pretend we’re together, but just so you know, when we hold hands and my face turns red, im not acting...

Fuck you for making my last December miserable. Fuck you for making me feel stupid and unwanted. Fuck you for commenting on parts of my body I can't change. I can not believe I said I loved you, our relationship was a joke and I know you weren't affected by it at all, you used me until it wasn't convenient anymore and I was left wondering if I really was that bad. Fuck. You.

I helped you put on the necklace he gave you. I was in love with you but it was then where I realized it was too late.

the color of this message is the closest i could find to your eye color. “blueish-greenish” you would always say. with that perfect smile.

did you really care about my feelings? or did you just like the sex?
thanks for convincing me to lose my virginity in a field.

hey ik u litterally still sit next to me but i still love you forever. ik ur out with my best friend and all that but i would rlly like to become close again. anyway ly ig :,)

Dear dylan, I wish you would just accept that you said you liked me, if not that could you answer my messages to you... you disappeared when I rly needed you the most:(

we would’ve stayed together for a long time, if you hadn’t always compared me to anime chicks w/ big tiddies

God I don’t understand how I fell so effortlessly in love with you when you fell so effortlessly out of love

It’s been a while since we stopped talking. Sometimes I find myself thinking about you or thinking about small things you told me. Why can’t I forget you?

I love you but you probably forgot me. lowkey wish we never met online cause why tf did I fall in love w someone I have never even met

thank you. thank you a lot. thank you for being one of the first people i really thought i could spill my whole heart into. i miss you a lot, you know. i miss your laugh and i miss your smile. i miss how you would send me videos of you when you were excited about something. seeing you made me so happy. i just really wish i didn't mess up. i really wish we were still on good terms with eachother. we're not on bad terms, just neutral. just back to strangers. i really hope we become as close as we were again.

I miss you a lot but only as a friend. I think we were young and dumb and shouldn't have done what we did.

I found you on this website and now I just want to hug you again and let you know I'm proud of you and whatever progress you've made. I still check your spotify playlists.

Hope breaking me was worth it. Cause I loved you more than life itself man. I wanted forever with you.

Im so scared to do this tomorrow without you. I love you. I want to talk but I dont know if ud even want to.

you forced yourself onto me multiple times even when i screamed in pain, you showed up drunk and asked if i'd be upset if you forced yourself into me again, you left for good when i wouldn't let you continue to guilt me into letting you hurt me. i hate you, i fucking hate everyone who pressured me to stay with you, i will never forgive you for what you did and i hope you suffer as much as the pain and trauma you inflicted upon me. you were a shitty person then and you don't deserve to be happy when you won't acknowledge what you did to me. i hope you're still fucking miserable. p.s. to this day i cannot listen to the beatles because of you

talking you is so unbearably painful. like a sinking feeling in my chest. i want to run away from you as fast as i can yet i care so much about you. i know that to you i’m just another girl in your friendship cycle. i’m not special to you or significant. if i randomly stopped talking to you, not a lot of impact would occur. why couldn’t i of been her. it really was foolish of me to think i had a chance at some point.

I miss you. But I’m glad I left you because I knew I could fix you and I would’ve just gotten in the way.

if u ever get anxious and think nobody likes u, i always have and always will. ilysm and i think ur such a charismatic and hilarious person and i admire that sm. whenever you’re sad pls remember that everyone makes mistakes and there’s always people who will care about you.

I’m sorry for hurting you. That’s not what I wanted, all I wanted was for you to choose me. And that sounds dumb but it’s all I wanted. I couldn’t help you cause you didn’t want my help. I have to let go of you, I already know you let go of me.

my favourite googly-eyed person. heaven took you to soon my dear. we were supposed to do so much together. i guess that’ll have to wait. until we meet again dill pickle.

ik we went our own ways a while ago but i’ll literally never forget you i was like on love with you but too pu$$y to tell you and i really regret that bc we really could have lasted :/ also you were the reason that i decided not to commit not alive even though you probably didn’t know that. thanks for the few great years that we were friends tho it was awesome and i miss it

how was your day? it’s been months since we last spoke. we probably won’t ever again, and for good reason, but nonetheless, how was your day

No one wants to hear about your sex life all the time, you sound like you’re 13. Also you treated me like shit and wrecked my confidence, you should be ashamed of yourself

you taught me a wham load of lessons, and i know it was years ago and you still miss me, but i still love you so much. You are one of my favourite people to vibe with and you mean the world

hey! u don't know much about me or maybe anything at all, u problem don't even care yet i know so much about u, u seem like the sweet guy and fun to be around but i guess ill never know.

when i think of you it hurts and I hate to see you with someone else, all in all you weren't good for me, I just wish I could stop loving you.

i wanna know how ur doing. u will always have a place in my heart and i know i have one in yours. take care of yourself d

i wish you would text me but also i’m not ready yet. i just never thought that would be the last time we talked. i would do anything to be in your arms under the stars again. i miss you so much but i need to finish picking myself up first. for now i’ll just keep hoping i run into you somewhere. i’ll love you forever.

Hey, i love you so much i just dont know how to tell you. i really really do but im scared you will leave me. I dont want to ever ever loose you. youre the best thing to happen to me please. I really really do. Please dont go.

I still think about you at times. I regret telling you a lot and for us to be strangers again. This was the color of our favorite book.

I know we agreed not to say anything else but I don’t think you check this anymore anyway and I just needed to tell someone or just say this other than my own head but I could have died or something last night and it’s so funny but then in my stare I got to thinking and I spun myself into the thought that you wouldn’t care if what happened killed me and then I got really sad and I’m sorry but yeah. I just wish I could call you again and that we could talk about our entire days again. Merry Christmas btw

We are always in weird situations, but no matter what ill always love you. I don't know what i'm doing anymore. Am i making the right choice or am i gonna be hurt again, but no matter how much you would hurt me, id let you. That's the problem. id let you.

I feel like it's pretty possible we could be together. I don't know why, but I feel like that's how it should be, at least for a little while.

It's possible that I'll say this to you someday, but you never know, so just know I like you a lot. I think we could be something really special if you gave me a chance. But I feel like I'll never be good enough for you, so I'll probably never tell you how I feel.

sometimes I get scared you’ll read the submissions under your name and think they’re from me. they’re not, I hate you. just a reminder :-)

is it okay for me to be upset although it was my fault? i miss you. i miss my best friend, i hope you do too.

Little boy, extraño que estemos juntos, jugar y ser mejores amigos, por el momento es mejor que nos mantengamos a la distancia, pero sinceramente siempre estarás en mi corazón. I miss u and I love u.
Que te vaya bien en la vida, no cambies.