From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 26, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
to be honest, no matter how many times i watch you get in stupid fights, threaten people, go to rehab and juvie. ill always go back to you because no matter how bad people think you are. you were my yellow. and i miss that
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:10 am UTC
I wish you didnât have to move away so I could tell you that even know I canât get you out of my head
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 19, 2020, 4:29 pm UTC
i love you, even though i haven't told you. i wished for you on every shooting star. you make my life a better, fuller place. i think about you when i see the beach or a sunset. you did the right thing. i'll always be here to talk.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 19, 2020, 4:22 am UTC
I knew that it was ending, but I didnât want you to leave you so soon because not having you is scary
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 17, 2020, 2:29 pm UTC
hi, i've been having mixed feelings after we blocked each other, which was really random and unexpected. we were (are?) really close friends (like you said) but now i'm confused on why we're like this rn. but at the same time i feel relieved because i don't have to worry abt what our topics should be and stuff (i guess it's because i still like you a little bit and i go crazy abt every little thing) i really want to talk to you and clear up on some things but i guess it's my pride stopping me from doing so and causing me to wait for a text from you. either way i miss texting you and that lil nickname you used to call me which always gave me butterflies. ik i barely start the convo and put little to no effort sometimes in our convos, but i smile at each and every text you send. i wonder if you'll ever hit me with a "sup" again and i hope you do. imy
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 17, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
tbh, you're the only one I've ever spent this much time and effort on. I feel like you're losing interest. But I could never.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 16, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
i miss you more than anything. i wish it was the right time for us. i will love you for forever. please don't forget me.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 15, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
i wish we we friends instead of dating when we didn't know each other. i was forced and idk why i listened to my friend. i regret it so much. i feel like we would of been such good friends. sometimes we talk but usually that's because of school since you're in my class this year. i just wish we can be friends because i miss the friendship we had. you're never gonna see this and i'll probably never tell you :/
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 15, 2020, 12:59 pm UTC
este color simboliza el hilo rojo que nos une. es hora de responsabilizarme por esto, no me voy a dar por vencida. merecemos la pena. intentémoslo de nuevo de la manera que debemos. de verdad creo que eres el amor de mi vida. aun somos jóvenes, vamos a caernos y levantarnos, pero juntos. las mejores relaciones no duran porque no tienen problemas, duran porque los dos estån dispuestos a arreglarlos. se que somos mas y podemos mas que todo esto. perdóname, te amo. no quiero perderte jamas.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 15, 2020, 5:19 am UTC
I miss you so much. Your body and smile are so beautiful I melt every time I see you. Every time you hug me I fall into your arms, I need more of you, I need to come back to England and we need to have our special tea, please don't forget me
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 15, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
i miss you daves. where did you go? gina told me about what you said, and now i just wish i could get you back. i've been going to confession because i feel so bad. what happened? i need you, please
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 15, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
ÂżMi amor donde estas? al otro lado del mundo estoy deseando volver a verte. de todos modos, te amo estĂșpido! Espero que veas esto porque no puedo hablar contigo, porque engañaste a mi hermana para que mi familia no me deje. Te extraño y anhelo tu toque.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:58 am UTC
I can't believe you left me for her... I thought you were my friend. You know what she did. Screw you, David.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 14, 2020, 7:35 pm UTC
hey mr. pope ;) you know the saying "if you love someone let them go"? well i did, but i never fully have let you go. i do love u, but we're YOUNG. when people are young and dating there's less of a chance for it to last when we're older. I don't want to date for heartbreak, and i'm just not ready for it. So I have to let you go. think about it, you can maybe meet the love of your life! i miss you so much and, wanna know what i realized? the only reason that i'm so vunerable in groups is becuase i feel safe with you. i feel like i can tell you anything, and you'll be there for me. I think about you a lot, and i always miss you. but i have to let you go. believe me, i don't want to but it's for the best. the reason why i'm doing this (even though i'm 99.9% sure you won't see it) is because I can't reach out to me. I told my parents and they're upset, and someone else wont let me. i miss you so much and i wish we could be together, and im sorry if i hurt you. that was never my intention. i was just trying to push you away so we wouldn't get attached and this wouldn't happen. im literally not allowed to talk to u, just us, so hi. praying for u and wishing u the best. i just needed to clear it up bc SOMEONE told me u were talking bad ab me behind my back. but i know u didnt mean it, you were just upset. so its time for the both of us to move on, and even though you'll never see this, wishing u the best with your writing
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 14, 2020, 1:02 pm UTC
im so mad at myself for not opening my eyes before. ill wait til u feel ready to talk again. im sorry. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 14, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
I still remember the first time I talked to you. We were paired together during team uno and I was scared to tell you a winning strategy.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:44 am UTC
it was all way too perfect until i fell sick and this disease changed my life, our life. i lost you but at least i'm slowly winning this fight.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:43 am UTC
it was all way too perfect until i fell sick and this disease changed my life, our life. i lost you but at least i'm slowly winning this fight.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 11, 2020, 8:36 am UTC
We're talking again. I've missed you. A lot actually. I hope things work out, even if you dont ever have feelings for me
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 7, 2020, 11:11 pm UTC
You know what hurts me the most? The possibility, that slim chance that we could have been happy. Together.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:58 pm UTC
No one compares to you. I don't think I will ever be able to love again. You made me the happiest, but after you broke my heart you left me feeling lonely. I lost my best friend and the love of my life. I hope we'll meet again in the future, as I believe you are my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
i love you more than anything. you will always be my first love. my heart breaks knowing that we canât be together.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
You arent my first love, but I think I liked a fictional version of you, and when I found out more about real you I fell.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:21 pm UTC
i see you in the pool. with your beautiful hair and your gorgeous eyes and glasses that fit you perfectly. i notice you david, everything perfect about you. look, i was wrong to go with the other guy, and i was wrong for everything else i have done to you to make you forget. but i cant shove my feelings until they don't exist. yes nathan and aiden are cute but they're not you! nobody's as perfect and sweet and kind as you. i wish you took a minute to notice me like i notice you.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:15 pm UTC
i'm sorry i could never talk to you. you make me so nervous, and seeing you with other girls on our team made me lose hope. it's okay, I know they can make you happier than i ever could.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 4:53 am UTC
I respect that you hate me. I hate me too and I am sorry for being so toxic. Purple bc its my fave color.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
I loved you, I loved you so very much and distance killed it... You made me feel the things I always wished I had felt, and then I felt them go away because we werenât together anymore, and I sobbed... I sobbed to hard about this but it was the right choice. Maybe one day weâll find each other again but for now this is goodbye, and distance is a bitch.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
I want to talk to you a little bit more. I want to think back to the times we had. It was nice reconnecting, I miss it.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:30 pm UTC
Itâs weird that i still think about you. but you were the first person i ever loved, but you hurt me so much. i hated you for so long but now i just want you to be happy even though you never apologized or helped me. but please if you find her, treat her well and love her the way i loved you
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 1, 2020, 4:48 pm UTC
Thank you for the happiest time of my life! I haven't been as joyful as I was with you since we ended things...
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
hi! i know you donât know who i am, but i really really like you. like iâm obsessed with you. i know that i donât have a chance since you have a girlfriend, but iâm not gonna stop trying. one day it will happen, and i believe that. thanks for reading :)
From: ABC
To: david
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
Your hurt me and took something dear to me that you didn't deserve. It's been years and you still can't get over the fact that I did something for myself by leaving. So you've tried to make my life miserable ever since by talking shit, and spreading your infectious lies. I could tell people about your dirty little secrets but I choose not to because I won't expose secrets like that. Fuck you
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:53 am UTC
I think Iâll always care about you. Iâm still in love with the idea of what we couldâve been. Te extraño y siempre vas a estar en mi corazĂłn. Se que muy pronto nos dejaremos de ver. Mis ojos van a extrañar ver tu mirada y tĂș sonrisa. Mis oĂdos extrañarĂĄn tu risa y mis labios extrañarĂĄn tus besos por siempre. CuĂdate y se feliz. Te Amo.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:34 am UTC
Do you remember that time you sorted out all of the blue skittles, dropping them into my hands one by one because you knew they were my favorite? I think about it all the time, and Iâm not sure you even remember. No matter how this goes, Iâll always remember the attention you paid to the smallest details. I know I was loved. I hope you know that, too. Youâll always make me feel like glitter.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 29, 2020, 7:37 pm UTC
Wow I think youâre gonna be my biggest heartbreak and thatâs so scary. I want you to love me as much as I love you.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:43 am UTC
i wanna say i miss u sm & ill always love u. u were everything i ever wanted & youâre perfect. i love every single thing about u. ur eyes & smile are my favorite. thankuu for made me feel loved & special. i really wish things would work out but it didnât & all we had is gone now but ill never forget about u. ur the loml. i miss us but u moved on so fast like damn, i thought u never actually loved me.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
iâm sorry for leaving and not getting to say our actual goodbyes. i would take you back in a heartbeat. but thank you for showing me what love is.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
I would take you back if you could take back the last ten months. Now I have to doubt something that worked so perfectly.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 29, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
Thank you for everything you did for me , I dont regret anything despite our ending. Hope we find our way back to each other one day i love you my first love
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:18 am UTC
i donât know what u are to me yet if ur a first love or if ur even a friend. cus even tho i know ur using me i still smile at ur texts and think about you 24/7 because out of everyone i know you make me happy for some reason
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 25, 2020, 12:16 am UTC
I honestly hope that you like me and we work out and we can just have a good relationship. If it's not meant to be then we'll end up figuring it out.
p.s I love you.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 23, 2020, 10:05 pm UTC
You know what hurts the most? The fact that I thought you actually liked me and I had a chance with you...
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 23, 2020, 6:14 pm UTC
Thank you for showing me what real love is, Iâll never forget what we had. Iâll always care for you and wish you the best
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 22, 2020, 1:49 am UTC
You are a fact - like the sun rises and sets. A cord I can never cut. A bond that is - even if weâre not. Iâve stopped trying to fight it.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 21, 2020, 12:18 pm UTC
I often find myself thinking about what could of been and how things could be different if certain things didnât happen. I want to apologise for my mistake. Iâm writing this because I need to and I need to find closure. Iâm hoping you never find this and not like you will know if itâs you or not but if it resonates with you then thatâs enough. I wish nothing but good things in your life. I want you to find happiness, find love and stay strong through everything you may go through that may be challenging. I care about you so much, you got me through a really tough time with a past relationship and I fear I would still be there if it wasnât for your help. I need to let go of the thought of you and I will, in small steps, because a part of me doesnât want to let go. I miss parts of you in my day to day life. Youâre such a free spirit and I admired that in you; either that or it was just lust. Thatâs the thing I often find myself thinking on, do I still actually have feelings towards you? Or is it just because I never got past the âlustâ side of things. I wish I could text you this but I canât. And you know what kills me? Iâm in a relationship and still find myself thinking of you. I donât want to. I suppose I just want you to be happy and find your bliss. All the best David, maybe we may bump into each other in the future.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 16, 2020, 4:12 pm UTC
I just wish you cared enough to try to fix our friendship. I'm tired of being the only one who cares what happens to us.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 16, 2020, 3:30 am UTC
I love u. I know u love me too. But ur not right for me. You're bad to me. I thought we were soulmates and one. Now Im not so sure
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 15, 2020, 11:34 pm UTC
I coped by writing poetry about you...but my words are finally drying up. I think youâd be sad if you knew what that means.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 14, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
I'm sorry. For every single thing. You said you'd wait, and I said not to. I miss what we almost were. I'll never forgive myself for fucking it up. I ruined the last chance we had, and I'm sorry for doing that to you.
From: ABC
To: david
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:54 am UTC
I still think of you. I've moved on, loved others, but I still find myself wondering what I could have done differently. If our paths ever cross again, I'll always be open to a friendship with you. You are something unique. Never forget that, David D.