Unsent messages to DAVID

I’m sorry I wish I could’ve been better for you. I just wish things turned out right even though it’s been so long.

i miss how young and innocent our love was. trying to get you back is like preaching to an atheist but id walk through every temple before i lose you forever.

Sorry, i figured out I'm a lesbian after dating you lmao. You were gross anyway and would touch me all the time and it was not okay.

you are a piece of shit but you were always there for me no matter what and i know you were going through so much but i just wish it didnt take me this long to move on i hope things are going great for you and happy new years eve

I tried to write something but I realized that there are no words to describe the way that you make me feel.

Gracias por haberme escuchado y no decirme lo patética que me veo llorando por alguien que ya no me tiene en su vida, gracias por haber venido hasta mi casa nada más para escucharme, siempre has sido una gran persona, una de las mejores que he conocido y que por azares de la vida te sigo manteniendo, ahora como un amigo, aunque eso debía de haber sido desde el principio.
El anime que te pregunte aquella vez cuando nos conocimos, lo vine viendo cuando rompimos jajaja, de alguna manera, me hiciste mejor persona porque tu lo eras y lo sigues siendo.

Even though, for a period of time we liked each other, we never got to be together and it’s a memory that haunts me every time I’m with you. You don’t like me, but I’ll never stop loving you. Good luck

Please make good decisions and take care of yourself and I hope you know i cared for you more than i can put into words take care

You were the first to hurt me, not the worst, and not the last, but there’s something unforgettable about a first

Ilybidkhttybikydlm I’m pathetic for writing this and deserve more than this but since we don’t talk anymore it’s all I have, I miss you but if you ever loved me back even though we were friends you wouldn’t of got back with her ?✌️?

i want you to be with me like we used to be but everything’s too messed up now :( i love you and i’m sorry

You were so bad for me. Horrible in fact. but i loved you so so so much. i hope you find someone that brings out the good in you again. i will forever love you david.

i hate how much i don’t hate you. i’d give anything to see your smile and hear my name from your lips just one last time.

Siempre serás mi primer amor, aunque nunca fuimos nada, nuestra promesa de "algún día" queda en mi corazón

a year of me being infatuated, three hours of you feeling the same way, and now i’m supposed to be okay with nothing at all?

i’m forever grateful for you, to tell you i love you one last time is all i wish for. you’re mine forever in my heart and soul.

I just want to thank you for always listening to me and being á good friend but I’m afraid of tapping you this because you will probably say something mean or something because that’s our friendship for you, but I also have to tell you that I kanda have á little crush on you

I wish i could tell you how i really feel. I miss you way more than you will ever know but you’re completely fine with letting me go.

thank you for teaching me how to love. i wanna let go of you because i dont think im enough. i think i actually love you and im scared.

Esto es un poco raro.
De verdad, todo iba bien.
Pero creo que te gusta otra persona. No tengo problema con eso, está muy bien de hecho.
Pero creo que me gustas y no se como expresarlo, es demasiado triste.
Quiero llorar, de verdad tengo mucha pena.
Se que no soy linda, pero
No lo sé, me gusta mucho hablar contigo.
Sí, las lágrimas están cayendo.
No, no te estoy manipulando.
No se que hacer de verdad estoy desesperada.
siempre termino así.
siempre.
te quiero mucho
te quiero conocer
no puedo dejar de temblar
siempre es lo mismo

I love you so much ! More than you will ever know but if you get engaged to her I can’t go I’m sorry I can’t watch the man I love Marry a woman when I know his true feeling to her and everything you’ve said to me! I’m going to tell you at some point even though when I do it WILL ruin my life and yours will go back to normal David I love you with all the stars in the galaxy I just hope that maybe at least once you’ve thought about me in the same way I think about you 24/7

youre all ive ever wanted. 3 years later and you still havent left my heart. i love you and i always will.

How are you so close, yet so far away? I get goosebumps when i think about what was. I probably always will. And that’s ok.

Hej znam da smo grugari ali mi se jako svidjas, i ako ti se svidja ksenija onda dobro nema veze ja cu biti pored tebe

i miss it, i miss you. as much as i don't want to. i just want you to be mine, completely mine, this time

Eres muy tonto pero no sé si fui yo más por seguirte la corriente. Supongo que lo hice porque me aburría. Te crees que eres muy maduro y todo un hombre pero si yo empezara a contar todo lo que me llegaste a decir y a hacer el mundo entero se daría cuenta de lo gilipollas que alguien puede llegar a ser. No te preocupes por Nerea que yo misma me voy a encargar que se aleje de ti y no quiera volver a verte la cara. Tanto miedo me tienes como para amenazarme de que no le hable de ti, solo me dan más ganas de hacerlo. No pienso dejar que Nerea esté con alguien tan lamentable como tú. Patético.
Pdt: Todas las mentiras que me contabas de las chicas con las que estabas... ¿tú crees que no se la verdad? Miénteme pero yo siempre voy a saber la verdad lol.

I keep on thinking about the way your eyes shine when they stare into mine :/ I just wanna see you one more time.

I hope breaking me fixed you..I never wanted to feel this type of pain again. Happy one year I guess :(

it was a wonderful time with you, but you made me feel like an object and now i am still not over it and have to fight with the things you said to me

Why did you leave? I have so many stories I wanna tell you ever since you left. I planned to go to France to see you.

hi david i know we are on terrible terms right now but i have been thinking about sending this since like the day after our falling out and i feel like i should just do it. i wanted to say i’m really sorry for everything that happened. the way i was treating you was not okay, and i wasn’t thinking about how our conversations would affect you. i know that if i was hearing what i was saying from someone else, it would be really difficult and i am truly so sorry that i ever put you through that. i do still think the way you reacted was hurtful and inconsiderate, but i cannot sit here and not tell you that i am aware now that i also made some huge mistakes and bad decisions. it’s overall a difficult situation. i also wanted to apologize for the way i handled it. while i also think that it wasn’t handled well by either of us, i think that me going so long without saying anything was not the right choice and is why i’m saying this now. i disagreed with a lot of what you said and especially took offense to when you said i was manipulative and you weren’t surprised that i went through her phone, which i just didn’t do. anyway this isn’t supposed to be me bringing up everything that went wrong. i just didn’t want us to be on like the terms that we are now, i don’t know if it’s good for either of us to go back to the way things were but i really don’t like being on such intense bad terms with you and i don’t see a point to it. i doubt you'll see this and if you do i wont know because i deleted your number but i had to say it.

i wish you didnt forget me as quick as you did. its been 4 years and i bet you dont even remember my name, but i still remember even the smallest details about you.

that night we cried on the hallway floor? i never felt anything more intense in my life. I loved you and realized it too late.

I still think, in the end, we’ll find our way back. & we’ll have the life we used to dream about together.

Du weist ich liebe dich & ich würde dich jetzt gerade einfach gerne umarmen und küssen p.s. i still love u

if we do or do go back to each other, you’ll be the one i talk to my kids about when they ask about love.

I know your with her but please don’t stay with her you and I both know you don’t love her as much as you say you do please just give me a chance I know we can’t ever happen but maybe just maybe one day in the future the barriers will be torn down. I love you and I have for the last 4 years. I’m so so sorry for doing this

ig when u said you'd wait for me you'd eventually come back... but you never did. i still love you, ig i didnt know the meaning of it till now. im sorry it took me years to say it back.

You are the love of my life, if we don’t end up married then something will have gone terribly wrong.

if u ever need closure like ask me i dont want to bring it up cuz that could make you uncomfortable but just lmk, k

Hey, I need to know if the moments between us meant anything too u. Our kisses, our touch just everything.It meant smt to me.

I tried so hard to make the idea of you a reality but what I didn't know was that I was losing myself along the way.

There will not be someone in this world who has felt such a pure love for you as I have. Always love You

your smile . it got me fucked up. u r different. u r better . there is nobody better than you. dont go . i m not ready

i still think about you and us from time to time. i remember how we promised each other that we would still remain in each other’s lives even after we’ve broken up, and look at us now. i haven’t heard from you in over two years, and sometimes it still hurts to think about.

I hate you so fucking much. I let you see me at my most vulnerable moments and you fucking left me. I could never forgive you as much as I need you in my life.

I miss laughing with you at that red light over cups. I miss you, but you left. You knew everyone left me, why did you do the same

Hey i just wanted to say im so sorry for hurting you.It makes me feel like shit by the way i treat you. i dont know why you even still text me but i keep pushing you away. idk if you will ever come on this website but i think yk who this is. just know i love you so much. im sorry, i see you giving up on getting me back...my fault so i cant really say much about it but i wish you the best. Thank you for all the memories david i love you.

i love you so much and i would do anything for you. i hope we can be together one day because you're the only one i want.

I have a crush on you since 2018. There is not a day that passes by that I do not think of you. I fear that you never saw me as a love interest. We rearly talk, and it kills me inside. We do not even live in the same country, but I feel your presents every day.