Unsent Messages

hey mr. pope ;) you know the saying "if you love someone let them go"? well i did, but i never fully have let you go. i do love u, but we're YOUNG. when people are young and dating there's less of a chance for it to last when we're older. I don't want to date for heartbreak, and i'm just not ready for it. So I have to let you go. think about it, you can maybe meet the love of your life! i miss you so much and, wanna know what i realized? the only reason that i'm so vunerable in groups is becuase i feel safe with you. i feel like i can tell you anything, and you'll be there for me. I think about you a lot, and i always miss you. but i have to let you go. believe me, i don't want to but it's for the best. the reason why i'm doing this (even though i'm 99.9% sure you won't see it) is because I can't reach out to me. I told my parents and they're upset, and someone else wont let me. i miss you so much and i wish we could be together, and im sorry if i hurt you. that was never my intention. i was just trying to push you away so we wouldn't get attached and this wouldn't happen. im literally not allowed to talk to u, just us, so hi. praying for u and wishing u the best. i just needed to clear it up bc SOMEONE told me u were talking bad ab me behind my back. but i know u didnt mean it, you were just upset. so its time for the both of us to move on, and even though you'll never see this, wishing u the best with your writing