Though we're separated, I think about you everyday and I hope you're thinking about me too. I still love you. The only way I get to see you again is through my dreams. I remember one of my dreams where I saw you standing right in front of me and we locked eyes on each other. You opened your arms with a huge smile on your face. I smiled at you too and ran into your arms. It felt as if we never left each other. I miss everything about you.

Can you just leave and not make me feel like I’m the only one who ever made mistakes? Just leave please.

I miss you :(
If we don’t get back together, we can always try again in the next lifetime. You’ll always be my special favorite person.

We didn’t get enough time together. I love you and I hope you’re doing well. I’ll always be your forever girl...

I can’t stand in my room anymore without feeling your presence. I can’t think about love or I feel ur hands on my body. I can’t let guys close to me or I flinch. That’s because of u. U took advantage. Fuck u

It’s weird that i still think about you. but you were the first person i ever loved, but you hurt me so much. i hated you for so long but now i just want you to be happy even though you never apologized or helped me. but please if you find her, treat her well and love her the way i loved you

I hope she gives you everything I couldn’t and it hurts knowing you talk to her the way you talked to me. even though i’m over you now. if that makes sense?

At night when I'm home alone I still sit on the couch watching the door waiting for you to come back... i miss you

you hurt me in the worst way possible, but i catch myself wondering what you are up to randomly.but then again, you’re a monster.

I realise now how toxic I was because I couldn’t love you back. I regret not digging deeper...I’m sorry

I love you and I'm sorry for hurting you. But I needed to realize it was hurting me too. We were meant to learn from each other but not end up together. I hope you find your happiness and feel better. I deserve to be treated with respect.

You hurt me in ways I never knew I could hurt, you taught me what true love should never be like, you’ve caused me years of trauma and you don’t care. Fuck you

I select purple color because u tell me is the color represent imposible love, but in this moment I think why u tell me this when we started it ,if u knew this was impossible because u kept trying :(

I hope breaking me fixed you..I never wanted to feel this type of pain again. Happy one year I guess :(

I miss you every day all day, i think nobody can love me like you do, i try to found love in other persons but the didnt are U. Im so sorry for all i really miss u. This is your favorite colour

ik we were kids and ik u only texted me when u were high but it felt so right talking to u. idk why i felt embarrassed to tell my friends we talked. i miss u. ik we talked the other day but it wasn’t how it used to be. who knows when we’ll talk again. i haven’t seen u in almost 3 years but i drive past ur house like once a week. i miss you and i know you’re the first boy i’ve ever loved.

You were my first crush, I never said the words but i hope you knew and I hope that didn’t scare you. I’m sorry I fell for what I idolized you to be in my head. Wishing you the best.

I keep on thinking about the way your eyes shine when they stare into mine :/ I just wanna see you one more time.

Those moments of butterflies, of sweet thoughts, they meant the world to me. Thank you for all of that, see you never!

I had to tell you how I was feeling, get nothing from you, and move on to realize that I never actually loved “you”. I loved the idea of you, and what it could give. Which ultimately I was doing myself. I learned how to be vulnerable and beyond that, I realized I had feelings for someone else that you were getting in the way of. I’ll cherish the fun we had while still knowing I am forever grateful I never actually dated you. You would’ve hurt me in ways much worse than you did. You were blind to what I could’ve given you, and I was blind to who was actually giving me love.

Even though you have probably finally figured out that you love me and I still hold a special place for you, I love myself too much to let you hurt me again without being 100% sure you won’t disappoint me.

I still think of you every time it rains. This was the color glowing on the walls when I almost said that I love you. I still do

I want to talk to you a little bit more. I want to think back to the times we had. It was nice reconnecting, I miss it.

I loved you, I loved you so very much and distance killed it... You made me feel the things I always wished I had felt, and then I felt them go away because we weren’t together anymore, and I sobbed... I sobbed to hard about this but it was the right choice. Maybe one day we’ll find each other again but for now this is goodbye, and distance is a bitch.

I respect that you hate me. I hate me too and I am sorry for being so toxic. Purple bc its my fave color.

Furthering my distance from you, realistically, I can't leave now, but I'm okay as long as you keep me from going crazy

i’m so sorry i pushed you away. you deserve so much better, i’m sorry that it was the wrong time, and i know you hate me now but i hope one day we can do it all again. you were one of the only things keeping me alive and now your gone it hurts. i want to message you and tell you how i feel but i can’t because you don’t feel the same. i cant be selfish and keep holding you back. i’m sorry.

i love you more then words can explain. even though i’m not good enough for you, you were more then enough for me

i will never forgive you. years and years of trauma and all you had to say was “sorry”. fuck you david.

I miss you so much. I wish I got to hug you and say I live you one last time. Me and mom are having a really hard time right now. It's been 2 years now but it feels like it was yesterday when I found out I had lost you forever. Everyone misses you so much. I love you, please watch over me. My mental health is so much worse now and I no longer wanna be here. I just wish I could hug you or hear your voice again. I don't think you understand how hard it is being here without you. I lowkey feel like I lost a piece of myself when you died. You mean so much to me and I hope your having fun in heaven B. Happy New Years!

Why did you never make time for me? You never prioritized me. Yet I still love and miss you. It’s been 9 months.

llevo un año queriendo decirte unas cuantas cosas y nunca he tenido el valor d hacerlo. con esto no quiero otra cosa más q hacerte crecer como persona, pq a pesar d todo el daño q me has hecho t tengo cariño y quiero lo mejor para ti. no sé q te habrán hecho en el pasado para q trates a las personas q dices querer d esa manera, pero no es la manera. si t han hecho daño (q espero q no) no lo vas a solucionar tratando a los demás como t han tratado a ti. lo q deberías hacer es darte cuenta de q eres mejor q ellos y quererte A TI, y ya después intentar querer a otras personas. si sabes q no puedes tener una relación estable pq esa es tu forma de ser, no tiene nada d malo, simplemente no ilusiones a otras personas q te están queriendo y lo están dando todo x ti, para luego hacerles daño. quiero q sepas q aunq lo nuestro no fue para tanto (al menos para ti), para mi significó mucho. gracias a ti he aprendido a quererme más q nunca, tanto fisica como personalmente, pq ya x el solo hecho de q yo nunca le haría algo así a alguien, sé q soy mejor persona de lo q tu serás jamás. pero tambien me has hecho mucho mal. me cuesta confiar en las personas y creer q de verdad pueden llegar a quererme bien, no como lo hiciste tú, y x eso pierdo oportunidades de conocer a personas q podrían aportar muchas cosas buenas en mi vida. te digo todo esto no para q digas "ay pobrecita" y sigas con tu vida siendo la persona de mierda q eres, sino para q te des cuenta de q con lo q haces puedes hacer mucho daño, más del q tu te crees, pq la faceta de ti q le dejas ver a la gente es muy fácil d querer. t pido q no le hagas más daño a tu novia (más del q ya le has hecho) pq estoy seguro de q ella t quiere (al menos a la idea q tiene de ti) y no se merece q le hagas el daño q me hiciste a mi.

i'm sorry i could never talk to you. you make me so nervous, and seeing you with other girls on our team made me lose hope. it's okay, I know they can make you happier than i ever could.

i see you in the pool. with your beautiful hair and your gorgeous eyes and glasses that fit you perfectly. i notice you david, everything perfect about you. look, i was wrong to go with the other guy, and i was wrong for everything else i have done to you to make you forget. but i cant shove my feelings until they don't exist. yes nathan and aiden are cute but they're not you! nobody's as perfect and sweet and kind as you. i wish you took a minute to notice me like i notice you.

Something is drawing me to you. I keep thinking about you. I can't explain it, but I hope we'll find our way to each other. Thank you for opening up to me, even when we didn't know each other well. Im sorry I was so guarded. I wanted to tell you how I really felt. I hope I get another chance to.

I love the way ur sitting next to me in class smile at me saying im stupid and making jokes with me abt our classmates

you were the start of many more heart aches to come. I just wish i had a sign or warning just to give up back then.

Trying to type this was the first time I realized I have nothing to say to you. You know what you lost.

You arent my first love, but I think I liked a fictional version of you, and when I found out more about real you I fell.

Im so sorry. I wish i could take back everything. You caught me at the wrong time.. I still love you, and god damn I miss you :( ngl I wish either we never ended or we never met

Si algún día llegas a leer esto al cual considere amor de mi vida, déjame decirte que extraño, que fuiste lo mejor que me paso en mi vida, y que si llegas a regresar algún día aquí te estaré esperando con mi amor mas sincero que te he podido dar.
Mientras tanto se feliz con la persona que llegue a tu vida a mejorarla, tqm! Estaré muy orgullosa de todas las metas que cumplas mi chico bonito :(.

hey bub. i miss you more than anything. you were the best thing that ever happened to me. it's hard to keep giving myself hope, but i hope it ends the way i want it to. i love you more than anything. i hope to see you in italy again my love. i love you always and forever. TD

fuiste la primera persona de la cual me enamore en serio pero mas que eso fuiste mi mejor amigo así que imagina como me dolió que me dejaras de hablar sin razón

I liked you for so long, I think I got to a point where I was in love with you. But you loved everyone except me. You never truly noticed me, or even seemed to care. It hurt, sometimes it still does, but I think I'm over you now. I love myself more

i love you more than anything. you will always be my first love. my heart breaks knowing that we can’t be together.

Extraño cuando eras como mi mejor amigo, cuando te contaba todo de mi y tu me contabas de ti, cuando estabas para mi, me gustaría volver a ir por helado con vos e ir a caminar, te extraño a ti y tu compañía. Take care.

it would've been fun if you had been the one. we were in our 20s tossing pennies in the pool and it would've been sweet if it could've been me.

Even knowing the amount of bad things you did to me, I still love you and I don't know how to stop this feeling

Eres muy tonto pero no sé si fui yo más por seguirte la corriente. Supongo que lo hice porque me aburría. Te crees que eres muy maduro y todo un hombre pero si yo empezara a contar todo lo que me llegaste a decir y a hacer el mundo entero se daría cuenta de lo gilipollas que alguien puede llegar a ser. No te preocupes por Nerea que yo misma me voy a encargar que se aleje de ti y no quiera volver a verte la cara. Tanto miedo me tienes como para amenazarme de que no le hable de ti, solo me dan más ganas de hacerlo. No pienso dejar que Nerea esté con alguien tan lamentable como tú. Patético.
Pdt: Todas las mentiras que me contabas de las chicas con las que estabas... ¿tú crees que no se la verdad? Miénteme pero yo siempre voy a saber la verdad lol.

Thank you for showing me kindness when my eyes were full of hope. But I didn’t know you’d take the hope when you left me and never came back.