I tried so hard to make the idea of you a reality but what I didn't know was that I was losing myself along the way.

You’ll never see this, but I still love you. I left you mid last year and ever since I’ve only wanted you. I miss you. Us.

You will always be my soulmate and I will always love you.
But you're not with me anymore ... I love you.

Do you still think about me? I remember the night we met, it was like a movie but i’m glad i don’t love you anymore. you were not good for me...

im so tall but u were taller than me. i liked looking up to talk to you and i liked how you smiled when you looked at me. im sorry you have such a shitty girlfriend now, i miss u

i cant believe that we ended our story. i feel like im still waiting for the next chapter of us. i miss you

me fui de ti para que te sientas mejor y siigas creciendo,pero aun te amo y me duele que ahora crezcas con otra persona te amo

only by a message you made me feel like anyone else, maybe i hadn't been that way things would be different...

Ojalá me atreviera a decirte que eres lo único que me saca risas en el insti no lo soporto solo voy para verte y ojalá decirte también *te quiero*

No sé, como verbalizar, no sé ni como escribir, las ideas se desvanece al pensar en ti.
Te Ame, Te Amo y Te amaré.
Eres Suficiente...
Sólo cree en ti porque yo creo, creo en ti.

Dos almas tan complementarias no pueden estar separadas. En la próxima realidad prometo hacer las cosas bien.

I love you so much ! More than you will ever know but if you get engaged to her I can’t go I’m sorry I can’t watch the man I love Marry a woman when I know his true feeling to her and everything you’ve said to me! I’m going to tell you at some point even though when I do it WILL ruin my life and yours will go back to normal David I love you with all the stars in the galaxy I just hope that maybe at least once you’ve thought about me in the same way I think about you 24/7

This one was my fault... I know I am sorry i hurted you and even though there is no "right way" i managed to pick the worst one... You don't deserve this i really hope you will realize that one day!!

to be honest, no matter how many times i watch you get in stupid fights, threaten people, go to rehab and juvie. ill always go back to you because no matter how bad people think you are. you were my yellow. and i miss that

I never realized until recently how bad you manipulated, gaslit, and used me. And I don't think I'll ever be able to confront you about it without laughing at your smile, or your stupid music jokes, or when you mess up playing guitar. And I think the worst of it all is that if you asked me for anything, I would still give it to you. An you would take it leaving me with nothing, just as you did before.

I trusted and loved you. You made me feel worthless. I deserve better and I know that, you can’t fool me.

I still miss you, and I think a part of me will always love you but I think I'm finally happy again. Hope you're doing okay x

compi ,esto;
últimamente me pongo muy feliz cada vez q me mandas un mensaje. es más, siempre espero lo que me digas y mi día cambia pero, sabes, te siento un poco distante. mi felicidad cn tus mensajes es igual pero, no se, no se como decirte esto y más encima que me gustas y que me encantaría conocerte. eres una gran persona, siento que en cualquier momento me dejarás de hablar pero te deseo lo mejor.
sigue dibujando, haz mejorado bastante y me gusta ver tu progreso.
de verdad no se como decirte esto.
jaja.
te quiero mucho.
una pregunta, te parezco inmadura? o ya perdiste el interés por mi?

I remember the green jacket you wore all the time. Green is my favorite color now. I wish I could hug you once more. Or draw on your hand like I used to before. Or look into your eyes, that happened to be green as well. I miss you, and I always wonder if you think of me as often as I think of you.

Esto es un poco raro.
De verdad, todo iba bien.
Pero creo que te gusta otra persona. No tengo problema con eso, está muy bien de hecho.
Pero creo que me gustas y no se como expresarlo, es demasiado triste.
Quiero llorar, de verdad tengo mucha pena.
Se que no soy linda, pero
No lo sé, me gusta mucho hablar contigo.
Sí, las lágrimas están cayendo.
No, no te estoy manipulando.
No se que hacer de verdad estoy desesperada.
siempre termino así.
siempre.
te quiero mucho
te quiero conocer
no puedo dejar de temblar
siempre es lo mismo

You’re like a drug to me and I am like a ray of sun to you. You are my only drug and I cherish every second I have with you, every moment and every breath of yours is meaningful to me.

I always thought love was red, or maybe a light shade of pink. But you made me feel all the colors of the rainbow.

I hate the fact that i love you. I rly tried to get better for you. And i’m sorry that it wasn’t enough. I went through so much pain for you. And seeing the boy i love fall in love with my best friend? That hurted like a bitch. But thanks for being there for me. We’ll always be each others ‘kleine figgos’

you are the absolute love of my life. i cant wait to live and see the world with you right by my side

thank you for teaching me how to love. i wanna let go of you because i dont think im enough. i think i actually love you and im scared.

David my love, David my life.
I look at that cold room and i cry.
We were friends right?
Then, why do you treat me so poorly?
Tell me what happened.
Tell what changed
I'm here, forever.
I'll let you stay in my arms for the rest of my time, but please say something, or i will leave you forever David.
Anyways, thanks for teaching me how to love.

Hey, I need to know if the moments between us meant anything too u. Our kisses, our touch just everything.It meant smt to me.

if u ever need closure like ask me i dont want to bring it up cuz that could make you uncomfortable but just lmk, k

I was running so fast after you. I felt unnoticed, my heart was confused for months. I questioned everything I was doing and just kept pouring and pouring. I believe you are a good person. But you aren't the person who I wanted so badly to understand my heart. You couldn't understand me and how to prove your words. Im hurt.

you were one of my closest friends and I did everything I possibly could to help you. i just wanted you okay. that's all I wanted. you thought I got on your case just for the fun of it but I genuinely cared. i just want to see you happy and safe.

I coped by writing poetry about you...but my words are finally drying up. I think you’d be sad if you knew what that means.

Desde que te conocí me encantas, me encanta tu sonrisa, tus ojos, tu humor y básicamente todo de ti, seguro que no llegamos a ser nada... Pero solo quiero desahogarme y decirte que...te amo, realmente te amo, te necesito y me encantas, es increíble cómo puedes hacer que mi día mejore, da igual como de mal esté... Tu siempre lo mejoras.... Ojalá llegáramos a ser algo, pero se que es imposible.... Te quiero David....

I love u. I know u love me too. But ur not right for me. You're bad to me. I thought we were soulmates and one. Now Im not so sure

You are the love of my life, if we don’t end up married then something will have gone terribly wrong.

I wish i could tell you how i really feel. I miss you way more than you will ever know but you’re completely fine with letting me go.

hey..what happened between us? you've ignored my messages for over two months now... did i do something? i really miss you.

I just wish you cared enough to try to fix our friendship. I'm tired of being the only one who cares what happens to us.

I just want to thank you for always listening to me and being á good friend but I’m afraid of tapping you this because you will probably say something mean or something because that’s our friendship for you, but I also have to tell you that I kanda have á little crush on you

I still remember the way your lips felt on that night that you returned from England. I remember the fort that we built and the wine that we drank. Your drunken piano melodies will always be my favorite.

david, hi. this summer will make 2 years since i've last seen you. i hope i can see u again, but part of me hopes i never see u again. please know who this is. i think of u all the time. (lets go play that board game we played ;)

I loved you so much that it hurt. I gave you 100% of myself and you made me give up our child..yet I still loved you and wanted to be with you

The other day I finally realized that I don’t want a love like yours, I want something better, I deserve better.

see i really did love you. i still think about you. and the smallest things make me think about you, i j want you to know i really miss your sisters. but this is for you. i wish you didnt do half the shit you did while we were together. you lied about the most fucked up shit. and i had n o freedom what so ever the fact you let me belive everyword you said, wasa the most fucked up you stupid ass cunt

helo lol . You are so stupid! Do you know that?? You make my heart flutter everyday at school but it hurts to see u with other girls. I know u like her but stop looking at me like that cause I will get the wrong idea. Just wanna be happy but how am i supposed to if I see u with her. Kinda delusional but what am I supposed to do. Im doing every evening scenarios about you you dumbass.

I still look for you in every blue
F-150 I pass. I wonder if I ever cross your mind like you do mine

i’m forever grateful for you, to tell you i love you one last time is all i wish for. you’re mine forever in my heart and soul.

I still love you, and I have ruined all of my relationships. Please come back. I just wanna say goodbye. :(

a year of me being infatuated, three hours of you feeling the same way, and now i’m supposed to be okay with nothing at all?

Siempre serás mi primer amor, aunque nunca fuimos nada, nuestra promesa de "algún día" queda en mi corazón

Dad, you were a coward, as I now realise, but I will never stop loving you. I’m glad you found peace at last.