Unsent Messages

hi, i've been having mixed feelings after we blocked each other, which was really random and unexpected. we were (are?) really close friends (like you said) but now i'm confused on why we're like this rn. but at the same time i feel relieved because i don't have to worry abt what our topics should be and stuff (i guess it's because i still like you a little bit and i go crazy abt every little thing) i really want to talk to you and clear up on some things but i guess it's my pride stopping me from doing so and causing me to wait for a text from you. either way i miss texting you and that lil nickname you used to call me which always gave me butterflies. ik i barely start the convo and put little to no effort sometimes in our convos, but i smile at each and every text you send. i wonder if you'll ever hit me with a "sup" again and i hope you do. imy