ig when u said you'd wait for me you'd eventually come back... but you never did. i still love you, ig i didnt know the meaning of it till now. im sorry it took me years to say it back.

It felt like I could’ve made a home with you built with the lights out in a storm and creaky hardwood floors

i hate how much i don’t hate you. i’d give anything to see your smile and hear my name from your lips just one last time.

Are you still walking around like we weren't something at all? I was at my lowest years later and still thought of you.

I know your with her but please don’t stay with her you and I both know you don’t love her as much as you say you do please just give me a chance I know we can’t ever happen but maybe just maybe one day in the future the barriers will be torn down. I love you and I have for the last 4 years. I’m so so sorry for doing this

I wish you just told me you were over me. I didn’t want to find out by seeing you with her and how much happier you looked. I went from being cared for and appreciated to irritating and unwanted. Thanks for the fleeting moments. I’m still grateful. I felt real again, just for a second. You helped me learn my self worth by showing me what isn’t right. Good luck with graduate school.

I gave you everything. My heart, my love, my attention. Through thick and thin you showed me your truly colors and left me. You are what made me realize that love isn’t enough.

if we do or do go back to each other, you’ll be the one i talk to my kids about when they ask about love.

I was so blindly in love with you i didn’t realise how unhappy you made me. Yet still i would give everything to live it all again.

you hurt me really bad man and i just hope you see one day that nobody will care about you the way i did. you gave up on us way too easily leaving me to believe nothing was ever real at all. thanks for everything

Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason.

You were so bad for me. Horrible in fact. but i loved you so so so much. i hope you find someone that brings out the good in you again. i will forever love you david.

I wish i couldve got some closure:/ i had to find out from HER and see the screenshots of what you told HER. you didnt even text me and its crazy how we both just knew it was over. i just dont get how you couldnt realize how much you hurt me by doing that.

I thought you were just a crush, now every guy I meet I can't help compare to you. It's been 4 years.

You call me your bestfriend and i like you a lot but you dont see me that way and you like one of my closest friends just like every other guy but you’ve stopped talking to me lately for her and i miss you and lost feelings because of the things i found out you said but i still miss you

Du weist ich liebe dich & ich würde dich jetzt gerade einfach gerne umarmen und küssen p.s. i still love u

i didn’t like the outcome of our relationship but, if i had another chance to have you in my life, i would take that chance without a heartbeat.

hi, i know we havent talked a lot but you were very nice while we were together. I hope you dont turn out so cocky in the future

Find a girl who loves you and cares for you like me and use what happened between us as a lesson to never let her go. I’ll miss you and still love you even though you hurt me a lot. I’ll never stop loving you I’ll pray for you. You told me that I deserve better and I know but I want you.

I often find myself thinking about what could of been and how things could be different if certain things didn’t happen. I want to apologise for my mistake. I’m writing this because I need to and I need to find closure. I’m hoping you never find this and not like you will know if it’s you or not but if it resonates with you then that’s enough. I wish nothing but good things in your life. I want you to find happiness, find love and stay strong through everything you may go through that may be challenging. I care about you so much, you got me through a really tough time with a past relationship and I fear I would still be there if it wasn’t for your help. I need to let go of the thought of you and I will, in small steps, because a part of me doesn’t want to let go. I miss parts of you in my day to day life. You’re such a free spirit and I admired that in you; either that or it was just lust. That’s the thing I often find myself thinking on, do I still actually have feelings towards you? Or is it just because I never got past the ‘lust’ side of things. I wish I could text you this but I can’t. And you know what kills me? I’m in a relationship and still find myself thinking of you. I don’t want to. I suppose I just want you to be happy and find your bliss. All the best David, maybe we may bump into each other in the future.

I still think, in the end, we’ll find our way back. & we’ll have the life we used to dream about together.

You are a fact - like the sun rises and sets. A cord I can never cut. A bond that is - even if we’re not. I’ve stopped trying to fight it.

i want you to be with me like we used to be but everything’s too messed up now :( i love you and i’m sorry

“i’m here for you”.
a lie.
the time i spent
wondering if you were okay,
wondering if you slept well or not,
wondering if there was any chance that you would perhaps like me back;
was all a waste of time that i can never get back.
i was never appreciated, and you were always distant, only turning to me when you had no one else. your last choice.
but it’s fine. everyone leaves anyways and there’s no stopping it. i’ve been training myself to get used to being left alone, a feeling i know all too well. however i seemingly cant do that with you.

i like u so much. every time i see u i completely shut down. i get butterflies in my stomach just thinking about u. ur like the sun that lets u know it’s gonna be a good day.

Ilybidkhttybikydlm I’m pathetic for writing this and deserve more than this but since we don’t talk anymore it’s all I have, I miss you but if you ever loved me back even though we were friends you wouldn’t of got back with her ?✌️?

that night we cried on the hallway floor? i never felt anything more intense in my life. I loved you and realized it too late.

you deserve the world, and i dont know if Im able to give that to you but im still heasitant to let go

i wish you didnt forget me as quick as you did. its been 4 years and i bet you dont even remember my name, but i still remember even the smallest details about you.

Thank you, for all the times you have made me feel like i’m loved. I still miss you, even when I know I shouldn’t, by now.

Thank you for showing me what real love is, I’ll never forget what we had. I’ll always care for you and wish you the best

I'm sorry for putting you through everything. I should've taken therapy seriously and helped myself before messing with you. As much as you were using me, I shouldn't have forced you into that. I cant be mad for something I did anymore. Sorry

You know what hurts the most? The fact that I thought you actually liked me and I had a chance with you...

thank you for teaching me not to get attached too early. i’m sorry i wasn’t there for you. i may have just been a small part of your life but you meant a lot in mine, i still look at our messages and send a couple paragraphs now and then, maybe hoping you’d text back one day. i hope you’re doing ok, my long lost love. all i really wanted in the end was to tell you i really did love you.

I was in love of the idea I had of you.
I miss the old you and it has been very hard since you’re not here.

all I want is just one last conversation with you. some sort of closure. I need to know if we are truly meant to be or if it was just puppy love. I’m probably the last person you want to speak to, but I need this. I want to see who you’re growing up to be -without me in your life. I want to know what makes you tick, what makes you laugh, what brings you joy, what causes you pain. I’m okay not being in your journey in finding yourself -all I’m asking for is a ticket to watch from the sidelines.

did every girl feel what I feel or was I special? I think I love(d) you? how do I know I love you when I can’t even remember our first time meeting. I feel so pathetic writing all these desperate sad messages. All i want to know is how you truly feel about me. I don’t care if you hate me, I just need to know. I at least deserve that. you’re creating a hurricane in my mind. I need peace.

we talked about what kind of dog we would have in the future... a Pomeranian Husky... i guess not uh...

hi david i know we are on terrible terms right now but i have been thinking about sending this since like the day after our falling out and i feel like i should just do it. i wanted to say i’m really sorry for everything that happened. the way i was treating you was not okay, and i wasn’t thinking about how our conversations would affect you. i know that if i was hearing what i was saying from someone else, it would be really difficult and i am truly so sorry that i ever put you through that. i do still think the way you reacted was hurtful and inconsiderate, but i cannot sit here and not tell you that i am aware now that i also made some huge mistakes and bad decisions. it’s overall a difficult situation. i also wanted to apologize for the way i handled it. while i also think that it wasn’t handled well by either of us, i think that me going so long without saying anything was not the right choice and is why i’m saying this now. i disagreed with a lot of what you said and especially took offense to when you said i was manipulative and you weren’t surprised that i went through her phone, which i just didn’t do. anyway this isn’t supposed to be me bringing up everything that went wrong. i just didn’t want us to be on like the terms that we are now, i don’t know if it’s good for either of us to go back to the way things were but i really don’t like being on such intense bad terms with you and i don’t see a point to it. i doubt you'll see this and if you do i wont know because i deleted your number but i had to say it.

Perdón por no esa amiga que te mereces. Tampoco puedo ser tu novia, y no es porque seas mala persona, aún tengo que sanar mi corazón. Perdón por leer los menajes que borraste.

Why did you leave? I have so many stories I wanna tell you ever since you left. I planned to go to France to see you.

I honestly hope that you like me and we work out and we can just have a good relationship. If it's not meant to be then we'll end up figuring it out.

p.s I love you.

I still dream about you time and time again
well I've been sleeping in somebody else's bed, and as my body aged, the feeling never did

you messed up, you said it was me and you fucked everything up. you screamed in my face saying it was my fault. you used me and manipulated me. you were the one who called me a bitch, stupid, and weak. you were the one who mentally and physically hurt me. fuck you.

You were the first to hurt me, not the worst, and not the last, but there’s something unforgettable about a first

Fuiste la primera persona que me gustó, esa tarde te ví con mí amiga y ella te presentó a mí como su primo. Nos gustamos mutuamente, pero no pudo ser.

Nunca podré agradecerte lo suficiente. Me enseñaste a ver colores que no sabía que existían, y que no podía ni sabía ver.
Te amaré por siempre.

Please make good decisions and take care of yourself and I hope you know i cared for you more than i can put into words take care

I've been in love with you for our whole lives, but i've been trying to pretend otherwise. Everytime I see your eyes, my heart melts all over again.

Even though, for a period of time we liked each other, we never got to be together and it’s a memory that haunts me every time I’m with you. You don’t like me, but I’ll never stop loving you. Good luck