You’re the best friend one could ask for. I still hope you find happiness despite the absolute despair I feel when I think about losing you.

i’ll love you forever but i now realise i can’t be happy with you when you don’t love me. you’ll always have a place in my heart even though you hurt me more than anyone. fuck you for losing the girl who loved you more than anyone.

it’s best that we didn’t stay together but i’m glad you’re happy and she makes you happier than i did

Yeah, I'm not coming home with you. It'll just be you and Kelley. But hey, look at it this way. At least she'll actually be a mom, and you won't have to rely on me anymore.
I'm sorry honey, I love you so much.
-your big sister

i defended your name when everyone said u were bad for me and then u went and showed me that they were right.

You changed so much from the amazing boy I knew before and I can’t help but feel like I did that to you. No matter what I know you still have that kind heart you had with me. I’m sorry for everything. You deserved better than what I was ever going to be able to give you. I hope You didn’t change out of pain over me, but because it’s who you wanted to become.

I can’t imagine loving anybody else the way that I love you. I see you in my dreams and I know we’re only just beginning, but I hope this dream never ends. You filled a whole in my soul that I didn’t even know existed, and I trust that me and you are forever.

I won’t ever regret a thing, whatever happens.

You know I thought giving each other space would be good and I was ok the first day. Now with mother nature messing me up, my emotions run high and I miss you

i don’t want you in my life, but i want you to know i wish you the best and hold nothing against you. best of luck

you hurt me pretty bad, but i saw a change in you even when i didn’t know what you had done. and i think all the nights i cried just to feel the way i did when i first met you really prepared me for what i was about to find out. however i do thank you for showing me some sort of love and helping me see how strong i am without you.

I love you but i can never tell you because you have a girlfriend and she's the prettiest woman i've seen, plus you're straight lol

i know when you’ve been unfaithful. i’m not stupid. please stop. i don’t want to leave you, please think about me for once. i love you man, don’t fucking do that to me man i don’t deserve that. why lily dude, i cry about that shit every night, i dissociate from my own personality and feelings because feeling numb is the only thing that makes me feel okay. please think about me for once, fucking please man. i don’t want to stop loving you, so please love me again

Thank you for being there for me when no one else was. i'm sorry i was too unemotionally stable for you

I haven't gotten to meet you in person yet but you make me happier than anyone has in years. I can't help but smile any time your name lights up my phone. Thank you for making me happy.

i opened up to you about everything, and you joking about my mental health isn’t funny it’s fucked up, the least you could do is ask if i was ok u bitch

conner, my love, you were the only thing binding me to this world. you're always just out of my reach, a step forward from where i can get too. i miss you every single day and it hurts to breathe knowing you'll never be in my arms like we thought back in march. you are so strong and im still so in love with you. you look so happy with them, and i couldn't do that too you. im so sorry for not being a better girlfriend, for not loving you enough. im sorry for all the times i missed your texts or calls. i could never repent enough to forgive myself for letting you slip through my fingers. when i heard your voice for the first time, it was like i had a new light in my dull life. when you left, my world shattered. but it would never be your fault, not in a million years. i wasn't good enough for you. but i wont ever stop watching after you, keeping you safe, even from my limited distance. i hope they take care of you like i never could.

all my love,
tori.

I like staying up with you on facetime and I want to spend the rest of my life with you but I don't know if you feel the same..

you changed the person i am. i still dont know if i should thank you or hate you. why did you hurt me

i don’t know why i still think about you. it’s been years. i don’t know if you’re still with her because we lost all contact but you guys were perfect, so I’m assuming you are. I’ll never be good enough, will I?

hi. i know it’s still weird between us but tonight for some reason you are on my mind. and right now i miss you. i stumbled across our conversations and saw how much we really did love one another. i realized that i wasn’t the best to you. and tonight that makes me really sad. i hope all is well. you’ll always have a special place in my heart. maybe one day we might fall back in love but for now you’ll always be in my heart.

i cant believe i fell for you. i refused to believe it, i loved you so much that i started to hate you.

i really need to grow a pair and text you. you are my first love, and i know youd hate me for saying i love you. youre a dick, youd show all your friends, laugh, maybe even say it to me - how stupid you think that is. i hated you so much i started to love you. you dont get it do you? stop flirting with me, stop making me laugh, stop. please. i dont want to face heartbreak, i break hearts i reject i dont GET rejected i have boys trying so hard to catch my interest yet i love you so so much..

It was always you. You're giving me the hope to see a future for us, even if I can't for me. I love you.

i really tried to make you happy and i thought i did. but it wasn’t good enough. what does she have that i don’t

I miss you like crazy. I can’t get over it either. I can’t text you because I don’t want to bother you because you’re with her now. You give me this hope that we will be something later but how long is later?

Why did i keep falling in love with you? I don't know. All of my friends didn't see anything in you and honestly i don't anymore. But i do miss you facetiming me to wake me so i wasn't late late for school. I miss hangout with you. I miss us randomly fting and talking for hours. I miss us ranting to each other. I miss when you would get mad and the only only thing i could do to calm you down was give you a hug. But honestly you did this to yourself. You lost me. You decided you wanted them more than you wanted us. Its your fault and you blame it on me. I loved you and i thought you loved me. The kid you are hanging out with now, they are so bad. I'll be here for you but we wont be friends. I'll be here if you need to rant. I'll be here if you feel like shit. I'll be here if you NEED to talk. But not if you want me back, I'm never putting myself through that hell ever again. I loved you and you didn't love me the same way. You didn't understand. I was IN love with you and you weren't in love with me. It broke me, now i don't understand why i wasted any tears. Now you've led me to hate you. When all of my friends talked bad about you to me, I defend you. But now all of the thing they said were true. Now we are strangers with memories. Some things just don't last forever i guess.

do you really just plan on forgetting about me?

I think of you and all the times we spent together often.I still wish I had let you teach me to play

i so so so so badly wish i could tell you how i feel. but ik it would ruin everything.

I really wish you could love me the way that I love you, but I know that I’ll never be yours

i know we’re young, but i want you forever sweet boy .

We had so many plans together
We could’ve been so good togeth What happened? Now ur w/her & it hurts

I’d kiss the tears off your face before they could even land. I love you

you always manage to come back, but will you this time?

Part of me wishes I never found out, maybe then I could’ve given you a second chance.

you still notice things no ones ever even tho we aren't together anymore. curse the mole on my ear!

i love you sm

I hope it'll be us in the end, too.

i thought i'd never recover from you. i did. well, im trying.

I still want you to be happy. Even if it’s because of her. i will always care.

We had the wrong timing before… do you think this is our chance now?

you were so perfect yet so horrible i miss you but i can't let you back into my life

sometimes i wonder what our lives would be like if I said anything about how much I loved you.

I wish things didn’t end how they did. I’m happy that you’re happy, but I still miss you sometimes.

im forever grateful for you. love you punk.

A life without you Isn't a life I want to know

Say something so I know it's you

I really do love you. I’m sorry I can be so mean at times.

I miss calling you

sometimes i wish you would just kiss me even if it would cause problems